Saturday, December 3

a really long conversation

Being a hoarder by nature, I even have saved conversations from ICQ lurking on my computer, waiting for quiet, lonesome moments like these to creep up on me.

Over the course of a year, we "talked" and "talked" and "talked". He flew from Sydney to Singapore, but I chickened out when it was time to meet.

[Warning: This is post is self-indulgent, outdated and ultimately pointless. Scroll all the way to the end of this post and start reading backwards. You have been warned.]

On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 11:37 pm, Zann said :
sweet dream dear...have a good sunday!

On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 11:37 pm, boooooort said :
i was only at home at 4 am last night..
so kinda feeling buggered..
sorry


On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 11:36 pm, boooooort said :
ahhaha
imma going to bed hun...
chat laters aight?


On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 11:35 pm, Zann said :
gosh, this friendster thing is time consuming...now i have to lick my fren's asses...

On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 11:14 pm, Zann said :
i actually wanted to make a trip to sydney, but that too has been deferred...mebbe can squeeze a trip to bangkok, that's about it...so i guess we still have gallons of ocean between us


On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 11:12 pm, boooooort said :
er..
no..
that budget (ie for holidays) has been deferred indefinitely

On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 11:12 pm, Zann said :
hahaha, so i'm guessing u have no money to make trip to this tiny island called singapore any time soon?

On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 11:11 pm, boooooort said :
hahahah
true..
.but u forget.. i cannot afford to eat at nice places anymore!

On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 11:10 pm, Zann said :
hahahhaa...whenever u dine out at fancy restaurants, start nicking their stuff...some pepper pots and salts are v nice...been tempted a few times...hiaks!

On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 11:09 pm, boooooort said :
no
but seriously considering!!

i lashed out on glassware... think i might have overspent on that one..
so therefore.. plastic cutlery for a while..
heheh

On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 11:08 pm, Zann said :
hehehehhe...so how's the shopping for household items shaping up? stolen cutlery from foodcourt yet?

On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 11:06 pm, boooooort said :
i know...
hahahaha
that's prolly why i dun have any testimonials!
no one feels the need to kiss my ass i suppose!

On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 11:06 pm, Zann said :
oooh i'm so excited, i got two testimonials in friendster! i feel so lurved :) i tell u, friendster is just a mutual admiration society...major asslicking among friends...

On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 11:05 pm, boooooort said :
hahahah
but isn't that the problem with all relationships?
u only see their good side until its too late??!

On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 11:04 pm, Zann said :
and sometimes the person is not qt wat u thot he/she was...u dun really want to hear someone fart or see him dig his nose...hahahahaha

On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 11:04 pm, boooooort said :
yeah
true...

especially for someone like me who gets easily bored i suppose


On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 11:01 pm, Zann said :
the reality of an actual relationship may not live up to the fantasy that u build up...do i make sense>

On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 11:00 pm, boooooort said :
best to keep it unrequited ? why?



On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 11:00 pm, Zann said :
well, it depends...sometimes it can get qt thrilling to have a crush...and sometimes it is best to keep it unrequited...

On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 10:59 pm, boooooort said :
aiyah
that can't be as bad as liking someone where the feelings aren't mutual...
??

On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 10:59 pm, Zann said :
dunno...mebbe cos no one at all i'm the least bit interested in at the moment...

On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 10:58 pm, boooooort said :
how come?

On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 10:58 pm, Zann said :
i also feeling my singlehood v acutely recently...sigh

On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 10:57 pm, boooooort said :
back

On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 10:45 pm, boooooort said :
hahaahah
feeling desperately single..
brb

On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 10:43 pm, Zann said :
wat's with the lovelorn posts on ur blog huh?

On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 10:43 pm, boooooort said :
seee..
no hope lah!

On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 10:42 pm, Zann said :
muahahahaha...zero interest generated from ur wife wanted ad on my blog

On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 10:41 pm, boooooort said :
i'm shite!
i know..
can't help it!
ahhgahhahah
and you're not helping..
i haven't seen any applications forwarded from you?

On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 10:40 pm, Zann said :
hehe, unfortunately for u, it's a he...
and u disappont me, i thot u'd be seeing someone by now, since it's been qt some time since we chatted

On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 10:39 pm, boooooort said :
oh

unlikely to be a she then isit?

On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 10:38 pm, Zann said :
oh btw, a fren of mine juz went over to sydney for a year, training to be a pilot...

On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 10:37 pm, boooooort said :
aw shite!
hahahhah
back to square one again


On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 10:36 pm, Zann said :
hahahaha...no, i just want to put a fun pix...i dun trust strange men on the net...oh, that includes u too...muahahahhahaa

On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 10:35 pm, boooooort said :
aiyah...
dun need lah
unless you are actually trying to pick up?!
tee hee...

i have put males and females welcome just to increase my chances..

On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 10:34 pm, Zann said :
overworked...sigh...
lemme go add u now...heh...i haven found a flattering enuff foto for friendster tho...

On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 10:33 pm, boooooort said :
ok
added,,,,

how have you been otherwise?

On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 10:32 pm, Zann said :
zann...email is thezanyone@hotmail.com...quick add me :) then i'll have a fren outside of singapore!

On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 10:32 pm, boooooort said :
hahahaha
me too!
ahrhaerhaeh
whats your nick?

On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 10:31 pm, Zann said :
hey hey, be my friend on friendster! i juz joined and have only three frens...verry sad...

On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 10:30 pm, boooooort said :
erm
not really THAT many things!
hahahh
dun make my life more interetsing than it really is!

On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 10:27 pm, Zann said :
i'm at home on a saturday nite, what do u think? heh how have u been, i read ur blog recently, many things seem to be happening in your life!


On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 10:26 pm, boooooort said :
why helloe darlinG
how are you?

On Sat, Oct 25, 2003, 10:25 pm, Zann said :
well, hello stranger...

On Tue, Sep 23, 2003, 3:45 pm, Zann said :
later then dear :)

On Tue, Sep 23, 2003, 3:45 pm, boooooort said :
gotta jet hun
got a coffee date!
;)
disturb you later


On Tue, Sep 23, 2003, 3:43 pm, boooooort said :
oh
that would be alright
ideally i wanted a chick..
single or not so single..
if not single... not loud at least.. i dun want to be reminded of what i am not getting.

On Tue, Sep 23, 2003, 3:37 pm, Zann said :
hahaha...how abt if its sharing with moi? ;)

On Tue, Sep 23, 2003, 3:36 pm, boooooort said :
been ok.. apart for my little outburst the other night..
housemate..
well - i dunno if i want one now..
the thought of hsaring my place creeps me out a little..

On Tue, Sep 23, 2003, 3:35 pm, Zann said :
kinda wishin i'm anywhere but here...not that here isn't nice and good and familiar...a bit too familiar...how've u been? any luck with housemate audition? :P

On Tue, Sep 23, 2003, 3:34 pm, boooooort said :
hey how are ya darling?
hows' spore treating you?

On Tue, Sep 23, 2003, 3:32 pm, Zann said :
hello there stranger!

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 11:05 pm, Zann said :
ah, gotta go...send u pix next time dear...dun get too lonesome in the meantime :)

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 11:05 pm, boooooort said :
anyway
like they say
beauty is in the eye of the beholder


On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 11:04 pm, boooooort said :
hmmm
maybe you SHOULD send me pics!
ahhahahahha

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 11:04 pm, Zann said :
my gal frens are all too gorgeous, i cant compete...

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 11:02 pm, boooooort said :
yah
go with a big group of girls..
must be easier that way no?

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 11:02 pm, Zann said :
I KNOW! And i'm not the least bit interested, but dem...i need to find some other single guys to hang out with...

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 11:01 pm, boooooort said :
you shouldn't be..
they're still not available to you!
there are rules!
no firend's exs


On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 11:01 pm, Zann said :
i really cant tink of any place where i can meet a suitabe guy...and i'm suddenly surrounded by a number of single men (ditched by my gal frens), but i'm not the least bit interested!

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 11:00 pm, boooooort said :
s;ok.....
hadn't noticed..

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:59 pm, Zann said :
sorry to be such a grump tonite...i'm waiting for a fren to drive by to pick me up...supposed to go for drinks, but it is already so late n i'm so tired...

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:59 pm, boooooort said :
same here!
hahahahahha
and its not just the lack of steady sex either.

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:59 pm, Zann said :
i'm getting sick of being single...really really really sick of it...

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:57 pm, boooooort said :
damn
that's harsh!!!
ahahhaha
make you wanna run off again


On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:57 pm, Zann said :
heh...my mother has already started nagging me about getting married...i've only been back one week...gaaaahhh...

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:56 pm, boooooort said :
dammit
so its not going to get better then as time goes on


On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:55 pm, Zann said :
i think me too...sigh...desperation is not an attractive trait

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:54 pm, boooooort said :
tya
methinks so too

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:54 pm, Zann said :
i see u are getting a wee bit desperate...hiaks

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:53 pm, boooooort said :
hrereraeraearhe
they bought me a mug just to rub it in too


On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:53 pm, Zann said :
muahahahahahhahahaa...we did that once to a gal fren...she thought the office security guard had a crush on her and was so scared for days!

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:52 pm, boooooort said :
they left a note on my car with a chicks name (hiromi) and a phone number.. and had me going for 4 days that i had picked up (somehow) a japanese ballet dancer...

i;m so hopelessly gullible

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:51 pm, Zann said :
what trick???

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:51 pm, Zann said :
yah man, i can think of a million stalker-esque things to do, cos i'm so dem curious about who he married...esp if he married the girl he cheated on with me...

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:49 pm, boooooort said :
hey did i tell you about the trick my friends played on me?

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:48 pm, boooooort said :
hahahahahhahahah

you're so the jealous stalker!

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:48 pm, Zann said :
hahahah...i tink i have some sort of deathwish...i keep hoping to run into mr big and his new wife...for unfathomable reasons...

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:47 pm, boooooort said :
i dun really have a deathwish yet though


On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:47 pm, boooooort said :
it;d be funny...
i;d be wondering why i went out with each of them in turn?!

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:46 pm, Zann said :
hahaha...seems like a nightmare, all at one table

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:45 pm, boooooort said :
would be funny to see them all on one table though
hahah

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:45 pm, boooooort said :
i derno....
not all..


On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:44 pm, Zann said :
seeing i'm not getting married in the foreseeable future...i really dunno...would u?

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:43 pm, boooooort said :
doh!
that's bad...
would you invite your exs to your wedding?

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:42 pm, Zann said :
i found out only when his fren (who is also my fren) called me when i got back...i haven spoken to him directly at all since i left! i dun even know who he married!

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:41 pm, boooooort said :
shit!
serious!?
no notice!?

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:39 pm, boooooort said :
yah do..
and schnap some pix for me...


On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:37 pm, Zann said :
hahaahhaha...yes, one case of sars...
re pix: we having anohter binge this weekend, friend's birthday, so we're sure to take pix...hehehehe...will try to remember ur need for a wife...

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:36 pm, boooooort said :
except you guys got sars again

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:35 pm, boooooort said :
i do plan to head over some time soonish


On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:35 pm, boooooort said :
aiyah
can't u send me some photos first as enticement?


On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:35 pm, Zann said :
ok, u make the trip here and i'll introduce u to all my single gal frens...

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:34 pm, boooooort said :
aiyah
surely you must have caught up with your girl friends, and now, upon reflecting, think that one of them must be perfect for a simple guy like me!

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:32 pm, Zann said :
ha! i wasn't even looking for my elusive husband, where to find time to search for u as well???

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:31 pm, boooooort said :
erm
for a wife for me dear??!?!?

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:31 pm, Zann said :
eyes open for u? for wat??? i was watching the lychee martinis and champagne and apple shooters...hahahahhaa...was so wasted, gosh

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:30 pm, boooooort said :
excellent...
were you keeping your eyes open for me?

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:30 pm, Zann said :
dunno...we dun have a habit of snapping drunken pix...but we had a major session for the homecoming queen (ie. ME!) last weekend...

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:29 pm, boooooort said :
hey guess what!?
you're in a much more accomodating time zone now!

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:29 pm, boooooort said :
serious?
why not!
bout time u sent me a new pic isn't it?

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:28 pm, Zann said :
hahhahaha...i haven taken any pix with my camera since i came back!

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:27 pm, boooooort said :
bwhahahhaha
yes
in secret i am a mike hog (read camera hog)


On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:27 pm, Zann said :
btw, i dun see the point of hiding ur face when u post so may pix of urself...heh

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:26 pm, boooooort said :
heheheh
been good..
i just changed the music too
was getting sick of r kelly


On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:25 pm, Zann said :
heh...how've u been? btw, i'm now juz one ocean away from u...i tink...

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:25 pm, boooooort said :
hahahha
easy way to hide my face

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:24 pm, Zann said :
nice caricature :)

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:24 pm, boooooort said :
wah

ahehreharheahr
the first one!
i'm still doing it!!

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:23 pm, Zann said :
allo allo! juz saw ur "new" blog

On Thu, Sep 11, 2003, 10:23 pm, boooooort said :
arloe?

On Fri, Sep 5, 2003, 9:13 am, Zann said :
hey, just the person i was hoping to see online!

On Fri, Sep 5, 2003, 4:03 am, boooooort said :
how is ya?

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 5:39 am, Zann said :
heheehehhe...actually i'm not sure if i'm homesick...cos the thought of going back to work fills me with dread...it's just the food and familiaritiy drawing me back...but anyways, i going to bed...u go work on relieving your erm grumpiness, ok dear? :) nite nite

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 5:38 am, boooooort said :
reahrheahra
yes - you are definitely homesick
i read your blog!

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 5:36 am, Zann said :
i cant wait to finish it...then mebbe i can persuade someone, anyone, to go legoland with me...hehehehhe

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 5:35 am, boooooort said :
ah
take it easy
no stress darling


On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 5:35 am, Zann said :
gonna call it a night...u enjoy the rest of ur day :)

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 5:34 am, Zann said :
just about given up on my essay...1,300 words...when can i ever reach target of 5,000 at this rate...

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 5:33 am, boooooort said :
hey
sorry
you still up?

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 3:33 am, Zann said :
worse still are those horrible sports sandals...gaaaahhhh

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 3:31 am, boooooort said :
ahahahah]
yes
singaporeans are obsessed with mocassins..

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 3:29 am, Zann said :
most singapore guys are big fat slobs who wear the same blue shirts and black pants every day for work...and jeans and t-shirts from dot bomb companies on weekends...oh and moccassins! ugh!

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 3:28 am, boooooort said :
ah yes
that's me


On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 3:28 am, Zann said :
put simply, a urban male who knows how to dress? i read an article abt it recently...lemme see if i can find it...

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 3:26 am, boooooort said :
why?
i'm not sure what a metrosexual is..

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 3:25 am, Zann said :
so do u agreee that u are metrosexual? they are a rare breed in singapore...

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 3:24 am, boooooort said :
haahahhahhah

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 3:24 am, Zann said :
its so hard these days to tell who's gay and who's merely metrosexual...

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 3:23 am, boooooort said :
yeah
i have been described as one

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 3:23 am, Zann said :
oh, have u heard of this term, metrosexual?

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 3:22 am, boooooort said :
hahahahh

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 3:21 am, Zann said :
erm, we tink he's gay...but not too sure...heh...my gay-dar doesnt work v well

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 3:20 am, boooooort said :
ooooooooo
guy?
staying at HIS place...
is there something i should know about?

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 3:19 am, Zann said :
heh, another flatmate and i were thinking of going to freeload at this croatian guy's place...but we're runnign out of time, cos we're so slow in writing our essays...so no chance to visit...mebbe next time...

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 3:17 am, boooooort said :
yeah
my friend just had a honeymoon there..
said the same thing


On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 3:13 am, Zann said :
actually croatia seems really beautiful and cheap too...from what i hear from my flatmate who's from there...but then, of cos he's a little biased...heh...but the travel brochures he left for us were really awesome...

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 3:11 am, boooooort said :
hmm
yes
greek islands would be good too

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 3:10 am, Zann said :
asian countries dont really hold much appeal to me...somehow, juz seems too near home...No. 1 country on my list is greece...for now...

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 3:08 am, boooooort said :
ahhahahahahha
yes
its actually right up there on my list of places to see..
vietnam anyway...

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 3:04 am, Zann said :
now u have one more reason to go...sugar mommies galore!

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 3:03 am, boooooort said :
saigon???
i've always wanted to go to vietnam


On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 3:00 am, Zann said :
apparently in saigon, there are lots of rich middle aged women desperate for younger men...according to my fren working there...u can try...heh

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 2:59 am, boooooort said :
ahahhahahah
yeah
i want a sugar mommy


On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 2:45 am, Zann said :
a fren was telling me i shd have gone to oxbridge, where the sons of lords and dukes go...more chance of hooking a rich husband...muahahahhaha...

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 2:44 am, boooooort said :
dayemmm right


On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 2:44 am, Zann said :
we need sugar parents

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 2:42 am, boooooort said :
bwhahahha
i needed a pick me up
but now i am suffering because i have no $$$

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 2:35 am, Zann said :
gasp...too expensive for me...tink i'll stick with my lousy ol palm...

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 2:33 am, boooooort said :
$850?
thereabouts.. thats a$.. it was about $950 sing dollars..

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 2:27 am, Zann said :
btw how much did u pay for ur clie?

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 2:26 am, boooooort said :
hreahrehreaeahr


On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 2:22 am, Zann said :
i cant wait to go home and be able to swim EVERY DAY!

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 2:20 am, boooooort said :
areaeahreeahrarea


On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 2:20 am, Zann said :
basically, something is inherently wrong with the whole structure and just makes u sick...but i seem to be the only one affected by sim lim...heh...i tink i really miss home, cos i'm thnking fondly even of blardee ol sim lim...

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 2:19 am, boooooort said :
that's probably it
rhaehrhaehraherheah
i have heard about sick building syndrome before but can't remember exactly what it it


On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 2:13 am, Zann said :
i tink its the lack of sunlight and the stale air...or mebbe there are juz too many seedy looking men hanging around...hhehehe...

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 2:12 am, boooooort said :
really?
i njever knew..

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 2:09 am, Zann said :
sim lim has sick building syndrome...i always get nauseous after visits...

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 2:08 am, boooooort said :
yah of course!
ahhaehhahah
loved it there..

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 2:08 am, Zann said :
gah, icq died...
u been to sim lim before?

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 2:07 am, boooooort said :
yah
ahahhah

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 2:07 am, Zann said :
i know...from good ol sim lim rite?

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 2:06 am, boooooort said :
i lashed out and bought a clie


On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 2:05 am, Zann said :
i need a new PDA...sigh...no money

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 2:04 am, boooooort said :
rahehrhaehraehrheah
yeah
i just been playing freecell on my pda...
bored at work
actually - i was on the phone with a client and playing at the same time.


On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 2:03 am, Zann said :
ha, my essay writing spree lasted half an hour...now back to surfing, chatting and solitaire....hhahahahah

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 1:36 am, boooooort said :
bwhahahahhah
ok
ok
finre


On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 1:35 am, Zann said :
ESPECIALLY your advert...muahahahhahah

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 1:34 am, boooooort said :
bahahahha
hey - except for my advert!

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 1:33 am, Zann said :
heh...nmind...it is really trivial...as are most thinigs on my blog...hahahah

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 1:33 am, boooooort said :
bahahhahahah
turn on the light?
maybe its too dark to focus?
not enough contrast on the button?

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 1:32 am, Zann said :
yeah...it's real cute, looks like one of the keys on the keyboard, but it is red with PANIC printed on it...wanted to post it on my blog, but cant get a sharp pix

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 1:30 am, boooooort said :
panic button????

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 1:29 am, Zann said :
trying to take pix of this panic button i have, which i am constantly pressing these few days...doesnt help ease the panic tho...

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 1:28 am, Zann said :
i mite be having a party with a fren (who is also returning from london) in late sept...heh...so added incentive for u to come

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 1:28 am, boooooort said :
bwhahahah
porno pics huh?

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 1:27 am, boooooort said :
to be honest
if anything - will be late sept


On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 1:27 am, Zann said :
no macro mode...nmind, fogeddit, not impt...

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 1:26 am, Zann said :
ooohh..dun toy with me like that...really? sept is real good for me, cos i got nothing to do till i start work in oct...hehehe...

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 1:25 am, boooooort said :
need min of about 15 cm?
have you got a macro mode?

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 1:25 am, boooooort said :
true
i might be in spore in september/october though


On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 1:25 am, Zann said :
hey, how come i cant take pix of objects close up with my digicam? turns out super blur no matter how i try....

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 1:24 am, Zann said :
it is a physical fact! grin

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 1:24 am, boooooort said :
bwhahahhhah
as you keep insisting


On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 1:24 am, Zann said :
three words: gallons of ocean

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 1:23 am, boooooort said :
jhahahahah
yeah
hey
we should hook up
;)
hahhahah

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 1:23 am, Zann said :
the curious thing is i havent really thought abt him for a long while...so mebbe it is my subconscious trying to tell me something...hehehehehe...or mebbe there's a simpler reason...that, like you, i juz need some nookie...hahahahaha

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 1:21 am, boooooort said :
really???
so you have been secretly dreaming about him?

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 1:18 am, Zann said :
hmmmm...there's a chinese saying abt how what you think abt in the day is what u dream abt at night...

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 1:16 am, boooooort said :
hearreahreaahreeahr
its funny how some times dreams refelct reality

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 1:12 am, Zann said :
bugger you...no, it is not a mistake and he is not the love of my life...u know, he wasnt even physically in the dream, even tho i was wearing his shirt and in his apartment...how typical, he's never there...

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 1:10 am, boooooort said :
tee hee...
now. think about something else before you think about the enormity of the mistake you just made..

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 1:09 am, Zann said :
done! deleted! heh...

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 1:08 am, boooooort said :
hahahahahah
!!!!
good one!
be strong!

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 1:08 am, Zann said :
i dunno why the hell i still have his number...gonna delete it this instant...espcially now that i know it doesnt even freaking work!

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 1:06 am, boooooort said :
bwhahahahhah

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 1:06 am, boooooort said :
hey
that's why i normally delete the ex's numbers from my mobile..
so there's no late night drunk as phone calls..


On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 1:05 am, Zann said :
and no, i'm not doing a you...i'm most def not gonna propose to him!

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 1:05 am, Zann said :
over x'mas i actually sent him a text msg (sentimental reasons, cos we had big fight the prev yr) but he never responded...i was pissed off and devastated at the same time...now i realise it's cos he changed his number...or mebbe he was just on his usual bastard behaviour...

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 1:02 am, boooooort said :
hey
you're doing a me!!!

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 1:02 am, Zann said :
i just did something stalker-ish...i did a search and found his current email, mobile and HOME phone numbers...muahahahahhahahahahahha...oooh the temptation...

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 12:59 am, Zann said :
hahahaha...not the Big from sex and the city...I meant my personal real life big from my past

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 12:58 am, boooooort said :
raherhahrhaerhearh
BIg??
you really are very sex in the city huh?


On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 12:56 am, Zann said :
yeah yeah, tell me abt lack thereof...i dreamt last nite i was in Big's apartment, wearing one of his old denim shirts...i'm sure u can read all kinds of deepseated desires from that

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 12:53 am, boooooort said :
lack thereof...

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 12:52 am, Zann said :
i feel so stupid now...i started another folder for all my essay stuff, and forgot i saved it there...phew...sorry abt the cussing jus now...u can go back to lamenting abt ur sex life now...

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 12:51 am, boooooort said :
silly macs i say....

er..
u are being serious aren't you?

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 12:51 am, Zann said :
fark fark fark...how is it possible??? it's like i lost 3 days of writing, but how is that possible? since i saved everyday!!!!!!

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 12:50 am, boooooort said :
doh
isn't that like dude soon?

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 12:49 am, Zann said :
goddemmit...i just lost what little i wrote of my essay...which is IMPOSSIBLE, because i saved it!!! GAHHHHHHHHHH

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 12:47 am, boooooort said :
ha!
you don't know the half of it!

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 12:47 am, Zann said :
hehhe...i see u werent joking when u said u were grumpy...

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 12:46 am, boooooort said :
bah
humbug
ok
go and annoy me too!
tsk
troublesome chicks..

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 12:45 am, Zann said :
and wat makes u tink i will be of help even if i'm not far away? wink

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 12:45 am, boooooort said :
yah
seeing as you're that far away and all


On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 12:39 am, Zann said :
hahahahaha...i'm afraid there's nothing much i can do to help in that department

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 12:39 am, boooooort said :
eeee
not as much fun isit?


On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 12:39 am, Zann said :
erm...try some DIY?

On Thu, Aug 21, 2003, 12:38 am, boooooort said :
have i told you i've been extremely grumpy because of the lack of sex?


On Wed, Aug 20, 2003, 3:02 am, Zann said :
have a good one...i gonna zzz...

On Wed, Aug 20, 2003, 3:01 am, boooooort said :
in theory.. yes..
hahaha
gotta jet for lunch
chat later aye?
*muah*


On Wed, Aug 20, 2003, 2:56 am, Zann said :
anyway, i'm beginning to think that shyness has nothing to do with it...it's more like if you're attracted enough, it should by rite be able to overcome whatever shyness rite? theoretically...hiaks

On Wed, Aug 20, 2003, 2:54 am, boooooort said :
reahrhahrha
i AM!


On Wed, Aug 20, 2003, 2:45 am, Zann said :
i really find it hard to believe u are shy...heh...sorry...
now me, i am shy...

On Wed, Aug 20, 2003, 2:44 am, boooooort said :
its the looks and personality..
i am shy

On Wed, Aug 20, 2003, 2:42 am, Zann said :
yeah, i mean she is really purty...and she's got a fantastic personality too...but still...it cant be THAT easy rite? so i figure i must be doing smthg wrong...

On Wed, Aug 20, 2003, 2:41 am, boooooort said :
erm..
she wears a short skirt and stay ups?
she's a model?
i derno...

i know ppl like that too.. i can't understand it too.. i think i am a decent guy.. not unattractive etc... can't meet chicks for the life of me.

On Wed, Aug 20, 2003, 2:39 am, Zann said :
i was juz thinking...why izzit some people find love so easily? my good fren got separated, immed started going out with this guy...they broke up in june and she now has three prospects lined up!

On Wed, Aug 20, 2003, 2:37 am, boooooort said :
i am addicted to freecell


On Wed, Aug 20, 2003, 2:35 am, Zann said :
i've been playing lots of solitaire and tetris...hehehe...i write one sentence and follow up with a mindless game...ugh

On Wed, Aug 20, 2003, 2:34 am, boooooort said :
reahhearahreeahrar
just on the phone
gimme a sec

On Wed, Aug 20, 2003, 2:33 am, Zann said :
busy? i've just abt given up on trying to write my essay...gahhhh

On Wed, Aug 20, 2003, 1:25 am, boooooort said :
hmm
yes..
will consider that!
ahhaha

On Wed, Aug 20, 2003, 1:23 am, Zann said :
no responses so far...mebbe u need to enclose a pix...muahahahahhaha

On Wed, Aug 20, 2003, 1:22 am, boooooort said :
yes..
i just saw..
ahhahahahah
no..
how bout you? collected any responses for me yet?

On Wed, Aug 20, 2003, 1:21 am, Zann said :
hey there...any luck in the wife department? ur ad is on my blog ;)

On Wed, Aug 20, 2003, 1:20 am, boooooort said :
hallo there beautiful


On Mon, Aug 18, 2003, 4:50 pm, boooooort said :
see ya hun


On Mon, Aug 11, 2003, 1:56 am, Zann said :
back :)
u not having a busy monday are u?

On Mon, Aug 11, 2003, 1:51 am, Zann said :
brb, gotta make a phone call to singapore

On Mon, Aug 11, 2003, 1:48 am, Zann said :
ah, gutter brain strikes again...nolah, i tink i juz like the thrill and the idea of a fling more than the actual thing...

On Mon, Aug 11, 2003, 1:47 am, boooooort said :
why not?
its all at night when you are in bed anyway..
after all.. thats really the whole point of it?!

On Mon, Aug 11, 2003, 1:45 am, Zann said :
but i really dun have time for fling...

On Mon, Aug 11, 2003, 1:45 am, boooooort said :
i was just going to ask whether you had sorted yourself out with a last lfing


On Mon, Aug 11, 2003, 1:44 am, Zann said :
on the one hand, i cant wait to be home...but on the other hand, i still haven't had enuff of london yet...oh oh, i met this guy today, i tink he got last fling potential...muahahahahahhahaha

On Mon, Aug 11, 2003, 1:42 am, boooooort said :
i know.
aren't you thrilled?!?
only 20 days left!

On Mon, Aug 11, 2003, 1:41 am, Zann said :
try to get my final essay done, so i can play play play...only have 20 days left...how??? so many things to do!

On Mon, Aug 11, 2003, 1:40 am, boooooort said :
bugger.....
that is hot...
whats planned this week?

On Mon, Aug 11, 2003, 1:40 am, Zann said :
this blardee country is so ill-equipped to deal with heat...do u know the buses do not have AIRCON>???? it was a 40 minute ride in 40 deg C heat...no windows!!!

On Mon, Aug 11, 2003, 1:39 am, boooooort said :
hahahahahhahahah
yeah
i heard its been a shocker over there.

On Mon, Aug 11, 2003, 1:38 am, Zann said :
actually it makes more sense to bbq in winter...it was so blardee hot today 36 deg C and we juz made it worse with the heat and smoke from the bbq

On Mon, Aug 11, 2003, 1:37 am, boooooort said :
erm
in the cold..
gas bbq so no problems with getting it started.

On Mon, Aug 11, 2003, 1:36 am, Zann said :
how do u bbq in winter?!?

On Mon, Aug 11, 2003, 1:36 am, boooooort said :
wow
not as eventful as yours..
was rather quiet.. little bit of golf, a bbbq of sorts..
come drinking but not a whoile heap apart from that


On Mon, Aug 11, 2003, 1:35 am, Zann said :
very tired, did so many things over the weekend...went shopping, saw a play, had a bbq, and even actually did some studying...and all done during a heatwave! how was ur weekend?

On Mon, Aug 11, 2003, 1:33 am, boooooort said :
watcha up to so late schweety?

On Mon, Aug 11, 2003, 1:32 am, Zann said :
hey there yourself handsome

On Mon, Aug 11, 2003, 1:31 am, boooooort said :
hey gorgeous

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 4:13 am, boooooort said :
night uhn

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 3:16 am, Zann said :
now i'm afraid i'm gonna have nightmares of u in croceht bikini...oh well, good nite :)

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 3:15 am, boooooort said :
ok
:)
i love dress up time!

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 3:15 am, Zann said :
deal...send me a pix of you in a bikini and i'll return the favour ;)

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 3:13 am, boooooort said :
umkay
but only if reciprocate..

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 3:12 am, Zann said :
hey, i gotta zzz...mind is drifting off already...catch u another time...have a good weekend yah, take more pix with ur new toy :)

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 3:10 am, boooooort said :
ok
we can do that too i suppose


On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 3:10 am, Zann said :
how abt sunning on the balcony in the altogether in summer? nudge nudge

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 3:09 am, boooooort said :
yes, but making love in the cold is ooo so much nicer..

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 3:06 am, Zann said :
ah, see, paris would have been more convenient for me...wink

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 3:05 am, boooooort said :
if you swung by sydney, i would offer my services..

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 3:05 am, Zann said :
hahahahahhaa...no time to even tink about having a last fling before i head home...

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 3:04 am, boooooort said :
what about new lovers?

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 3:02 am, Zann said :
problem now is i now have a lot of fat padding my bones...how how how, i have less than a month to lose weight before going home to face all my friends (and worse, enemies and former lovers!!!)

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 3:01 am, boooooort said :
correct
you don't look big boned


On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 2:59 am, Zann said :
u know, sometimes i freak myself out when i see the size of my wrist bone, cos it is very twig like...guess i shd be grateful i'm not big boned, as they say on southpark

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 2:57 am, boooooort said :
oh yeah
that too

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 2:57 am, Zann said :
muahahahhaa...i meant bone structure of the face, mr one track mind

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 2:56 am, boooooort said :
if yuo sent me another pic of your body structure.. i might appreciate that


On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 2:55 am, Zann said :
i tink the chinese bone structure cannot carry off an afro...heh

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 2:54 am, boooooort said :
rhaehrheahr
its just to be different



On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 2:53 am, Zann said :
they look like they can harbour lice and other creepy crawlies...eeks

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 2:53 am, boooooort said :
wouldn't mind


On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 2:53 am, Zann said :
eeeks, u want an afro?

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 2:52 am, boooooort said :
hahahahah
i wish i didn't have straight hair!

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 2:51 am, Zann said :
most people are amazed that i dun have to do anything to my hair when i wake up...juz comb and go...they think the straightness is very high maintenance...hehehehe...

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 2:49 am, boooooort said :
when i wake up its a toilet brush
i haven't swum for a while..
it is winter you know my dear..


On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 2:49 am, Zann said :
hehehhe...it's the manga, gravity-defying hair...bet u look real funny when u juz wake up or after a swim...

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 2:48 am, boooooort said :
yesh
true seeing as i have short "just woke up" hair


On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 2:47 am, Zann said :
heh, i play with my hair all the time cos i got so much of it...prolly ten times more than you

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 2:47 am, boooooort said :
mine was just as long not too long ago
its not too bad..
you can play wiht it when you get bored


On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 2:46 am, Zann said :
how can it not bother anyone to have hair that covers the eyes? ticklish and impaired vision as well...but hey, if it looks nice, i'd put up with it...

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 2:45 am, boooooort said :
it din seem to bother her..

u really want me to ask?!
rhheahrehah

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 2:44 am, Zann said :
ask her if her fringe irrtates her all the time or just some of the time...heheh...i need to consider such things before i snip mine off

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 2:43 am, boooooort said :
yeah
she's awesome cute


On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 2:42 am, Zann said :
hey, i just went to ur blog...i like the fringe of the bubsy wubsy gal...i tinking of cutting my hair...but no guts, cos it took me forever to grow it so long

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 2:41 am, boooooort said :
(*_*)
doh!


On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 2:39 am, Zann said :
how do u know they aren't off already?

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 2:38 am, boooooort said :
so
take ur clothes off!!!

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 2:38 am, Zann said :
its too warm to do anything tonite...heat wave sapping all my energy

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 2:05 am, boooooort said :
ahaahhah
whats new?

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 2:05 am, Zann said :
i see ur brain has descended beyond the gutter...

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 2:03 am, boooooort said :
no
you just like naked there with the bikini next to you..
i wouldn't ask yuo to don it now!

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 2:03 am, Zann said :
hello, it is now 2 am at nite....and u want me to put on a BIKINI??? i'm not even near a beach

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 2:02 am, boooooort said :
yeah yeah..
now send me a pic of you with the bikini on the bed!

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 2:02 am, Zann said :
anyways, one of my new bikini is red with white polka dots...hehehehehe...so cute, rite?

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 2:01 am, boooooort said :
oh yeah
that's it too

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 2:00 am, Zann said :
nolah, i tink u are selective abt wat u remember, u gutter brain...

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 1:59 am, boooooort said :
yeah
i have memory like an elephant


On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 1:58 am, Zann said :
muahahahhahaha...i see u still fixated by the crochet bikini...

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 1:57 am, boooooort said :
ahhh
the crochet bikini?!
excellent..
you must send me a pic


On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 1:57 am, Zann said :
i'm all set to return to sunny singapore with my two new bikinis...wink...how i miss the sun!!

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 1:56 am, boooooort said :
rahherhaehrhae
our winters are mild at best my dear..

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 1:54 am, Zann said :
i feel like i dont want to ever endure another winter in a country that doesn't understand how to install good heating systems...

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 1:53 am, boooooort said :
bwhahahhah
that's why you should cmoe here first before heading home
so you feel like you have been somewhere?


On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 1:52 am, Zann said :
we're in the middle of heat wave..i feel so at home...

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 1:51 am, boooooort said :
its beautiful weather here now..

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 1:51 am, Zann said :
erm, sydney isn't quite on the flight path...heh...and i dun wanna go any place where it is winter...so nice and warm now...

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 1:50 am, boooooort said :
well.. yuo can swing by sydney on your way back no??

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 1:49 am, Zann said :
hahahahahahhahaha...it's cheap for me wat...wink

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 1:48 am, boooooort said :
BWHAHAHHAHAHAH
with what money!??!?!

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 1:47 am, Zann said :
oh hey, i mite be going to paris once more before i head home...is there any chance of a rendezvous? hiaks

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 1:34 am, Zann said :
it's just like women and shoes...grin...

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 1:33 am, boooooort said :
er yeah...

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 1:32 am, Zann said :
hehehehhe...boys and their toys...

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 1:32 am, boooooort said :
nah
after the japan trip
i just bought a new pda..

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 1:31 am, Zann said :
muahahahhahaa...broke from japan trip, rite? i just spent a bomb today...flinging caution to the wind already, since i'm emptying my bank account of pounds...

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 1:30 am, boooooort said :
could be better but can't complain.. except that i am broke..

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 1:30 am, Zann said :
so everything is good on ur end? :)

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 1:28 am, boooooort said :
not a lot....
tee hee..
i haven't been on line for a bit...

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 1:28 am, Zann said :
busy trying to cram everything into my final month in london...gah...wat have u been busy with?

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 1:27 am, boooooort said :
how have you been?

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 1:26 am, Zann said :
why hello there stranger

On Fri, Aug 8, 2003, 1:25 am, boooooort said :
hey hun


On Wed, Jul 9, 2003, 5:35 am, boooooort said :
mtg
bbl


On Wed, Jul 9, 2003, 5:35 am, boooooort said :
no
alas..

On Wed, Jul 9, 2003, 5:34 am, Zann said :
hmmm...u could be rite! my net connection is the worst in the world i reckon...anyway, so is the golden haired jap girl u girlfren? ;)

On Wed, Jul 9, 2003, 5:33 am, boooooort said :
or ur net connection

On Wed, Jul 9, 2003, 5:30 am, Zann said :
then why cant i see it?!?!?!??!?! so irritating...i tink it's juz blardee explorer screwing up...i hate bill gates!!!

On Wed, Jul 9, 2003, 5:29 am, boooooort said :
archives is on left...

looks fine


On Wed, Jul 9, 2003, 5:28 am, Zann said :
then why cant i get on it?!?!??!?!?! grrrr....okie, is the archives menu on the left or the right? i moved it but the padding is all wrong...or does it look alright?

On Wed, Jul 9, 2003, 5:27 am, boooooort said :
yeah
i am on it!

On Wed, Jul 9, 2003, 5:26 am, Zann said :
erm, do me a favour? can u access my blog now?

On Wed, Jul 9, 2003, 5:26 am, boooooort said :
bwhahahhaahahh

On Wed, Jul 9, 2003, 5:24 am, Zann said :
i thot only my frens were reading the blog! yikes...

On Wed, Jul 9, 2003, 5:24 am, boooooort said :
i derno?!
hreahrhaehrahe
told u to use xanga.. but noooooo

On Wed, Jul 9, 2003, 5:24 am, Zann said :
why izzit whenever i try to view my blog, it hangs?!?!?!? izzit cos i tweaked the template or smthg???

On Wed, Jul 9, 2003, 5:23 am, boooooort said :
rhaehhrhaehreah
what did you expect?!?

On Wed, Jul 9, 2003, 5:22 am, Zann said :
reading something...and i am qt freaked out by some mystery person who put "nice legs" on my msg board...cos i dunno who it is!

On Wed, Jul 9, 2003, 5:21 am, boooooort said :
by the way, what are you still doing up?

On Wed, Jul 9, 2003, 5:21 am, boooooort said :
nice pics..
loved the one of your white legs..
tee hee

On Wed, Jul 9, 2003, 1:44 am, boooooort said :
ahhhaha
ok
brb


On Wed, Jul 9, 2003, 1:43 am, Zann said :
mite take v long to load, cos i basically heck care the size of the pix...hahahha

On Wed, Jul 9, 2003, 1:42 am, boooooort said :
oisit?
i go see


On Wed, Jul 9, 2003, 1:42 am, Zann said :
up already dear

On Wed, Jul 9, 2003, 1:41 am, boooooort said :
tkx
:)
when are yours coming up?

On Wed, Jul 9, 2003, 1:40 am, Zann said :
catching up on emails...still...
btw, i saw ur pix...nice...

On Wed, Jul 9, 2003, 1:40 am, boooooort said :
wats doing?

On Wed, Jul 9, 2003, 1:39 am, Zann said :
harlow harlow

On Wed, Jul 9, 2003, 1:38 am, boooooort said :
harloe


On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 3:05 pm, Zann said :
tis ok, i need to continue unpacking anyway...the open suitcase is an accident waiting to happen!

On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 3:04 pm, boooooort said :
night dear
sorry can't chat longer


On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 3:04 pm, Zann said :
go zzz...good nite! :)

On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 3:03 pm, boooooort said :
not that tired..
i dun think
just need zzzz
and couldn't be botehred cleanign my bed now


On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 3:03 pm, Zann said :
take a sickie tomorrow...hahahahah...u wont get any work done anyway, u'd be too tired and jet lagged...muaaahahahhaaa

On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 3:02 pm, boooooort said :
ahrehrhaerhaeh
same order i did my thigns i think
but i gonna crash soon
i gtooa clean my bed and get ready for zzz
so tired


On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 3:01 pm, Zann said :
i havent even admired my shopping loot yet! now trying to edit my pix...

On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 3:01 pm, boooooort said :
rhreharhae
same


On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 3:00 pm, Zann said :
hahahaha...i couldnt walk around my room cos my suitcase was open with piles of things all around...just managed to clear a path to the toilet...

On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:58 pm, boooooort said :
aherhaerhhea
i can't go to bed..
i can't find it for all the stuff on it!

On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:57 pm, Zann said :
wow...all i did when i came back was sleep for 24 hours straight...and i don't even have the excuse of jet lag!

On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:56 pm, boooooort said :
haven't slept much
arrived this morning
then came home.. unpacked..
went to play golf
visit a friend
came home
had shower.
sitting ehre


On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:56 pm, Zann said :
u still jet lagged?

On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:55 pm, boooooort said :
yawn


On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:55 pm, Zann said :
hiaks...

On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:54 pm, boooooort said :
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr


On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:53 pm, Zann said :
i'm in the midst of doing loads of laundry...gahhhhh...but at least i dun have to work tomorrow...muahaahahahahah

On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:52 pm, boooooort said :
yeah
dun feel much like going to work tomoz


On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:50 pm, Zann said :
sigh...i'm stll in holiday mood...haven been able to do anything except unpack...

On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:48 pm, boooooort said :
yeah
i know it s a t shirt...
i loved beams..

On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:47 pm, Zann said :
it's just a t shirt! all ure paying for is the brand! but never mind, i went quite mad shopping too...hahahaha...

On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:46 pm, boooooort said :
rhaehraherhaehreah
y?
rhaherharhahe
ok
so i am a hopeless fashion victim


On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:44 pm, Zann said :
sorry, i think bathing ape tees are over rated and over priced...ehhe

On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:43 pm, boooooort said :
yeah
true
except i can't help myself with t shirts


On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:40 pm, Zann said :
hhahahahhaha...i couldnt bear to buy anything when i was in tokyo...everything was so expensive!

On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:40 pm, boooooort said :
shopping
and checking out chicks


On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:38 pm, Zann said :
hahahahhahaha...dun pull that innocent act!
so besides spending indecnet amounts of money, wat else did u get up to in tokyo?

On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:37 pm, boooooort said :
heheheh
me??!?!

*innocent look*??

On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:37 pm, Zann said :
no, i didn't...but u did!

On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:36 pm, boooooort said :
u did??!?

On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:35 pm, Zann said :
hehehehehe...well at least one of us had a fling while on holiday ;P

On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:34 pm, boooooort said :
bwhahahahah
shardup

On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:33 pm, Zann said :
heh...so much flinging going on...i'm getting so confused...

On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:32 pm, boooooort said :
the one i was going to propose to..
when i spoke with her... i think i was afling for her when she was here last


On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:32 pm, Zann said :
huh?

On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:29 pm, boooooort said :
i was a fling for my ex..

On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:28 pm, Zann said :
heh...go back and read my msg history...i'm sure i implied something like that before u left...muahahahahha

On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:27 pm, boooooort said :
hraehrharheahr
u're too good
i wasn't even expecting anything


On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:26 pm, Zann said :
aiyah, i dunno how i knew...but i can put two and two together...hehe

On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:25 pm, boooooort said :
bwahhahah
as if?
how u can tell?


On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:25 pm, Zann said :
heh...i just knew something was gonna happen! i'm psychic like that!

On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:24 pm, boooooort said :
yeah
this is the one and the same
hehheeh
did i already send you a pic?

On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:23 pm, Zann said :
oh oh, is this the same gal who left sydney not too long ago? or how many other jap chicks are u lusting after at the same time? ;)

On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:22 pm, boooooort said :
i derno
i dun think i like long distance thing
more a play it by ear thing i suppose


On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:21 pm, Zann said :
so how? long distance thingy???

On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:21 pm, boooooort said :
someone i stayed with there.
i actually went to visit her also


On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:20 pm, Zann said :
hmmmm...so who is she???

On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:20 pm, boooooort said :
i dunno wat it was/is



On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:20 pm, Zann said :
ah...so u had a holiday fling?

On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:18 pm, boooooort said :
ah yes
barcelona?
hectic?

tokyo was crazy...
the ex was a no goer.. and lucky i pulled out before i crasshed hopelessly into flames..

doesn't matter though.. found someone else and had a load of fun

On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:17 pm, Zann said :
muahahahhahaha...i just got back from two weeks in spain...no time to miss anyone...how was tokyo? and of cos, how did the marriage proposal???

On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:16 pm, boooooort said :
howdy been?
miss me?
;)

On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:16 pm, Zann said :
hello stranger!

On Sun, Jul 6, 2003, 2:11 pm, boooooort said :
hey there stranger...

On Fri, Jun 20, 2003, 8:37 am, boooooort said :
i'm shattered... again...
she dun love me no more..
so sad..

i just bought her the most divine necklace..

On Thu, Jun 19, 2003, 2:02 am, Zann said :
hey dear, i gotta try to get some sleep, major work to do tomorrow in the final sprint to the deadline...dun get into a state ok...remember, deep breaths...

On Thu, Jun 19, 2003, 1:47 am, Zann said :
wah! it is like the lurve boat...erm, lurve plane...heh...sorry, weak joke

On Thu, Jun 19, 2003, 1:46 am, boooooort said :
yuo see

that's why i dun travel often
its too stressful
until the plane leaves the ground.. i am so high strung

purely out of coincidence.. another friend will be on my flight to tokyo this saturday en route to london to propose to his girlfriend..

On Thu, Jun 19, 2003, 1:45 am, Zann said :
ehehhehehe...deep breath deep breath...i'm in a similar state too...not about proposing to an ex, but i'm leaving for barcelona on sat n everything is still in tatters and i got a deadline on fri, and have two farewell things and hospital appt all on the same day as well...

On Thu, Jun 19, 2003, 1:43 am, boooooort said :
yeah
i suppose..
i can't think about it any more..

my brain is so wired about work and this trip and how i still dun have an itenary..

On Thu, Jun 19, 2003, 1:40 am, Zann said :
think abt it this way...wat's the worst that can happen? u took a chance and will have no regrets...and if all turns out well, then all this agony would be worth it rite?

On Thu, Jun 19, 2003, 1:39 am, boooooort said :
i dunno
i will tell you how i am after i call her..
i m just waiting for an appointment to show up, have my meeting then i'm calling her.

On Thu, Jun 19, 2003, 1:38 am, Zann said :
hmmm...okie, do u want me to be reassuring and consoling? or to prepare u for the worst?

On Thu, Jun 19, 2003, 1:37 am, boooooort said :
well i asked but she deftly did not answer..
which leaves me to think only the worst..

On Thu, Jun 19, 2003, 1:36 am, Zann said :
but did u sound her out on her marital status in the first place?

On Thu, Jun 19, 2003, 1:35 am, boooooort said :
no
not yet
i want for that to be a surprise..

On Thu, Jun 19, 2003, 1:33 am, Zann said :
um, u didnt tell her u were gonna bring a ring to propose rite? teeheehee...

On Thu, Jun 19, 2003, 1:32 am, boooooort said :
i derno
yeah
maybe
i feel sick from stress.

On Thu, Jun 19, 2003, 1:32 am, Zann said :
erm, mebbe she doesnt know what to expect from u, so she didn't say much?

On Thu, Jun 19, 2003, 1:31 am, boooooort said :
i hardly slept last night in anticipation of her mail.

On Thu, Jun 19, 2003, 1:31 am, boooooort said :
yeah
i emailed her yesterday.,..
and have her response already - but it wasn't quite what i was expecting..
i was expecting more excitement.. it was kinda bland..

On Thu, Jun 19, 2003, 1:30 am, Zann said :
but wouldnt u want to know how she would respond? after all that trouble looking fro her?

On Thu, Jun 19, 2003, 1:29 am, boooooort said :
and it was me...
i was just lazy

On Thu, Jun 19, 2003, 1:29 am, boooooort said :
cos
i reckon she's attached and i will be disappointed by her non enthusiasm

like i said, i haven't seen/spoken/had contact with her in 5 years!


On Thu, Jun 19, 2003, 1:28 am, Zann said :
why?

On Thu, Jun 19, 2003, 1:28 am, boooooort said :
i am too scared to call her now...



On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:48 am, Zann said :
gonna zzz...good luck with ur search!

On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:47 am, boooooort said :
i dunno
i got to go meeting
bbl

On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:46 am, Zann said :
cant u search by name or smthg? i dunno...sorry, i'm no help...

On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:45 am, boooooort said :
yeah
i never use it either


On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:44 am, Zann said :
search using email? i dun really use it, cos my frens are all computer idiots

On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:44 am, boooooort said :
how do u add people to ur messenger thing?S!

On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:43 am, Zann said :
dun be like wat? it's true!

On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:42 am, boooooort said :
aiyah
raehhraehrhae
dun be like dat


On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:42 am, Zann said :
yes, i'm afraid i have to live vicariously thru ur love life, since mine is so non existent...

On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:41 am, boooooort said :
i'm sure you'll hear about it


On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:40 am, Zann said :
well, if it works out, it'd be a wildly romantic tale...


On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:40 am, boooooort said :
insanity


On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:39 am, Zann said :
wow, i wish i had the courage/conviction/insanity to juz up and go like that...

On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:39 am, boooooort said :
erm
dunno


On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:38 am, Zann said :
so how long u spending in tokyo on this wild goose chase?

On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:35 am, boooooort said :
shardup
i dun want to live like dat

On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:34 am, Zann said :
someone once told me, regrets are the best memories...sigh

On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:33 am, boooooort said :
cos i am an idiot!?

On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:33 am, Zann said :
awww.....why did u let her go then in the first place?

On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:32 am, boooooort said :
all of today
all of my life


On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:31 am, Zann said :
so, how long u gonna give yourself to track her down?

On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:31 am, Zann said :
hahahahha...has work ever stopped u from doing ur own personal stuff? ;)

On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:31 am, boooooort said :
hmmm
maybe i should do some work

On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:29 am, boooooort said :
no
will go check now


On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:29 am, Zann said :
send a message anyway? you never know...have u tried MSN messenger? more people use that these days i tink

On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:28 am, boooooort said :
but she's never on...
that's why we fell out of contact!

On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:28 am, Zann said :
so ICQ her!!!

On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:27 am, boooooort said :
i dun know
far out
i thoguht i just found her on icq
but then ... she's already on my list and i forgot to look!@!!

On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:27 am, Zann said :
why do that to yourself dear?

On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:26 am, boooooort said :
yeah
somehting like that

On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:26 am, Zann said :
so the purpose of the whole thing is to build up ur hopes with the expectation to be crushed? (sorry, i dun mean to be a damper. i'm just saying...)

On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:25 am, boooooort said :
even if i find her..
like i sadi before..
i bet she's not available

On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:23 am, Zann said :
hahahhahahahha...u sneaky thing

On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:23 am, boooooort said :
erm
no


On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:22 am, Zann said :
ask the other girl to help?

On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:22 am, boooooort said :
trying to find whitepages in japan online to look up her address and see if i can get a phone number
pity i can't read japanese


On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:21 am, Zann said :
i mean besides sulking...which won't get you the girl...heh

On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:21 am, boooooort said :
sulk


On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:21 am, Zann said :
so watchu gonna do now?

On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:20 am, boooooort said :
doesn't matter
where there is a will, there is a way


On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:19 am, Zann said :
wow...really???
but, erm...mebbe u shd have made sure she is track-able before u decided on it?

On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:18 am, boooooort said :
yes
something like dat

On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:18 am, Zann said :
so this sudden trip to tokyo is juz a hunt for this unattainable woman?

On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:17 am, boooooort said :
yes
*sigh*


On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:16 am, Zann said :
i tink it is juz ur thing for unattainable women...wat do u tink?

On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:15 am, boooooort said :
no
i want my ex!!!!
the fact that i may not be able to see her is now driving me nuts!

On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:15 am, Zann said :
erm, did u get my msg abt the wrong country code? ICQ zonked out on me...anyway, isn't one girl enuff for u? hiaks! ;)

On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:14 am, boooooort said :
i'm sure...
cos i spoke with the other girl last night on the phone..
i am sure.. but it says it can't connect.
i think she must have changed numbres since now.

On Wed, Jun 18, 2003, 1:09 am, boooooort said :
the number still doeswn't work
i am doomed to misery


On Fri, Jun 13, 2003, 3:26 am, Zann said :
hey, i gonna zzz...u have a good time with ur family, k? enjoy!

On Fri, Jun 13, 2003, 2:29 am, boooooort said :
ok
i gotta jet again
another meeting
bbl

On Fri, Jun 13, 2003, 2:28 am, Zann said :
yeah yeah, i'm sure ure multitasking like me...i'm getting qt a lot done tonite...strut proudly...or mebbe its cos i haven been distracted...until now that it...

On Fri, Jun 13, 2003, 2:27 am, boooooort said :
sahrdup
i get lots done..
sometimes..

On Fri, Jun 13, 2003, 2:26 am, Zann said :
so conscientious! i wouldnt have know, from the amt of time u spend chatting on icq...

On Fri, Jun 13, 2003, 2:25 am, boooooort said :
cos i am only leaving in the afternoon..
have to be at work lah
cannot just up and go

On Fri, Jun 13, 2003, 2:25 am, Zann said :
i thot u were going on family trip? how come still hard at work?

On Fri, Jun 13, 2003, 2:24 am, boooooort said :
hahahhah

On Fri, Jun 13, 2003, 12:31 am, Zann said :
ha! u cant stop me...i'm too far away...tho i'm open to being bribed...

On Fri, Jun 13, 2003, 12:30 am, boooooort said :
hreahrahrhearhheahr
u can on one condition.,.
u send some hapless females my way


On Fri, Jun 13, 2003, 12:29 am, Zann said :
ah, i forgot about to advertise ur sexual prowess on my blog...

On Fri, Jun 13, 2003, 12:28 am, boooooort said :
have to go meeting..
bbl.
:)


On Fri, Jun 13, 2003, 12:28 am, boooooort said :
rheahraehrhaehrahe
but blogging is fun..
so are my exploits or lack thereof on your blog now!?

On Fri, Jun 13, 2003, 12:27 am, Zann said :
i hate myself...instead of doing work, i juz wasted time messing with my blog again...i blame it all on you for getting me started!

On Fri, Jun 13, 2003, 12:27 am, Zann said :
hey you...arent u supposed to be gone oredi?

On Fri, Jun 13, 2003, 12:26 am, boooooort said :
back on already hun?

On Thu, Jun 12, 2003, 2:32 am, Zann said :
work hard now :P

On Thu, Jun 12, 2003, 2:32 am, boooooort said :
hahahahah
bbl
i have to do work with my bosss..
dun want no icq msgs popping up
will msg when free again

On Thu, Jun 12, 2003, 2:15 am, Zann said :
and again i say...it's only been three months!!! and anyway, now u have maggie...heh

On Thu, Jun 12, 2003, 2:14 am, boooooort said :
bwhahahahah
i'm no good either- - thats why i'm single


On Thu, Jun 12, 2003, 2:10 am, Zann said :
muahhahahahaa...drats, u gotta teach me how...i'm no good at virtual nor real flirting

On Thu, Jun 12, 2003, 2:08 am, boooooort said :
oh yah
i'm heaps good at that too
until i meet tje person
and then ususally it becomes philandering


On Thu, Jun 12, 2003, 2:07 am, Zann said :
and wat about virtual flirtations?

On Thu, Jun 12, 2003, 2:05 am, boooooort said :
no
but philandering does!

On Thu, Jun 12, 2003, 2:00 am, Zann said :
muahahahhahaha...i see celibacy does not agree with u

On Thu, Jun 12, 2003, 1:59 am, boooooort said :
gee that sounded desperate!

On Thu, Jun 12, 2003, 1:59 am, boooooort said :
really?
i think she looks seductive..
but yeah.. she doesn't rate as one of my faves.. although.. i would not knock her back if she threw herself at me..
heck - i wouldn't knock anyone back who threw themselves at me!

On Thu, Jun 12, 2003, 1:53 am, Zann said :
i never found shu qi sexy...those lips are so overdone...

On Thu, Jun 12, 2003, 1:50 am, boooooort said :
love those soft porn actresses!

On Thu, Jun 12, 2003, 1:50 am, boooooort said :
yeah
its ok
shu qi is in it!
that makes up for it!
heheheh

On Thu, Jun 12, 2003, 1:48 am, Zann said :
but erm, she's not in it...

On Thu, Jun 12, 2003, 1:48 am, boooooort said :
not useless lah
helped me out!

now i just got to try find it to buy

On Thu, Jun 12, 2003, 1:45 am, Zann said :
heh, i'm the fount of useless information

On Thu, Jun 12, 2003, 1:43 am, boooooort said :
koool!!!!!!!!
you are SO good!

On Thu, Jun 12, 2003, 1:38 am, Zann said :
its called virtual twilight, wot a stupid title...shu qi, vicki zhao and karen mok...i juz looked into the newspaper archive

On Thu, Jun 12, 2003, 1:37 am, Zann said :
abstinence is good for the soul...i tink...at least until u explode from frustration...muahahhahaa

On Thu, Jun 12, 2003, 1:36 am, boooooort said :
so - do you know the name of the movie i am thinking of..
i dun think she was in it either..
just the title made me think of it..

On Thu, Jun 12, 2003, 1:35 am, Zann said :
hey, btw, i dun tink maggie q was in the asian charlie's angel movie...cos my fren went to cover the filming so i remembered the actresses...

On Thu, Jun 12, 2003, 1:34 am, boooooort said :
i dun think girls mind as much..
guys are just hornbags...

On Thu, Jun 12, 2003, 1:32 am, Zann said :
hmmm...do u really have the impression that i dun mind?

On Thu, Jun 12, 2003, 1:32 am, boooooort said :
heheheheh
yeah- but maybe u dun mind being single as much as i do..
i'm a young male with raging hormones!

On Thu, Jun 12, 2003, 1:30 am, Zann said :
now u're juz making me feel pathetic...i've been single for centuries then, in comparison

On Thu, Jun 12, 2003, 1:29 am, boooooort said :
since feb or so..
yeah
its been ages!

On Thu, Jun 12, 2003, 1:28 am, Zann said :
muahahahahaha...u've been single the grand total of three months or something like that rite? come on...

On Thu, Jun 12, 2003, 1:27 am, boooooort said :
or have i just been single for too long?

On Thu, Jun 12, 2003, 1:27 am, boooooort said :
hreahraehrhaehr
dun tell me the end..
i din get to see it right through yet
she's gorgeous!

On Thu, Jun 12, 2003, 1:22 am, Zann said :
heh, nothing...i was at ur blog and i know the maggie Q movie ur tokking abt!

On Thu, Jun 12, 2003, 1:21 am, boooooort said :
lil bit...
wassup dear?

On Thu, Jun 12, 2003, 1:19 am, Zann said :
hey there, busy?

On Wed, Jun 11, 2003, 1:31 am, boooooort said :
wow
i'm impressed now!!
hrarehhraherheahra
ok..
i have to duck out for a sec..
bbl


On Wed, Jun 11, 2003, 1:31 am, Zann said :
done!

On Wed, Jun 11, 2003, 1:28 am, Zann said :
ha! i managed to get it down to 100k...send where?

On Wed, Jun 11, 2003, 1:25 am, boooooort said :
haahhahhah
ok
no probs..
send it if u can

On Wed, Jun 11, 2003, 1:24 am, Zann said :
i seem to have had this photoshop cnversation before...

On Wed, Jun 11, 2003, 1:24 am, boooooort said :
deja vu??

On Wed, Jun 11, 2003, 1:22 am, Zann said :
i no have photoshop...i also no have grammar...wat i do have is deja vu...

On Wed, Jun 11, 2003, 1:22 am, boooooort said :
rahehrheahra
you sure?
why dun u just resize dear?
go to photoshop and then go to image size... reduce it to say - 800 pixels wide, 72 dpi..

On Wed, Jun 11, 2003, 1:21 am, Zann said :
dem...u doubt my integrity! now i must bomb ur inbox with a 1 meg screen grab...oh wait, i dun tink i can even attach 1 meg on hotmail...muahahhahaa

On Wed, Jun 11, 2003, 1:19 am, boooooort said :
oh
rahehraherheahrhea
i still dun believe you
hrheahreahrhah
blardy speaking icq!

On Wed, Jun 11, 2003, 1:19 am, Zann said :
forgeddit...i dunno how to resize, my version of zip will not work with urs, and it's HUGE...and anyway, it's juz a screen grab to prove to u that my ICQ can speak...haahahahhahaha

On Wed, Jun 11, 2003, 1:18 am, boooooort said :
or resize it smaller!?!
hreahrheahh

On Wed, Jun 11, 2003, 1:17 am, boooooort said :
not worlking bubs..
firewall

can't you email it?


On Wed, Jun 11, 2003, 1:11 am, Zann said :
dem, file too huge...hahahahha...too bad...

On Wed, Jun 11, 2003, 1:08 am, boooooort said :
okies

On Wed, Jun 11, 2003, 1:07 am, Zann said :
hahahhaha...ah, btw, i owe u a pic of smthg...gimme a min...

On Wed, Jun 11, 2003, 1:06 am, boooooort said :
bwhahahhahhahah
i should record it and send it to you as a WAV file..
then you can hear the exasperation in her voice when she says it!

On Wed, Jun 11, 2003, 1:06 am, Zann said :
heh...sorry, the only thing i can tink of now is ur mom saying eeeeediot

On Wed, Jun 11, 2003, 1:04 am, boooooort said :
yeah
she used to work for the Straits Times i think..

can't exactly remember.. that was a lifetime ago

On Wed, Jun 11, 2003, 1:04 am, Zann said :
wahhhhh...i'm velly impressed...she is a real journalist...i'm just a play play one...heh


On Wed, Jun 11, 2003, 1:02 am, boooooort said :
my mum was a teacher too i think..
before she was a journalist..
she used to cover the UN and went to geneva a couple of times to report on it if i recall correctly...

On Wed, Jun 11, 2003, 1:01 am, Zann said :
ahhh...i see...i tink only my granpa speaks english...n very well too...i tink that's where i got my language genes from...heh

On Wed, Jun 11, 2003, 12:58 am, boooooort said :
they speak perfect english!
heahrhhrhearheah
my grandma was a teacher and then principal of her school
my grandpa was in the civil service in malacca.


On Wed, Jun 11, 2003, 12:57 am, Zann said :
sounds nice and cosy...btw, how do u communicate with ur grandparents if u dun speak chiinese?

On Wed, Jun 11, 2003, 12:56 am, boooooort said :
yeah
we are very close...
my granparents live with us..
its good like that
i get to see them all the time.. even if i don't
we're going about 2 hours north of sydney to the hunter valley - a wine region here..

On Wed, Jun 11, 2003, 12:54 am, Zann said :
wow, weekend away where? i guess ur family is pretty close huh?

On Wed, Jun 11, 2003, 12:54 am, boooooort said :
yeah
shure did..
played on sunday and monday....

my weekend away with the fam is this coming weekend..

On Wed, Jun 11, 2003, 12:52 am, Zann said :
tried to work all weekend...how was ur golfing thingy? did u boys have fun?

On Wed, Jun 11, 2003, 12:51 am, boooooort said :
aiyah..
dun be like dat....

so how was the weekend then, apart from the phone call?

On Wed, Jun 11, 2003, 12:50 am, Zann said :
erm, not MY poem...juz a poem that makes me teary every dem time i read it

On Wed, Jun 11, 2003, 12:50 am, boooooort said :
soz
how have you been?
i saw your poem..


On Wed, Jun 11, 2003, 12:49 am, Zann said :
i figured...heh

On Wed, Jun 11, 2003, 12:49 am, boooooort said :
ahrehrharheah
good one..
sorry
was away from my desk

On Wed, Jun 11, 2003, 12:36 am, Zann said :
ha! do u know macs almost never get virus? cos no one can be bothered to infect so few computers...

On Wed, Jun 11, 2003, 12:35 am, boooooort said :
oh
my pc at home is getting buggy too...
i think i need another clean install... it was all weird last night..

On Wed, Jun 11, 2003, 12:34 am, Zann said :
erm, i din get no msg dear...wat sweet nothings did u send?

On Wed, Jun 11, 2003, 12:34 am, boooooort said :
hahahahahah
ok
i sent u a couple of messages last night?
did you get them? you din respond so i went to bed..

On Wed, Jun 11, 2003, 12:33 am, Zann said :
hey you...yeah baby, i'm back...back online i mean :)

On Wed, Jun 11, 2003, 12:32 am, boooooort said :
hey?!


On Fri, Jun 6, 2003, 2:42 am, boooooort said :
heheheh
i'll be missing you...
but i too must be off..

ciao my love


On Fri, Jun 6, 2003, 2:41 am, Zann said :
okie, i going off soon...dun miss me too much...muahahahhaha, thick skin, i know

On Fri, Jun 6, 2003, 2:38 am, boooooort said :
haahaah

ok
i won't keep you beyond your means then!

On Fri, Jun 6, 2003, 2:36 am, Zann said :
it is beyond my control!

On Fri, Jun 6, 2003, 2:35 am, boooooort said :
hreaeahrahehheaaeehr
save dear!!!

On Fri, Jun 6, 2003, 2:30 am, Zann said :
i know!!! i take net access so much for granted back home...this is terrible! and i tink i gonna use up all my hour within one nite!!!

On Fri, Jun 6, 2003, 2:29 am, boooooort said :
doh!!!
that's gonna be tough!!
i have a perm connection at work and at home!!

On Fri, Jun 6, 2003, 2:28 am, Zann said :
erm, i have 12 mins a day...muahahhahaa...is my maths correct? i'm still groggy from flu meds...

On Fri, Jun 6, 2003, 2:27 am, boooooort said :
so u have one hour for the 5 days.. not 1 hour per day?

On Fri, Jun 6, 2003, 2:23 am, Zann said :
luckily i managed to sweet talk the guy into giving me an extra hour, otherwise i'd be without the net for five days...how to survive?!?!?!?

On Fri, Jun 6, 2003, 2:23 am, boooooort said :
bwhahhahah
not me my dear?!!!


On Fri, Jun 6, 2003, 2:23 am, Zann said :
yah, i blame it all on you...

On Fri, Jun 6, 2003, 2:22 am, boooooort said :
oh
gee mee..
i guess i won'
t be speaking with yuo too much then!??!

hehehe
rationing!

On Fri, Jun 6, 2003, 2:22 am, Zann said :
yah, stupid me...can u beliff i ran out of time on my internet package? as it is, i have to survive on ONE HOUR for the next FIVE DAYS...

On Fri, Jun 6, 2003, 2:21 am, boooooort said :
oh
raehhraherheahrheah

user error??

On Fri, Jun 6, 2003, 2:20 am, Zann said :
erm, by computer bug, i mean something caused by my own ignorance, not a virus...hahahahaha...

On Fri, Jun 6, 2003, 2:20 am, boooooort said :
aiyah!!!!
its ur mac lah!!!

On Fri, Jun 6, 2003, 2:19 am, Zann said :
i've been battling computer bug the whole day, in addition to some flu bug...ARGH!

On Fri, Jun 6, 2003, 2:18 am, boooooort said :
its been perfect so far....
prolly cos i haven't done any work yet!

On Fri, Jun 6, 2003, 2:16 am, Zann said :
hello dear...having a nice friday?

On Mon, Jun 2, 2003, 2:08 am, Zann said :
hey dear, despite ur tempting advice, i tink i gonna try to go for class tomorrow..am heading for bed now...hope you're all revved up for the week ahead!

On Mon, Jun 2, 2003, 1:00 am, boooooort said :
meeting
brb


On Mon, Jun 2, 2003, 12:58 am, Zann said :
ah, yes, of course i'd rather waste my time reading abt the matrix than about child abuse...which is for actual school work...it's matrixessays.blogspot.com fyi, but read it after watching it, many spoilers...

On Mon, Jun 2, 2003, 12:56 am, boooooort said :
really?
oph
you mean about the matrix?
what;s the other research for?

On Mon, Jun 2, 2003, 12:55 am, Zann said :
found this site which goes into great length about the most minute details...these people have an amazing amount of time to waste...and of course i wasted my time reading all that trivia...ugh...

On Mon, Jun 2, 2003, 12:53 am, boooooort said :
no
not yet...
rhaehrhahreahh
been meaning to go see it.. ubt havenb't had a chance..

On Mon, Jun 2, 2003, 12:52 am, Zann said :
ok, then i shant tell u abt it...

On Mon, Jun 2, 2003, 12:51 am, boooooort said :
no
still no



On Mon, Jun 2, 2003, 12:50 am, Zann said :
oh, hv u seen matrix reloaded yet?

On Mon, Jun 2, 2003, 12:48 am, boooooort said :
ew...
interesting topic..

neh
not too busy hopefully

On Mon, Jun 2, 2003, 12:48 am, Zann said :
erm, i'm now doing research on child sex abuse...not a very inspiring subject...anyways, u gonna be busy this week?

On Mon, Jun 2, 2003, 12:46 am, boooooort said :
of course...
because i believe you will be inspired during your procrastination

On Mon, Jun 2, 2003, 12:46 am, Zann said :
u are v useful in distracting me and making me procrastinate over work...hiaks

On Mon, Jun 2, 2003, 12:44 am, boooooort said :
oh
ahrehrhah
shit
sometimes i forget if i am useful!

On Mon, Jun 2, 2003, 12:44 am, Zann said :
oh u are supposed to encourage me to go for class, not give me permission to roll abt in bed till midday

On Mon, Jun 2, 2003, 12:43 am, boooooort said :
ahhahhahah
silly
so - all the more reason to sleep in and not go to class then

On Mon, Jun 2, 2003, 12:40 am, Zann said :
something was burning, but it was in the backyard of this place near my flat...she thot our flat was on fire...

On Mon, Jun 2, 2003, 12:39 am, boooooort said :
so was it a false alarm or was somethin gburnbing?

On Mon, Jun 2, 2003, 12:38 am, Zann said :
i barely slept last nite...and when i finally fell asleep, my flatmate woke me up with false fire alarm...gahhh...and there was a burning smell in my flat the whole day...

On Mon, Jun 2, 2003, 12:37 am, boooooort said :
12 pm...
if u can't justify the being there, i can justify the extra sleep

On Mon, Jun 2, 2003, 12:37 am, Zann said :
hehe...i am now thinking whether i shd turn up for my 10am seminar tomorrow (which is more like an ego session for my tutor)...or shd i juz go for the 12pm one, which would allow me to sleep more...hehe...i am a horrible student...

On Mon, Jun 2, 2003, 12:35 am, boooooort said :
neh
i get monday blues when i wake up and think.. do i really wanna go to work today.. do i have stuff to do? if not.. then i will think again about showing up at work or not...

On Mon, Jun 2, 2003, 12:31 am, Zann said :
i used to get monday blues on sunday nite...that was when i knew i had to get out of my job...hehe...

On Mon, Jun 2, 2003, 12:30 am, boooooort said :
yeah
sorta..
a little bit..
always takes me a while to get revved up for the week ahead.

On Mon, Jun 2, 2003, 12:30 am, Zann said :
confusion is understandable, since its monday...donch u hate mondays?


On Mon, Jun 2, 2003, 12:27 am, boooooort said :
ahhahahhahahah
see how easily confused i am!

On Mon, Jun 2, 2003, 12:25 am, Zann said :
its midnight here dear...we really need to get in the same timezone...heh

On Mon, Jun 2, 2003, 12:24 am, boooooort said :
yes...
you too my dear?
are the birds chirping? is the sun still shining?

On Mon, Jun 2, 2003, 12:23 am, Zann said :
a good monday morning to u!

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 5:47 pm, boooooort said :
night hun

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:51 pm, Zann said :
goodnite to u :)

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:51 pm, boooooort said :
heheheehehh

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:51 pm, boooooort said :
haerharha
u evil person u
take care and have fun
go pick up

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:51 pm, Zann said :
take care, yah? and try to think of some nice single men in london who wanna take me out...wink

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:50 pm, Zann said :
hey, as amusing as this conversation is, i really gotta run...and i'm sure ur ego will recover in time for our next session, where i will crush it again...

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:49 pm, boooooort said :
eahrhaehrheah
s'ok
i'm sure u din mean to bruise my delicate ego

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:49 pm, Zann said :
sollie lah...

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:49 pm, boooooort said :
hrheahrhea
how apt


On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:48 pm, boooooort said :
yah
now i feel the size of a twiggy stick...

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:48 pm, Zann said :
another book which i liked the title more than the story..."of love and other monsters"...

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:47 pm, Zann said :
muahahhahahahahhahaa...sorry, i'm convulsing in laughter now...i din mean to ask ego-crushing questions...

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:46 pm, boooooort said :
cos lah
long time no practice!

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:46 pm, boooooort said :
yes
i think so too..
cos every heart wants something a little different
i dreamt i was shooting pheasants last night


On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:46 pm, Zann said :
and ooooh, why does it have to be quick?

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:44 pm, Zann said :
i'm suddenly reminded of the title of a book...the heart is a lonely hunter...so true huh?

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:43 pm, boooooort said :
rhaehrherhhrhae
aiyah
quick (trust me it would be quick) intimate moment...
snuggling in the candlelight


On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:42 pm, Zann said :
what exactly does "some good loving" entail??? hmmm???

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:42 pm, boooooort said :
ahhahahah
you;'re never much help
aiyah
if only u weren't so far away
and anyway.
maybe all i need is some good loving?

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:41 pm, Zann said :
sorry, i wasnt any help...grin

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:40 pm, boooooort said :
doh
ok
that makes it tough


On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:40 pm, Zann said :
she has blissfully moved back into their love nest...hehehe...

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:39 pm, boooooort said :
tell her to hold off for now!

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:39 pm, Zann said :
i got the perfect girl for u...my flat mate is singaporean-malay...but alas, she juz got back with her bf...muahahahhaahhaha...

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:38 pm, boooooort said :
or a singaporean

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:38 pm, boooooort said :
ahhahah
ai think i want a malay girl this time

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:37 pm, Zann said :
anyway i dont know anyone in sydney to set u up with...

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:36 pm, boooooort said :
oh
shit!
soemthing's always in the way

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:36 pm, Zann said :
hehehe...arent u forgetting a small detail? gallons of ocean

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:35 pm, boooooort said :
aiyah
i help u with a hook up also lah?

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:35 pm, Zann said :
and what do i get out of it?

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:34 pm, boooooort said :
care to supply??!?

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:33 pm, Zann said :
hehehe...so mebbe all u need is a rebound fling thing...

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:33 pm, boooooort said :
no
not yet anyway
i was all blase about relationshpis
wasn't keen on anything at all


On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:32 pm, Zann said :
um, i meant rebound with someone new...usually someone you would never have thought of in that way...teehehee

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:32 pm, boooooort said :
oh
never really got there..
except with the ex...
but that din last long..
the thought that is
we never got bavk together

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:31 pm, Zann said :
hehe...the enjoyment of freedom stage comes and goes...oh, i forgot about the rebound stage...muahahahhahhaaha...

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:30 pm, boooooort said :
yeah
i'm still in that wallowing styage
been past the enjoyment of freedom stage already!!

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:29 pm, Zann said :
i tink there's adjustment period...when u first become single, u wallow...then u rejoice in the liberation...then u realise it is lonely...after that, if you are still single, you get on with life...

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:28 pm, boooooort said :
yeah
ut i haven't been single before that since dunno whn aredi!

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:27 pm, Zann said :
come on, it's only been wat, 3 months??!?!? i cant even think back when i had a REAL relationship...stupid dalliances with stupid men don't count...

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:26 pm, boooooort said :
since feb
feels like a lifetime..


On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:25 pm, Zann said :
u havent been single for that long rite? unlike dusty ol me on the shelf...

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:24 pm, boooooort said :
yeah
i know..
i haven't met anyone interesting recently though...

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:24 pm, Zann said :
anyway, back to wat i was saying...u gotta get back into the game!

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:22 pm, boooooort said :
yes
no balls..

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:21 pm, Zann said :
yahlor, i also say it is better to get the news straight...some guys can be as wishy washy as gals...hehehhe

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:20 pm, boooooort said :
wouldn't avoid
i would confront and make it clear that nothig will happen
might be slack from outsie, but at the end of the day.. its better for her.,.

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:19 pm, Zann said :
lets say u know this girl that u dont like has a thing for u...wouldnt u at least avoid her so that she gets the msg???

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:18 pm, boooooort said :
yah
i'm not saying all guys are clever.
some ARE thick..
most would respond though..

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:17 pm, Zann said :
i dunno man...sometimes i think guys are juz thick...there was this guy whom i had a crush on for ages...and i'm 100% sure he knows, yet he neither rebuffed me nor made any moves...drove me mad!

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:16 pm, boooooort said :
aiyah
maybe u not flicking in the right direction?!


On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:16 pm, Zann said :
but it gets real frustrating to flick and flick and nothing happens...muahahhahaha

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:15 pm, boooooort said :
yeah
but its a matter of the confidence thing
u see .. u flick ur hair a guy knows he is not going to get shot down.. so making the approach a lot easier

u dun have to worry too much about pride then

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:14 pm, Zann said :
but u see, after the hair-flicking, it's still the guy who has to make the move...otherwise it still amounts to nothing, no?

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:13 pm, boooooort said :
yeah
for shure it is!!!
u tilt ur head back.. flick ur hair over ur shoulder and its game over for us poor suckerss


On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:13 pm, Zann said :
you just have to ask the girl out...(yes, i remember u thot it's easier for girls to juz wink or smile or smthg)

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:12 pm, boooooort said :
how is that the case agin?
i dun think i understood/agreed with you

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:12 pm, Zann said :
so get out there and put yourself on the market! as i've said b4, it's much easier for guys...

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:11 pm, boooooort said :
sad
single and dateless


On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:10 pm, Zann said :
muahahhahahahaha...good, now i dun feel so bad...hiaks

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:09 pm, boooooort said :
oh
i dun think i've had one for years!
hawhrehrheah

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:09 pm, Zann said :
erm...no, i mean an actual date...where BOTH people know it is a date...

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:08 pm, boooooort said :
i dun even know what constitutes a date..
what if only one person thinks its a date.. is it a date then?

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:07 pm, Zann said :
i havent been on an actual date since i got here...how pathetic is that? when was the last time u went out on one?

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:07 pm, boooooort said :
bwhahhahhahahah
good response..
;)

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:07 pm, Zann said :
canoodling with keanu...

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:06 pm, boooooort said :
no canoodling?

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:04 pm, Zann said :
nothing much...hang out at leicester, catch the matrix, dins...

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:03 pm, boooooort said :
arhehrhaer
good one...

so - whats the plan for tonight?

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:02 pm, Zann said :
i dun tink i can be bothered to make it into a pic if i din have the softwarre...or mebbe i'd juz take a pic of the actual magnets...hehehhe...

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:01 pm, boooooort said :
ohreaally?
how cool
hehehhehhe
it'd be easier than photoshoppping it.. trust me
heahrhea
and even doing it in word won't give it that 3d look

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 4:00 pm, Zann said :
i have the actual physical magnetic poetry...i also found this freeware...it's called issa, but i tink it only works on mac (at last! something for mac users!!)

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 3:59 pm, boooooort said :
yesh
did you draw that or do you have a proggie which does that?

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 3:59 pm, Zann said :
u like magnetic poetry? i love it...

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 3:58 pm, boooooort said :
wattt???
i have a double?!?

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 3:58 pm, boooooort said :
nice pic on ur blog

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 3:58 pm, Zann said :
no no, someone else besides you just told me the exact same thing...in slightly different words...

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 3:58 pm, boooooort said :
aiyah!!!
i told you dat the other day lah!!

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 3:57 pm, Zann said :
someone else juz told me the exact same thing...that i cant see what is rite in front of me...BUT THERE REALLY ISNT ANYTHING THERE! (so izzit mebbe it is the same for u???)

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 3:56 pm, boooooort said :
rhaehrherhareha
applying MY logic to me?!?
haehrheah
that won't work!

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 3:56 pm, Zann said :
or mebbe u juz cant see the wood for the trees...or izzit the trees for the forest? could never get it rite...

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 3:55 pm, boooooort said :
only my friends..
rhaehrhaehrhea
nothing new...
never anyone new..
that's the prob..

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 3:53 pm, Zann said :
so, met any hot chicks? heh

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 3:52 pm, boooooort said :
something of the sort
i usually spend saturdays chilled out at home anyways

we all do

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 3:51 pm, Zann said :
hahahahaha...so, today was recovery day?

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 3:50 pm, boooooort said :
no
did that last night
haehrheah

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 3:50 pm, Zann said :
no drunken boozing and womanising? ;)

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 3:49 pm, boooooort said :
not a lot
just at a friend shouse...
watcehd a vid..
the usual

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 3:47 pm, Zann said :
oh well...not that i intend to post much pix anyway...so what were u up to this sat nite?

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 3:47 pm, boooooort said :
yeah
thats why i use my home ISP...
i think i have 30 MB of space there..

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 3:46 pm, Zann said :
aiyah...nevermind...anyway, i found a free site to host it...juz that i worry it mite disappear afer a while...heh...

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 3:46 pm, boooooort said :
hrhaerheah
its hosted on my ISP for at home


On Sat, May 31, 2003, 3:45 pm, Zann said :
actually wanted to ask u...where do u host ur pix on ur blog? i've been trying to look, but it's qt indecipherable to me

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 3:44 pm, boooooort said :
only cos i actually was doing some work.. had a deadline of sorts i had to meet


On Sat, May 31, 2003, 3:43 pm, Zann said :
much as i hate to admit it, work is indeed much more important than moi...muahahahahha

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 3:42 pm, boooooort said :
er no
just got home
off to bed soon
just thought i;d say hi
been too busy at work last couple of days to chat too much

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 3:41 pm, Zann said :
leicester sq to meet some frens...u juz woke up??? wat time izzit???

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 3:40 pm, boooooort said :
bwhahahhahaha
i was just stirring...

oo
where u off to?

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 3:40 pm, Zann said :
early??? erm, it's almost 4 pm...i'm on my way out soon actually to enjoy the sunshine!

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 3:39 pm, boooooort said :
bahahhah

watcha doing up so early?

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 3:39 pm, Zann said :
hello hamsome

On Sat, May 31, 2003, 3:37 pm, boooooort said :
hey there gorgeous!

On Thu, May 29, 2003, 3:06 am, Zann said :
time for me to toss and turn in bed...bai!

On Thu, May 29, 2003, 1:00 am, boooooort said :
ahrehrhhrheahhraeh
yesh
brb

On Thu, May 29, 2003, 12:58 am, Zann said :
yeah, i guess those super thick phlegm balls need a lil more time to dissolve...

On Thu, May 29, 2003, 12:57 am, boooooort said :
not really..
mostly but not 100%

getting much better though


On Thu, May 29, 2003, 12:53 am, Zann said :
and how are u today? phlegm balls all gone?

On Thu, May 29, 2003, 12:52 am, Zann said :
i am having too much fun with my blog...not a good sign...

On Thu, May 29, 2003, 12:52 am, boooooort said :
how is my deary in london?

On Thu, May 29, 2003, 12:52 am, Zann said :
morning sunshine

On Thu, May 29, 2003, 12:51 am, boooooort said :
morning hunny

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 4:05 am, boooooort said :
:-{}

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 4:05 am, boooooort said :
ok
night hun


On Wed, May 28, 2003, 4:04 am, Zann said :
okie, reeally gonna zzzzzzz now...buh bye!

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 4:04 am, boooooort said :
really?
i never tried..
i haven't been for ages..


On Wed, May 28, 2003, 4:03 am, Zann said :
u can bring if you want...i'm sure the doc and nurse wont laff...at least not in ur face...hehehehehe

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 4:03 am, boooooort said :
see
i might not mind as much if i could bring in a eye thing - like they have on the planes.. so i can't see anything
and a cd player so i dun have to listen to the whirring...
that's what gets me

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 4:02 am, Zann said :
the drilling sound does get to me tho...hehe...makes my hair stand...

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 4:01 am, boooooort said :
yeah
but i get so terrified about it...

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:59 am, Zann said :
really??? i kinda like going to dentists...feels nice and clean and squeaky...heh

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:58 am, boooooort said :
dentists!!!!

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:58 am, Zann said :
i tink the dream reveals some deepseated fears...of what, i dunno...mebbe of old age? dentists?

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:56 am, boooooort said :
they're not
i woke up so scared.. had to feel my mouth to check they were all is there..

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:55 am, Zann said :
muahahahhaha...ur dreams r v amusing...

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:54 am, boooooort said :
raehrharhaheh
i dreamt i lost two teeth last night...
weird
and scary

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:53 am, Zann said :
who me? naughty dreams? u talking abt urself rite?

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:52 am, boooooort said :
mkay
take care
zzz well
no naughty dreams


On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:50 am, Zann said :
i gonna crash soon...u have a nice lunch yah?

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:49 am, boooooort said :
yeah
1 pm...
heheh

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:47 am, Zann said :
isnt it lunch time or smthg soon?

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:45 am, boooooort said :
bwhahahhahaha
hmmm
meat .... drooll
now you're making ME hungry!

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:42 am, Zann said :
i dn tink i can make it...feeling v tired of eating veg and fruit...i want a steak, demmit!

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:42 am, boooooort said :
ooo
wouldn't mind seeing that in action!

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:41 am, Zann said :
i'm trying to lose weight here...juz realised i have less than 30 days to get a bikini body...

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:40 am, boooooort said :
hreahrhaerheah
go and eat again
then go to sleep
great way to put on wight!

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:39 am, Zann said :
hahahahhaa...u are making me hungry

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:37 am, boooooort said :
oooooo
u can be my chocolate sauce..

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:36 am, Zann said :
ehehehe...u are many types of food

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:36 am, boooooort said :
yesh
and egg...


On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:35 am, Zann said :
u know banana? banana = yellow on outside, white on inside?

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:34 am, boooooort said :
oic
rahehrhaerhaherha
yeah i am very much that

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:33 am, Zann said :
kantang = potato = people who dun eat rice = westernised


On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:33 am, boooooort said :
ooo
i dunno kantang...
my vocab is very limited oni

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:32 am, Zann said :
how i know? i thot u very kantang one...so i never use singlish lor (and yes, i am now reverting to my mother tongue)

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:31 am, boooooort said :
of course i do!

jreajrjaejra
u must think i'm very jinjang or something... dunnno anything - like a kampung boy?

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:30 am, Zann said :
ahhhh...u know the word kiasu!!! now i can use the word!

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:29 am, boooooort said :
i dun have a problem with them
apart from the fact u guys are so kia-su

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:27 am, Zann said :
i see...u know singaporeans dun like malaysians rite? muahahhhahahahahha...and vice versa i guess

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:26 am, boooooort said :
i was born there but live here

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:24 am, Zann said :
har? and there i was thinking you're a weirdo from sydney...

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:24 am, boooooort said :
i am m'sian!

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:23 am, Zann said :
how come u know how to use the word aiyah?

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:21 am, boooooort said :
hreahhraehrheah
aiyah
make me continue to fantasize!

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:20 am, Zann said :
my arm aint long enuff to reach u

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:20 am, boooooort said :
i'll scratch ur back if u scratch mine?

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:18 am, Zann said :
i dunno...i dun tink i reached self-actualisation stage yet either...hehehe...tink we still in the "need for nookie" stage?

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:16 am, boooooort said :
oh
i haven't satisfied my need for good loving yet..
does that mean i need to self actualise myself.. or i'm not yet self actualised?

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:14 am, Zann said :
erm, self-actualisation comes after u satisfy ur needs for food, shelter, love...smthg like getting to know urself...i tinnk, if i remember my psychology 101

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:13 am, boooooort said :
wat does that mean exactly?

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:11 am, Zann said :
my fren juz told me my blog is an exercise in self-actualisation...wow...deep...

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:10 am, boooooort said :
see...
i agree with your blog..
blogghing is therapeutic..
its an outlet for expression

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:09 am, Zann said :
if only!

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:09 am, boooooort said :
ahhh
you're just missing some nookie!
hahahah

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:08 am, Zann said :
um, i cant sleep even when i need to...its horrible to stare into the dark and toss and turn...

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:07 am, boooooort said :
i only sleep cos i know i should
not because i want to

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:06 am, Zann said :
u? insomniac? u seem to keep quite decent hours wat...

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:05 am, boooooort said :
yesh
i am too...
its amazing..

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:05 am, Zann said :
good thing i'm insomniac huh?

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:04 am, boooooort said :
hahahahahhah
i know its late..
i just never get how late it is!

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:02 am, Zann said :
duh...why do u tink i always telling u i need to zzz?

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:01 am, boooooort said :
wow!~
ahrehrhahreah
i forget what the time difference is!

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:01 am, Zann said :
well, u got at least one weirdo...the one in london and awake at 3 am now...

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 3:00 am, boooooort said :
really?
how come i dun get weirdos chatting me up???

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 2:59 am, Zann said :
of course i'm not referring to u...there are so many weirdos out there i have to entertain...muhahahahhhahahaha

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 2:58 am, boooooort said :
hreahrhaherheah
weirdos??

couldn't possibly be me!

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 2:58 am, Zann said :
i dun need another addiction!!! reading stupid things on the net, replying emails and talking to weirdos on icq is taking up all my time!

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 2:58 am, boooooort said :
nothigns coming up though?
DNS problem

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 2:57 am, boooooort said :
hrhaehrhaehrhaehra
dun u love it though???
hharehrhh
its addictive.. trust me

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 2:52 am, Zann said :
i feel whorish enuff begging people to read about me me me

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 2:51 am, boooooort said :
no comments?
no eprops???
dun wanna be an eprop whore too?

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 2:49 am, Zann said :
erm, stuff like putting my pix and details...i dun wan any of those even...or eprops and comments...i also dont want...

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 2:48 am, boooooort said :
wat fgeatures?
how come i dunno about them?

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 2:47 am, Zann said :
erm, it has a lot of features i dunwan n dunno how to disable...i juz wan plain ol blog...heh...

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 2:46 am, boooooort said :
no ..its not!

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 2:46 am, Zann said :
i abandoned xanga...v complicated...

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 2:46 am, boooooort said :
ahha
i go c.

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 2:44 am, Zann said :
thezanyone.blogspot.com

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 2:43 am, boooooort said :
where is your blog now?

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 2:42 am, Zann said :
sorry, got distracted by my blog...

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 2:26 am, boooooort said :
they are.. but such conversation pieces..

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 2:26 am, Zann said :
i convinced myself collectable figurines were useless dust collecting things

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 2:24 am, boooooort said :
yeah
i was going to indulge.. until i saw the price tag of the collectible figurines!

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 2:20 am, Zann said :
i found it by accident...full of collectables...so tempting...

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 2:19 am, boooooort said :
rhehrhaeh
is there a store in covent??
really?
i din see it last time i was in london...

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 2:18 am, Zann said :
i lurve tintin!!! there is an official tintin store somewhere in covent garden, that's where i got my figurines...and just the other day i got into debate with my fren abt tintin vs asterix!

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 2:17 am, boooooort said :
bought them on ebay from someone in belgium i think....


On Wed, May 28, 2003, 2:17 am, boooooort said :
ahhahah
i have all of them
in fact..i bought postcards of the covers of all of them to put in a big frame


On Wed, May 28, 2003, 2:16 am, Zann said :
oh btw, i dropped by ur blog...and freaked out just a little...do u know i used to have a crush on tintin...it is still my life's goal to collect all the comics...and i have the tintin and snowy figurines right in front of me now!

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 2:15 am, boooooort said :
hahahhah
yeah
i got it after i typed it..

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 2:14 am, Zann said :
erm, as opposed to couch potatoes?

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 2:13 am, boooooort said :
mouse potatoes???

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 2:13 am, Zann said :
yes, people addicted to the net are called mouse potatoes...

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 2:13 am, boooooort said :
and.. i'm being serious.. it was in the news..

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 2:13 am, boooooort said :
yeah it is..
there was a report on the news last night of a new social phenomenon..
internet addiction.. i dunno if it applies to me..
hreahrharhheah

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 2:12 am, Zann said :
trying to do some work but distracted all the time...the net is one huge time sucking machine...

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 2:11 am, boooooort said :
um
yeah
and no...
how you?

On Wed, May 28, 2003, 2:07 am, Zann said :
hey...busy today huh?

On Tue, May 27, 2003, 2:32 am, Zann said :
blardee icq is doing it again! the message window is stuck again!!!

On Tue, May 27, 2003, 2:32 am, Zann said :
oooh, what sinister motive?

On Tue, May 27, 2003, 2:31 am, boooooort said :
ahhh
yes.. don't forget behind every sweet comment is a sinister motive!

On Tue, May 27, 2003, 2:31 am, Zann said :
awww, thats very sweet of u...

On Tue, May 27, 2003, 2:29 am, boooooort said :
oh
for a seccond i thought u wrote heartache.. and i was going to say that i'd like to be there for you
muahahhaahahh

On Tue, May 27, 2003, 2:26 am, Zann said :
sorry dear, not tonite, i got a headache...muahahahhahahahahahahha

On Tue, May 27, 2003, 2:25 am, boooooort said :
care for another all nighter?

On Tue, May 27, 2003, 2:25 am, boooooort said :
rheahrhaerhaherhea
dun be sillly...
must be ur lack of sleep!


On Tue, May 27, 2003, 2:25 am, Zann said :
see, i'm a bit slow tonite...i cant tell past from present...

On Tue, May 27, 2003, 2:24 am, boooooort said :
yeah
its a story
he's telling a story about his past?

On Tue, May 27, 2003, 2:22 am, Zann said :
erm, it says 25 may 2003 but it is about sept 11???

On Tue, May 27, 2003, 2:21 am, boooooort said :
u got to read from the past cos its in chronological order?

On Tue, May 27, 2003, 2:16 am, Zann said :
i dun understand cowboybone...or mebbe i'm juz too dumb...it doesnt seem to be in any chronological order...

On Tue, May 27, 2003, 2:14 am, boooooort said :
ah
so sleek
i would have wanted a G4..

On Tue, May 27, 2003, 2:13 am, Zann said :
erm, mine is the all white one...my fren calls it the mahjong tile...

On Tue, May 27, 2003, 2:12 am, boooooort said :
haherhaehr
which colour is it?
dun they all have colour trimS?

On Tue, May 27, 2003, 2:12 am, Zann said :
but but but my ibook is so preeeetty...heh...bimbo alert...

On Tue, May 27, 2003, 2:11 am, boooooort said :
hraehrherhaherhaehrha
see!!@!!
should have just got a pc.. they are so easy to use anyway!

On Tue, May 27, 2003, 2:10 am, Zann said :
yeah, us poor mac users...using inferior software all the time...do u know there isnt a version of kazaa for mac?!?!?!?!? i feel so deprived of mp3s

On Tue, May 27, 2003, 2:09 am, boooooort said :
aherhaehrh
especially for mac

On Tue, May 27, 2003, 2:09 am, Zann said :
icq sucks big lemons!!!

On Tue, May 27, 2003, 2:09 am, boooooort said :
http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=cowboybone

On Tue, May 27, 2003, 2:08 am, boooooort said :
erm
oi think u must have
rheahrhaerheah
so much for your icq working!

On Tue, May 27, 2003, 2:08 am, Zann said :
erm, wat coyboybone? did i miss a msg?

On Tue, May 27, 2003, 2:07 am, boooooort said :
arehrhaehrhahrah
no probs..
u neeed the rest anyway..
did you go check out cowboybone?

On Tue, May 27, 2003, 2:06 am, Zann said :
hey, i gonna head off to bed soon...early morning class in less than eight hours...groan...have a good day at work and hope those phlegm balls dont choke u :P

On Tue, May 27, 2003, 1:42 am, Zann said :
i find it qt erm egotistical to keep talking about myself...like, does anyone really care to read my assorted rambling thoughts?

On Tue, May 27, 2003, 1:41 am, Zann said :
liberating?

On Tue, May 27, 2003, 1:41 am, boooooort said :
ah
its ok
u get used to it..
its actually quite... um.. (can't think of the word)...

On Tue, May 27, 2003, 1:39 am, Zann said :
really? i will check it out later...still undecided actually about baring my soul to the whole wide world...heh...

On Tue, May 27, 2003, 1:38 am, boooooort said :
which blogger?
blogger.com??

xanga is a lot easier..
trust me.. i used to use blogger..

On Tue, May 27, 2003, 1:13 am, Zann said :
at blogger...but i havent written much...hahahhaa...trying to get cracking on real work now, i dowan to pull another allnighter

On Tue, May 27, 2003, 1:12 am, boooooort said :
where at?
at xanga too?

On Tue, May 27, 2003, 1:09 am, Zann said :
i just set up my blog...hehehehe...anything to put off doing work...

On Tue, May 27, 2003, 1:08 am, boooooort said :
back

On Tue, May 27, 2003, 12:15 am, boooooort said :
oh really??
i must duck out for a second..
brb


On Tue, May 27, 2003, 12:13 am, Zann said :
i seem to remembre having this conversation...deja vu...

On Tue, May 27, 2003, 12:13 am, boooooort said :
hraherheahrahhahahah

shh
dun be like that..
i presume you're a non smoker then...

On Tue, May 27, 2003, 12:12 am, Zann said :
why quit? who needs a pretty pair of lungs anyway? grin

On Tue, May 27, 2003, 12:11 am, boooooort said :
yeah
its an ugly habit
i know..
hrehrheahea
i DO intend on quitting..


On Tue, May 27, 2003, 12:10 am, Zann said :
good, you are well on your way to developing the old man cough then...

On Tue, May 27, 2003, 12:09 am, boooooort said :
ok...
well i bumped into my old boss outside the building so had to have a smoke with him.... so i made it almost an hour after i left home
arhehrhaehrheah

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 11:14 pm, boooooort said :
ahrhehraherhaehra
tell u what.. the first will prolly be around 10.30 am today...
that gives me almost another 2.5 hours
hhahehreah
so sad..
such a routine...

continue when i get to work.. heading off now...
bai
:-D good to hear u're awake..

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 11:09 pm, Zann said :
well lets see how long u can hold out, shall we?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 11:06 pm, boooooort said :
neh
its actually quite ok..
aehhraehreha
the wonders of NOT smoking..

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 11:05 pm, Zann said :
so ur voice is all gurgly now rite? muahahahhaha...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 11:04 pm, boooooort said :
actually
they weren't really phlegm balls cos i couldn't get them out of my throat...
they were just gurgling doown there refusing to come up...
even when i was doing the "old chinese man throat cleanse"

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 11:02 pm, Zann said :
phlegm balls: yummy!

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 11:02 pm, boooooort said :
yeah much better
not coughing up big phlegm balls no more..
rhaehrhaerha
too much information right?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 11:00 pm, Zann said :
have a good day at work...hope u are all better now?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 10:59 pm, boooooort said :
hrhaehrahrhaherheah
clogged ur lines???
i'm actually going to work today dear...
can't be botehred jiggging again


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 10:58 pm, Zann said :
yes, ICQ is working again...mebbe it was just oveworked last nite by our marathon session...hiaks

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 10:57 pm, boooooort said :
bwhahahhahah
hey - u're up again!?!?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 10:50 pm, Zann said :
sorry abt sudden disappearance last nite...i blame it all on ICQ!

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 8:03 am, boooooort said :
why would you stil bother with him then?????
leave it dead and burried..
you gals have letting go issues...
rehahrhea

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 8:02 am, Zann said :
i still dunno now if he would have left her for me...cos i was leaving for london and i didnt want to screw anything up for them, we never resolved anything...we never even said goodbye...or rather, he refused to say goodbye or talk to me anymore for leaving...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 8:00 am, boooooort said :
it does??????

wow...
i'm surprised.... why doesn't she just get it then?!
rhaehrhahh

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:59 am, Zann said :
it makes sense to me, even with my lack of sleep...or mebbe only because of it...hehehehee...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:58 am, boooooort said :
i guess that's another reason why i never "fight" for my gf....
in fact,, that was the complaint of the last.. i didn't "care" enough for her to fight to be with her...

i figure.. u wanna be with someone else.. go ahead.. not going to stop you... even when the other person she wanted to be with was me (in a different form)... does that make sens?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:56 am, Zann said :
our relationship was always a case of wanting something u cant have...he wanted me, i didnt want him, i let him go, he ended up with her, i wanted him back...stupid vicious circle...but i guess when ure the gf, u only see me as The Other Woman...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:56 am, boooooort said :
but so often.. and in your case, she will blame you for messing things up between them... in reality, she just cannot accept that her boy is the one who is straying..
she holds him up on a pedestal.. therefore nothing he does can be wrong.. therefore.. you are the evil one who led him astray...

if she believes he is wrong.. it has more potential to shatter her world.

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:55 am, boooooort said :
see i agree with your friends...
in his gf's eyes.. he should be the bastard... yes you were involved, but he's the one who cheated her... you didn't cheat her..


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:54 am, Zann said :
erm, all my frens think he's the bastard, but really, i am equally to blame...and i guess in his gf's eyes, i'm the real bitch...i juz hope he never told her, so at least she never gets hurt

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:54 am, boooooort said :
why do people cheat?
dissatisfaction or boredom?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:53 am, boooooort said :
true no one asked to to be involved, but you weren't cheating on someone, they were...
you just happened to be an accessory to the fact.. it might have been someone else who was in your shoes.. the fact that they were doing it in the first place suggests that all was not well in the relationship anyway

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:52 am, boooooort said :
er.
yeah
but you weren't the one IN a relationship..


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:51 am, Zann said :
its my fault as much as his...i could have walked away...so could he...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:50 am, boooooort said :
i mean - if someone is having an affair, surely it is the person who is involved in the first relationship who must be more to blame!?


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:50 am, boooooort said :
i figure most people blame the third person.. whereas in my mind... its the second person who is at fault..


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:49 am, boooooort said :
hmmm
ok...
so - does that constitute cheating? if so.. whoh was guilty?


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:47 am, Zann said :
its my complicated thing with the mr big guy...basically we were sleeping together, literally sleeping, because i din want to be the 3rd party in his relationship (yeah, i was deluded that his gf wouldnt be hurt just because we dont actually have sex)...so basically all we could do was sleep and hold hands...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:45 am, boooooort said :
dun u have anything on today?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:45 am, boooooort said :
but yeah
i imagine its getting quite early over there....
what time isit anyway???

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:44 am, boooooort said :
bwhahahhaha
y tooo much?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:44 am, boooooort said :
were u in bed next to him?
i like the girl with head on guy's chest position


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:44 am, Zann said :
okie, i tink i'm starting to reveal too much...time for me to try to sleep...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:42 am, Zann said :
u know, one of the nicest things that a guy ever did to me in bed was just to reach out to hold my hand while he was falling asleep...see, it doesnt have to be sex...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:40 am, boooooort said :
but that was more the nature of our friendship than anything sexusally motivated i think

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:39 am, boooooort said :
but then again
i have shared beds with girls a couple of times
we just din do anything.. but we were nice and cosy...


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:39 am, boooooort said :
yeah
u almost did...
i mean u told me u almost did..

erm.. yeah
i can't imagine any girls i know would be able to.. i'm not sure if i could handle it if they could
which puts my situation that i probably could quite safe in that its not going to be tested...


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:37 am, Zann said :
i dun tink i can do the purely physical thingy...told u before rite, i couldnt go thru with a one-nite stand...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:35 am, boooooort said :
i could prolly do it..
depending on the girl and how she felt after it...
i dunno if a girl could have sex without feeling though
i;'ve not met any who can in any case..

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:34 am, Zann said :
is it possible that sex is purely physical? as it is supposedly for men, as we have been led to belive?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:34 am, boooooort said :
rahrhaehrh
aethats the thing though
if everythign is a compromise..
.are we always settling for second best?

how can we be content with that?
but if u believe in 100%.. its too perfect..
it would be soooooooooooo difficult!

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:32 am, Zann said :
by compromise, i mean u agree to stop looking for the 100% and be content and happy with what you have...sort of like "settling", i guess...yucks, which sounds horrible...i wouldnt want someone to "settle" for me...so mebbe compromise isnt such a good idea...we shd hold out for the full 100%, i dunno

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:30 am, boooooort said :
yeah

comes back to the girl/guy different needs thing i guess...
heheheh

are u thinking about it now?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:30 am, Zann said :
as for the sex and intimacy thingy, i dunno...i guess its down to are u fulfilling physical or emotional needs or both...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:30 am, boooooort said :
yeah
compromise...
i agree...
but how far can you compromise before its not love and its an arranged marriage?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:26 am, Zann said :
i dun beliff in this 100% thing at all...but its a lovely idealistic thing...i really believe love is all about compromise, unromantic as it sounds...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:25 am, boooooort said :
by the way, i dun necessarily believe in this 100%
i just think its an interesting view to have and one to talk about.. mainly because its provocative..
everyone has a different view on it..

i like challenging people to see things differently


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:24 am, boooooort said :
otherwise u would be saying that a coupl ewhere the man was impotent could not experience total intimacy...
which is possibly not true..


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:24 am, boooooort said :
depends what you want to have sex for?
whether its just meeting a physical need or you're searching for intimacy
looking for intimacy in sex is kina wrong anyway..
there should be intimacy before sex... sex is just the culmination of two people being completely intimate with each other...
but its not a necessary thing..


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:22 am, Zann said :
i dun tink sex with an anonymous prostitute will be the same as with someone u have a connection with...not that i would know how sex with a prostitute is like, of course...so it's not just a case of moral right or wrong...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:22 am, boooooort said :
so society which tells us about love and the joys of sex etc... is really encouraging prostitution because for those who do not havea partner, that is their release......

if sex was not glamourous or portrayed to be fun.. people might not be so interested in it..? therefore, "need" sex/prostitutes less.

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:21 am, boooooort said :
yeah
i agree..
u can't have sex with friends without complicating issues..

but consider the scenario without morals (which are imposed on us by society anyway)..

why is prostitution the oldest profession? because there has always been a need to be filled.. i don't condone it, or endorse it, but there must be a reason for its existence..

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:20 am, Zann said :
yeah, in a perfect world, it mite work...but then stuff like sex and love always messes things up

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:19 am, boooooort said :
does that make sense...

i have this theory which i (partly) believe in, that marriage is conformist... in that its what society expects.. it places unnatural pressures on us to find the one (when this concept may not even exist)....

some friends are closer than partners, sex can be bought, intimacy between friends is special... so why be bound by marriage so long as companionship is assured into old age?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:18 am, boooooort said :
lovely story
very ... deep...
i think

how do u know if the one is the one anyway?
i was discussing this with friends.. that if you had a group of friends who agreed to remain (single) and friends for the rest of life, marriage would not be necessary... unless of course u wanted kids..

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:17 am, Zann said :
really? i spend waaaaay too much time and money on books...have also run out of space at home for books...n i dunno how i gonna cart my books home from here...anyway, so pretend the short story is a blog...heh

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:15 am, boooooort said :
cos i DON'T read by choice normally
hreahrharheah

sorry
let me clarify.. the only things i read - typically - are blogs.. i haven't touched a book in years...


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:13 am, Zann said :
why izzit noteworthy???

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:12 am, boooooort said :
s'ok..
i dun mind the pat on the back once in a while...
rheahrheharheah

by the way.. the fact that i am reading the site u sent me is noteworhty...
take a note of it.

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:12 am, Zann said :
and hey, you're good company too...and i not just saying it cos u said it first...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:12 am, boooooort said :
really?
he's THAT good..
both my brothers are big fans too
i dun read..


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:11 am, Zann said :
yeah he wrote norwegian wood, thats a classic...but if u have time, read sputnik sweetheart...really bittersweet love story, without the usual mush...my fave author...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:09 am, boooooort said :
the author's name rings a bell..
he's written something else right?

my brothers have read him

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:08 am, boooooort said :
you're actually quite good company..
and we seem to understand each other quite well...

dun u think?
anyway.. i;'m trying to cultivate a love interest so i'm keeping u online..

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:07 am, Zann said :
yeah, so why is someone thousands of miles away keeping me awake?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:07 am, Zann said :
hey this is one of my fave short stories...http://www.mat.upm.es/~jcm/murakami-perfect.html
it's very apt...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:05 am, boooooort said :
cos... you're intrigued by why someone thousands of miles away is keeping u awake.....


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:03 am, Zann said :
ahhhhhh...all cosy in bed now...but why am i still so wide awake!??!?!?!?!

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:01 am, boooooort said :
hahahhah
i like that
get into bed
warm it up
hehehh

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:01 am, Zann said :
hang on, i gonna try to move onto bed...hopefully without disconnecting wires...hehehe

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 7:00 am, boooooort said :
no
i got sick of clenaing my room
all i figure i'm doing is moving rubbish from one drawr to another

it'll have to do for now....

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 6:59 am, Zann said :
i managed to save and quit from word without accident...yes, u can have me for now...that is if u got nothing better to do than talk to insomniacs...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 6:58 am, boooooort said :
rhaehrahehrheahh
have i got ur undivided attention then?


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 6:56 am, Zann said :
shite man, ICQ for mac really sucks...i am really stuck in this window...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 6:56 am, Zann said :
i look like hell now...and i am not that sleep-deprived to be that easily convinced yet!

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 6:55 am, boooooort said :
maybe i can convince you you should be taking more photos of yoruself for me!

sound like an idea?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 6:55 am, boooooort said :
ahhhh
so long as you still profess your love for me.. its ok
ahrhehrheah

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 6:54 am, Zann said :
i juz hope i remembered to save what i've written...but it's not a good time to chat now, my defences are down after being awak the whole nite...i dunno what stupid maudlin things i gonna say...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 6:53 am, boooooort said :
rhaehreahrhae
time for u to focus on chatting to me nad not doing any work


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 6:52 am, Zann said :
hey, icq is going mad...it refuses to close my message window...so i can just type message after message...and i cant seem to access my word doc anymore...muahahahahhaha...it's a sign...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 6:51 am, Zann said :
yeah, like i was saying, if u manage to get over someone, does that mean it was not real love? and is falling out of love as easy as falling in love? i mean, if you have no control over falling in love, then by the same token, you cant help it when u fall out of it rite?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 6:49 am, boooooort said :
there was a story i read...

the "punch" line was .. .love is blind and always followed by madness...

so true...
nothign makes sense when you are in love..
but what is being in love?
is it possible to fall in love and then out of love.. or was there no real love to begin with?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 6:48 am, Zann said :
i dunno...when i am not in love, i think of it real cynically, like it is nothing more than a chemmical reaction...but when i fall head over heels, all logic goes out of the window...hahahahahah...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 6:44 am, boooooort said :
yeah
like if u were supposed to go to a party
and din show up..
u missed your ONE opportunity to meet ur future husband?
yeah
i'm like u ...

for all i know then, my other half is in tibet.. or london.. or going to barcelona or something...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 6:41 am, Zann said :
like i refuse to believe that just because i didnt go somewhere at a certain time, i missed my chance to meet the person i'm supposed to meet...erm, do i make sense...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 6:39 am, boooooort said :
how do u mean?
i suppose i agree with you
i believ you're master of your own destiny
as far as u can control it anyway
you always have choices..
its what you do with them that determines your course..

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 6:37 am, Zann said :
i never did beliff this The One concept...knowing my luck, i'd prolly miss him or turn up late or smthg...heh...so i refuse to believe...juz as i refuse to believe in that thing called fate...do u?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 6:35 am, boooooort said :
i derno

i think about this once in a whille

what if someone else "steals" ur soulmate
does that mean you;'re destined never to find the one?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 6:32 am, Zann said :
so u believe there is such a thing as soul mate, The One, etc?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 6:30 am, boooooort said :
true...
the first person i had a crush on lives down the road from me..
she's still gorgeous (and untouchable)
the first girl i thought i wanted to marry.. well... i dun know if that was for real...
um yeah.. she left for o/s two weeks after i met her..


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 6:28 am, Zann said :
yeah, what is love...like if you manage to get over someone, does that mean it wasnt really love in the first place?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 6:26 am, boooooort said :
ahehehrahearhaer
thats a hard one

not sure..
couple?
i dun even know what love is anymore..

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 6:25 am, Zann said :
how many times have u truly fallen in love?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 6:24 am, boooooort said :
hreahrhaehr
yeah
the cornier the better...
am i too hardened to love?


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 6:22 am, Zann said :
muahahhahahahaha...donch u juz lurve love letters? i tink i got one once which said smthg like, if i fall, will u catch me? (i tink he meant fall in love)

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 6:20 am, boooooort said :
"i hope we discover many things together.. i hope we are the couple who are meant to be"...

hahahhaha- this one cheated on me with two different guys...


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 6:19 am, boooooort said :
arhehraherhaehr
i hope so..
spading = hitting on = picking up = pulling....
rheahraherhea

she was nice..
oh wellz..


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 6:19 am, Zann said :
MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA...what is spading on me??? btw, u just made my day...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 6:18 am, boooooort said :
aherhaehrhea
"thank you for spading on me because if you hadn't, this relationship would never have got started and i would never have been able to see what a truely beautiful person you are, and my life just wouldn't have been the same without you!"

hahhahaha

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 6:13 am, Zann said :
yes, anything is more interstingg than writing abt how to catch a bus in barcelona...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 6:12 am, boooooort said :
hardly
well...
hraehrhaerha
possibly
trying to find something interesting for your ears..

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 6:12 am, Zann said :
oooh, german love letters?!?!?!?!?!

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 6:11 am, boooooort said :
theyr'e all in german!
hell!
arhehehreahrheah
wait a sec..


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 6:10 am, Zann said :
are these love letters??? do share an excerpt...hehehe

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 6:09 am, boooooort said :
rhaehrhaerheah
i've found yet another box of letters/cards...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 6:06 am, Zann said :
erm, no experience whatsoever with love hotels, sorry to dissapoint u...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 6:04 am, boooooort said :
ahhh
tell me more about ur experiences in love hotels then
hraherheahrheah
wheerr di that come from?
i think i must be trying to take advantage of your tired self!

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 6:03 am, Zann said :
i tink my brain juz shut down...yet i am wide awake!

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:59 am, boooooort said :
y am i not surprised?

japanese are horny buggers...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:58 am, Zann said :
actually, i cant recall where i've seen one before...telly i tink...oh yes, accidentally stumbled upon porn on tv in tokyo...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:57 am, boooooort said :
i c
u've seen it first hand then?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:57 am, Zann said :
love hotels: they take tackiness and cheese to the next level huh...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:56 am, Zann said :
sounds german to me...stupid hotel i'm writing abt names its rooms after nonsense words like klassbols?!??!?!?! and la camona????? what the...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:55 am, boooooort said :
klassbols?
never heard the word?

love hotels - aren't they just like motels - except with themes?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:55 am, Zann said :
wat is the meaning of klassbols??? (sorry, sidetrack a bit)

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:54 am, Zann said :
shd i act demure now and pretend i dunno anything abt love hotels?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:53 am, boooooort said :
no.. pray tell...
*innocent look*

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:52 am, Zann said :
hehehe...u've heard of the infamous love hotels in japan rite?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:50 am, boooooort said :
i've never actually taken out a hotel/moetl room expressly for that purpose...
rhaehrhaehrhaerea

i dunno. i've managed...
;)


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:49 am, Zann said :
i guess a nice hotel is ok, but the cost! only for special occassions lah...i dunno abt sydney, but the motels are v sleazy in singapore...in red light districts...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:47 am, boooooort said :
hotel/motel? too sleezy?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:45 am, Zann said :
cars are no good...too many windows...hiaks...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:44 am, boooooort said :
din u mention a car before??
hraehrhearhea
there are times at my place when no one is home...
usually sunday mornings..


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:42 am, Zann said :
erm, then where do u go??? cos i know my parents would flip (that's putting it mildly) if i smuggled a guy home at nite...and i'm a bit too old to be in the park at nite...blush

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:40 am, boooooort said :
i dun really bring girls home

i dunno.. we've managed in the past..

its really weird.. i suppose that would be one reason to move out of home
i suppose in a way.. that's why i'm not looking for a g/friend right now.. until i move out later this year..


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:39 am, Zann said :
can i ask a rather stupid qn? if u stay with ur parents, and u wanna bring a girl home, how does it work???

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:38 am, Zann said :
well, i did take a nap from 7 to 8 pm...heheh...i love naps, they are the greatest luxuries in life...i'm sure i've said it before...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:36 am, boooooort said :
are u serious?!
all nighter!
i';m impressed...


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:36 am, boooooort said :
hey
same!
i left ages ago
i hardly keep in touch anymore


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:36 am, Zann said :
gosh, the sun is rising!!! i'm amazed i'm still functioning!

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:33 am, Zann said :
mebbe its the way it is as u grow older...i'm only still close to my uni mates and a crazy bunch of colleagues...i used to be really close to this grp of frens from church, but then i dropped out...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:30 am, boooooort said :
recent additions?
through work?
some from uni?

hardly anyone from school...
hardly anyone from my youth..
plus no one from overseas anymore .. i used to have heaps of freidns o/s


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:29 am, Zann said :
so most of the frens u hang out with now are from where, if not the past?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:28 am, boooooort said :
ooooooooo
i'm stagnant...
haerhhaerheha
need some new kick start..
an energy boost..


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:25 am, Zann said :
i dunno if it is wrong or right...i guess no harm done as long as u are still moving on in life, not stagnating...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:25 am, boooooort said :
it must be wrong to live in the past huh?


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:24 am, Zann said :
considering that i dunno where they all are now, i would say its near impossible...that, and the fact that at least 2 are married..to my knowledge...so, yeah, its impossible...and we're different people now...we mite not eve get along anymore!

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:22 am, boooooort said :
would it really have been impossible?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:22 am, Zann said :
yeah, i miss my high school clique...all those hours over the phone and planning to all live together until the day we die...muahahahhahahahhaha...so naive!

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:20 am, Zann said :
the internet connection is lousy cos its cheap...cuts off every 2 hrs to ensure other people get a chance to dial in...but ICQ is a whole other kettle of fish, blardee thing has a mind of its own!

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:20 am, boooooort said :
yeah
i miss my friends from back then
they were so interesting!
hraehrhaerheah
only cos we were younger and the internet was not so all consuming...


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:19 am, Zann said :
yeah, more and more i realise that really, nothing, absolutely nothing lasts forever...friendship, love, whatever...it's all fleeting, and u juz have to make sure u savour it while it lasts...sounds v pessimistic hor?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:18 am, boooooort said :
y ur internet connection so dodgy?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:17 am, Zann said :
guess wat, icq just died on me again...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:16 am, boooooort said :
dats exactly wat i mean..
they're lost friends aren't they?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:13 am, Zann said :
strangely enuff, this long lost fren of mine juz emailed me out of the blue...we used to write like 10 pg letters to each other every week...this was lmore than 10 yrs ago...we sort of updated each other on what's happeningn now, but somehow i dun tink it will ever be the same...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:13 am, boooooort said :
wow
just read the reference i got from my high school principal
wish i could use it to get a job now!
rahehrharhah

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:11 am, boooooort said :
slow...
i feel really bad now..
i used to have such good friends...
i used to enjoy letter writing
i used to do many things differntly
makes me sad in a way..
do u think it'll be ok for me to write to people after 5 years of no contact?
or more actually!
i dun even know if their addresses are current... i just kinda disappeared

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:09 am, Zann said :
i dun enjoy cooking when im sick...i tend to indulge in self pity, poor me...hehehehe...so how's the cleaning up progressing?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:08 am, boooooort said :
welll
i thought lunch was ready
and i went downstairs and mum goes.. "so what do you feel like eating?"

cos she hadn't cooked anything yet.. so i just did it myself..
i enjoy cooking remember..

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:06 am, Zann said :
wow, u can actually be bothered to cook when sick? i usually curl up and hope someone will take pity on me...heh

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:04 am, boooooort said :
good
i fried myself some rice
rheahreah
i am so asian

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:04 am, Zann said :
how was lunch? i'm hungweeeee...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:03 am, boooooort said :
rhaehreahrhea
struggling i see....
need a hand?
some inspiration?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:02 am, Zann said :
gahhhhhh...kill me now...just kill me so i dont have to write anymore

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 5:01 am, boooooort said :
hows it going?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 4:15 am, boooooort said :
ooooooo
demur...
brb hun

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 4:14 am, Zann said :
hahahahaha...no, not confrontational...juz honest...i can pretend to be demur if u like...teeheehee

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 4:13 am, boooooort said :
aiyah
y u must be so confrontational all the time?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 4:13 am, Zann said :
oh no, i foresee squabbles...cos i always envisioned marrying some guy who cant be bothered abt decor and lets me have free reign!!!

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 4:12 am, boooooort said :
no
but i get to decorate too...
i love interior design
dun forget i work in property
i work very closely with architects!

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 4:11 am, Zann said :
drats, i thot i could freak u out by discussing home decor...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 4:10 am, boooooort said :
hahahahah
hey i wanna live near water..
i'm so accustomed to it


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 4:09 am, Zann said :
yes, we can plan the decor of our kitchen and bedroom later...muahahahhaha

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 4:08 am, boooooort said :
ok then
i might go grab some lunch first if its ok??

see u in a sec darling.

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 4:07 am, Zann said :
i am DETERMINED to finish this blasted barcelona piece tonite...also have to compile hip hotels and restaurants and clubs in europe, so its gonna be an all nighter for me...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 4:05 am, boooooort said :
rhaehrhaerheahrhearheah
you;re so correct.....
er..
isn't it getting late there dear?
i must admit though i am enjoying this lovely conversation we're having?
discussing our future.. planning i should say..

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 4:04 am, Zann said :
yeah, why not? the not-petite-enough one with the not-tall-enough one...life is full of compromises...grin

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 4:03 am, boooooort said :
so...
we have a future together then!?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 4:02 am, Zann said :
juz kiddin...i din mean to crush ur fragile ego...hiaks...i did go out for a year with this guy who is barely taller than me...see, i'm flexible...not fussy....muahahahahhahaha

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 4:01 am, boooooort said :
wat?
juts like that?
huh?
dumped?
discarded? into the used heap?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:59 am, Zann said :
muahahahahhaha...and yes, i have concluded u dont fit my height criteria...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:58 am, boooooort said :
oh
hraehrheah
sorry
i was joking... haven't determined if u are petite enough for me anyways..
;-)

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:57 am, Zann said :
i'm not that desparate for a green card yet...and u know ure freaking me out rite? muahahahahhahahahahaha...the last guy who proposed to me got a "HAR???"

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:56 am, boooooort said :
wat if i marry u?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:56 am, Zann said :
no no, i need to settle employment visa first...gotta check if my uncles in perth can sponsor or smthg...otherwise i cant get in i tink, ur country is dem strict, drats...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:55 am, Zann said :
oh, i missed the prev question...yes, positively horrified...cos i'm pretty sure i'm not what u expect...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:54 am, boooooort said :
why dun u just go to www.seek.com.au
that's nomrally wher i look for work

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:53 am, Zann said :
i havent even gone to look at the website that sydney guy told me abt...dinar or dimar or smethg i cant remember...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:52 am, boooooort said :
are u scared by the thought of meeting me in the flesh?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:51 am, boooooort said :
who said?!?!
afren't u looking to come to sydney for work anymore?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:49 am, Zann said :
this discussion is pretty much moot anyway rite, since it is unlikely we're ever gonna meet or date...teeheehee...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:48 am, boooooort said :
bahahahhahahahha
ok
challenge!
hmmm
need to get a good sense of how tall you really are...
maybe you should take a photo next to something i can gauge the height of!

bugger private number callers!

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:46 am, Zann said :
i usually can look most guys in the eyes...except for those i like cos they turn out to be too tall...muahahahahahhaahaha...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:44 am, boooooort said :
sometimes????
ahrhehrhaerheahhaehr
are you sure you are not still petite in my height definition?


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:43 am, Zann said :
hmmmm...so where does that leave me? i'm too tall to be petite but i can still squeeze into size 8 sometimes...muahahahhahahahahaha

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:41 am, boooooort said :
anyone who can't look straight into my eyes - even in high heels - is petite enough...
i dun want to be with someone i have to compete with heightwise..
i think my self esteem is such that i wouldn't handle a taller girlfriend well...
rheahrhaerhehahea
petite.. meaning not more than a size 10.


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:40 am, Zann said :
wait, so wat is ur def of petite??? i juz assumed its short and cute...hehehe

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:38 am, boooooort said :
wow i found a ticket from a high school play from about 1988!?
hreahrhah

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:37 am, boooooort said :
serious?
i dun wan a short ass girl!
arhahehraeh
i wouldn't want short kids..
rheahrhea

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:37 am, Zann said :
hahahhahahaha...wot rubbish! i have never been described as petite in my life

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:36 am, boooooort said :
it depends on ur waist and ur ass..
rhaehrheahrheahrheah


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:35 am, Zann said :
hehehehhe...i hope i'm still 163...mite have shrunk due to old age and oesteoporosis...so, i'm not petite enuff for u, rite? ;P

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:34 am, boooooort said :
i think about 175 or so...
haven't checked for a while.. but i think thats what it used to say on my comp card


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:31 am, Zann said :
i never did say how tall i am...hehehehehhe...1.63m (i just typed 1.63 cm and choked on my own laughter)...how tall are u???

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:30 am, boooooort said :
ooo
that is rather tall
how tall did you say u are again?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:29 am, Zann said :
erm, i got a thing for tall guys...all except one of my bfs were above 1.8m...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:27 am, boooooort said :
how tall is tall?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:25 am, Zann said :
the trees are all taken...at least those i like...muahahahahhaa...u know, when i was like 17, i had this major crush on this vvv tall and brown guy...my girlfrens n i had a secret code, he was called big tree...met him before i left for london and he was as yummy as ever...also, he's taken...ehehhehe

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:23 am, boooooort said :
and?
nothing appealing?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:22 am, Zann said :
i am not fussy...really...believe me, i've looked at all the trees...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:20 am, boooooort said :
i would agree...
rehahraehr
like i said before
i bet you're like my friend who can't see the trees for the forest in front of them


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:19 am, Zann said :
u are now echoing my mother...she seems to tink i'm fussy too...she tinks there's a queue of guys waiting for me and i'm being choosy...like real!

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:18 am, boooooort said :
u're more fussy

that's prolly it..


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:17 am, Zann said :
i've never been with anyone for more than 3 years...i hv frens who got attached the same time as me, and they're now married while i've gone thru break ups and more break ups...i wonder how they can sustain for 10 years but i cant...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:16 am, boooooort said :
really????
6 years will be hard...
i was with my ex for 6-7 too..
its a big chunk of ur life..
esp at our age


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:15 am, Zann said :
they've been together for SIX YEARS!!! shite...yeah, she's younger...i tink of all the people in singapore, i miss her the most...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:13 am, boooooort said :
how long have they been together?
i'm presuming she's younger?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:13 am, boooooort said :
hmm
just reading some of this stuff people used to write me..
makes me wish i could be younger again..
more innocent...
those were great days...


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:13 am, Zann said :
oh shit, my sis just told me the most heart-stopping news...she gonna break up with her bf...childhood sweetheart leh...the guy i always thot she was gonna marry...GAHHHHHHHH! geez, i jus showed my sentimental side...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:11 am, Zann said :
hmmm...yeah, i tink so...i get nostalgic v easily...just a song is enuff to trigger me off...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:11 am, boooooort said :
wat does it mean to be sentimental..
i think i am always living in my past..
i wish i could always have moments again
is that being sentimental?


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:10 am, Zann said :
would u say ure a sentimental person? a fren once told me i hide it very well or i act like i dont care, but deep down, i'm juz a sentimental fool...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:09 am, Zann said :
i'm looking around my room now and i'm getting worried...i've accumulated a fair amt of stuff in 8 mths here!

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:08 am, boooooort said :
haerhhaehreah
yeah
off sentimental people!
earhhrhaerhhae



On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:06 am, Zann said :
i tink that's how those storage warehouses make money...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:06 am, boooooort said :
hreahrhaehrhaeh
we'll need a big place though dear!

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:06 am, Zann said :
u need bigger boxes then...i got three huge ones and god knows how many shoeboxes...i have two vintage suitcases filled with stuff too....gahhhh...we ARE made for each other...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:04 am, boooooort said :
harehrhaehrhaerh
i have HEAPS of boxes under my bed and in my room
i've prolly got about 10 shoe boxes..
plus drawers


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:02 am, Zann said :
i tell u, boxes are the way to go...stack them under bed n on top of cupboards and make room for new junk in ur drawers!

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:01 am, Zann said :
its ok, i used shutter...better than "metal grills which keep out the burglars"...muahahahhahahaha...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:00 am, boooooort said :
bwhahahah
and clutter my drawer again
i can't think of a word which starts with B for you dear..
sorry


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 3:00 am, Zann said :
hehehehe...keep it! i give u permission

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:59 am, boooooort said :
and then - with this i can remember when his anniversary is cos the date is on it!
rhaehrheah

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:59 am, boooooort said :
yeah
but its got his really nice handwriting on it?!
rhaehraherhaerhh

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:58 am, boooooort said :
rhaehrhaehrhaerhehah
i'm getting imageryy..
prolly not the kind u intended though!

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:58 am, Zann said :
erm, will u remember the wedding without the place card? surely there're pix and stuff rite? so actually can throw...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:57 am, Zann said :
i dunno why, i keep thinkig shops draw their BUSTIERS shut at siesta...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:56 am, boooooort said :
hraehrhaehrhaehrheah

4 messages on my mobile so far..
will attend to later i think

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:56 am, boooooort said :
shutters!?

rahehrhae
can i throw out the place card for my brother's wedding?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:56 am, Zann said :
yesh!!! stifling!!! gakkkkk...u must wonder what kind of third-rate newspaper i used to write for...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:55 am, Zann said :
my brain is fried...help...what do you call those metal grills that shops draw down when they close??? starts with B....not blinders....arghhhhhhhhhh


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:54 am, boooooort said :
i know
arhehreah
story of my life..
"forrrest gump"
hreahrhaherhaehh

stifling is the word you're looking for..

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:52 am, Zann said :
hahahhaha...u pulled without knowing it and didnt follow up!

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:52 am, Zann said :
erm, help me tink of a word..."As the time for siesta approaches, a _____ stupor descends on the normally bustling city."

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:52 am, boooooort said :
hahahah
shit!
i just saw the back of her card.. i had her mobile number too!
rhaehrhaehrhaerheah
how funny...

ps. i didn't call it.. is that bad?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:51 am, boooooort said :
yup
hraherhaehra
same
do you know a shirley kong?
hraehrhaehrhea
i met her on the plane to singapore in 99... she was sitting on my right..
she gave me a business card... i think she was surprised by me reading a harper's bazaar magazine.. and asked why..

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:49 am, Zann said :
wait till u get to letters and photos...you'll be stuck at that stage till dinner time, by which time u would give up and chuck everything back where u found them...hehehe...been there, done that...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:48 am, boooooort said :
yes
*gone*
rhaehrheahrheahrh

thats why i never get anywhere when i clena up..
i always try to remember a reason why i kept each thing..
and i sit and reflect on my past
aiyah
so sad..

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:47 am, Zann said :
muahahahahahahha...pls throw that party invite away...prime candidate for the bin...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:44 am, boooooort said :
yeah i agree.
and that's why i am a hoarder too
but then again i thin kof all the stuff in my room and i wouldn't miss most of it..
i dun even know most of it is there anyway

i just found this invite to a birthday party from 96 and i have no clue who "Katherine & Tracy" are who invited me to this part. In fact, i have no recollection of any party in that suburb either!


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:42 am, Zann said :
but sometimes i feel all memories shd be preserved...even the bad stuff...all part of learning abt life...(sorry, i dun mean to be philosophical)...kinda explains why i have so much stuff tucked away

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:40 am, boooooort said :
sorry
clean out..
ehhehehehe
dumping unnecessary memories..

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:38 am, Zann said :
wat's a lean out???

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:37 am, boooooort said :
thats the other reason a lean out is required!

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:37 am, boooooort said :
i din even realise it was there..
it was in my underwear drawer..??


i really am making some progress with my cleaning..

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:36 am, Zann said :
oh terrible...why did u keep underwear???? so kinky and inappropriate!!!

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:35 am, boooooort said :
oh
cos i was just gonna say...
harehrhaehrhaeh
i had this situation once where current girlfriend found underwear of ex girlfriend...

hmmm
was not a pleasant situation..

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:34 am, Zann said :
but of course some things, definitely should be trashed...eg. clothes left behind, toothbrush...it's the returning things part which is tricky...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:33 am, Zann said :
i dont tink i would be uncomfortable if someone i'm with still has stuff from his ex...as long as it is not like displayed on the walls or smthg, its ok...i mean, it was an important part of his life too...and i would like to keep my stuff too, cos full of memories...cant juz erase it like that...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:31 am, boooooort said :
so if you're gonna end up binning them later, why not bin them now?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:30 am, boooooort said :
i dun remember any of them!
:(
but i think i remember i used to enjoy them....


hey - when its over b/w two people, should you keep stuff or bin it?
i mean - imagine u get married to someone else - they're not really gonna want old love letters from an old flame lying around are they???

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:28 am, Zann said :
dance tickets: erm, keep those u remember going to?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:28 am, Zann said :
it all depends on how much space u have...i'm a hoarder too, so basically i'm no help...i still have a box of letters and stuff from this guy that i havent opened since we broke up...its ancient history, but even now i dun dare to open it...geez, this doesnt mean i'm still not over him, does it?????

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:26 am, boooooort said :
exactly
thats the whole point of it..
and people can choose now when to be involved with my life..
they can check in when they want..
if they dun want, its ok too..
i dun really mind.,..

keep in mind i put in very little effort into friendships or relationships..
this is ideal for me/....

do i keep old dance party tickets?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:24 am, Zann said :
the thing is, i din really wanna do a "general" blog...so in the end, din do it...tho now i'm thinking of doing a sort of countdown thing...100 days before i reach home...cos i'm so tired of explainig to people what my options are...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:23 am, boooooort said :
what about old wedding programs..

see - i kept all those plane tickets and all that cos it reminds me of the travel i did..
but its soooooooooooo long ago now!
arhherhaeh

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:22 am, Zann said :
buy cardboard boxes and put stuff in categories...ie. girlfriend 1, girlfriend 2, high school, uni, etc...keep the boxes...if it cant fit into a box, then bin it...muahahahhahaa...u have to let go some time...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:22 am, boooooort said :
yes but the blog should be to general public..
it just updates everyone on the general bits..
u still maintain email (closer) communication with those people u want to...

a blog is not the be all and end all of your friendship

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:21 am, Zann said :
actually, the openess of blogs is precisely why i couldnt bring myself to do it...even though i toyed with the idea when i got here, cos i kept writing the same emails to everyone back home...but it's like there's a diff version of zann to diff groups of frens and i dunno how to write to all of them without being schizo...do i make sense?!?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:19 am, boooooort said :
probably
....
i have a faceless audience on the internet.. well i know who most of my readers are.. but i like how its so open...

hey - what things should i keep? and what should i bin? everything has memories atttached to it!

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:17 am, Zann said :
do u tink what she says is true?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:16 am, boooooort said :
she din like how i am able to communicate so freely and openly on the internet and cannot be intimate with her..


???


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:14 am, Zann said :
why? u slimed her izzit? or revealed too much abt her?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:13 am, boooooort said :
no
of course not..
it public..
rhaehreharhaerheah
my ex din think very highly of it though


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:12 am, Zann said :
oh...i juz thot most people who keep blogs juz moved on from writing diaries...btw, i've been snooping ard ur site, hope u dun mind...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:11 am, boooooort said :
only the one online...
i never was a good writer...

i tried starting some time ago.. but i dun afford myself enough time to maintain a diray properly..

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:10 am, Zann said :
hey, do u keep a diary?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:09 am, Zann said :
i dunno, my mom found it and gave it to me to keep...so i kept it lor...qt cute, pink hood and booties...hahaahahha...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:08 am, boooooort said :
ooooooooo
that's um.... disturbing.... y?!?!?!

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:08 am, boooooort said :
hraehrhehrhaerhhaehr
u just need some inspiration
why do people call me with private numbers????
don't they understand i'm not going to pick up the call?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:08 am, Zann said :
i see u are a real hoarder...but i still have the first clothes i wore as a baby...u cant beat that!

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:06 am, Zann said :
i gonna relegate the hotel, transport stuff to juz a sidebar and get it out of the way...gah...i really hate myself, the way i write is shite...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:06 am, boooooort said :
can u believ i got old plane tickets from 98 still sitting in my drawer

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:06 am, boooooort said :
paris..
see you there.. then you'll have a real live piece to write about


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:05 am, boooooort said :
the boring stuff?
the description of the hotel and sights though should make the reader feel it...
no?
i should eb able to close my eyes and smell the barcelonian air

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:05 am, Zann said :
hehhehehe...too bad then, no rendezvous for us...btw, i'm supposed to do another travel piece on top ten cities to have an adulterous affair...muahahahahaha...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:04 am, Zann said :
i just re-read my piece...i know what's wrong! the parts about shopping are pretty decent and breezy...it only starts to plod along when i talk about sightseeing, accomod, transport...ugh ugh ugh...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:04 am, boooooort said :
if i go.. it won't be for that long.;.
i may try to take additional leave but i'm not sure.. i might just head to paris for the few days and then head back home..
i got stacks of work


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:03 am, Zann said :
hehehehhee...wat's the chances of that happening? i gonna be in spain till early july...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:02 am, boooooort said :
i think as a show of good faith
our company should send a representative... me...


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:01 am, boooooort said :
um
i have a french client that i am trying to close..

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:01 am, Zann said :
u mean u can jus ask for trip, jus like tat??? wow...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:00 am, Zann said :
clear photo: that's gonna take more photography skills than what i have...teeheehee...i specialise in blurry effects...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 2:00 am, boooooort said :
hmmmmm
i really am working on that work trip to paris..
i just need to tie up some loose ends here... then go ask for the trip

its totally feasible

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 1:59 am, Zann said :
how does july look on ur calendar then darlin'? wink

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 1:59 am, boooooort said :
hmmmm
perhaps u should send me a clear photo of u first so i can provide more professional advice.

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 1:59 am, Zann said :
seriously, i tinking of a major haircut...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 1:58 am, boooooort said :
oic
rhaehrhaerhaeh
june huh
not sure if i can make it then dear..

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 1:58 am, Zann said :
yes yes, i'm going back in june cos i lurve barcelona so much!

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 1:57 am, boooooort said :
haerhrhaeh
no!!!!!!!!!!


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 1:57 am, Zann said :
yah, as my guy fren tells me, i must capitalise on my "classic oriental look"...blardee hell, makes me wanna chop my hair off just to break the stereotype...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 1:56 am, boooooort said :
yeah
but i thought u were heading there agian?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 1:56 am, Zann said :
i went there 2 yrs ago...definitely my fave european city...shopping, sangria, siesta, sun...ahhhhh...but somehow my enthusiasm doesnt seem to translate to my piece which sounds like a lonely planet description...ARGH!!!

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 1:55 am, boooooort said :
hahahahhahah
yellow fever must be quite rampant there..

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 1:54 am, Zann said :
u know, i've never been picked up in a singapore bar/club before...only in "white" countries do i seem attractive...bleah...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 1:54 am, boooooort said :
but u haven't been yet?!


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 1:53 am, Zann said :
the piece is so super blah that i'm too embarrassed to let u read it...it is that bad...travel piece on barcelona

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 1:53 am, boooooort said :
rhaehrhaerhha
hope u haven't...
;)

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 1:52 am, Zann said :
erm, yes, usually its the guys doing the pulling...there's an ad on tv with the girl telling the guy "you've pulled", so i guess that's the right usage...not that i've ever used it...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 1:52 am, boooooort said :
wat are u working on?
need some help?
\some inspiration?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 1:51 am, Zann said :
i hate my writing!!! been working on the same lousy piece for the past FIVE days and it still sucks big lemons! ARGH!!! i must finish it by tonite, otherwise dun let me sleep ok?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 1:51 am, boooooort said :
might sound weird if u say u been pulling guys...



On Mon, May 26, 2003, 1:51 am, boooooort said :
oic
ahrehrhaerh
pulled?
yeah
that works too
grrrrrrrrr
pull chicks...
ahrehrhahrha

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 1:50 am, Zann said :
the term the brits use for pick up is "pulled"...very strange...and no, i didnt go out in the end cos it was pouring...the 2 am was the prev nite...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 1:48 am, boooooort said :
hey
yeah
how was it?

2am!
wah! so late..
hehehehh
pick up?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 1:48 am, Zann said :
i cant wait for summer...as it is spring is almost over, and i think i only had at most 5 proper days of sun...i juz realised why i didnt feel cold even tho i came back at 2 am last nite...the wonderful warming effects of wine! tink it was 13 deg max last nite...

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 1:46 am, boooooort said :
heraaerhaerarehaerhaerh

just cos its REALLY cold over there!
hrahehreah
no one asked u to go..
u could have been basking in subtropical heat

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 1:45 am, Zann said :
wot rubbish...13 deg is bracing...when it is 13 deg here, we rejoice!

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 1:44 am, boooooort said :
its cold!
its around 13 deg c....
raehhrhaerhea
this is cold for us!

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 1:44 am, Zann said :
how cold is it there now anyway? when does winter proper start?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 1:43 am, boooooort said :
hshrharehhaerheah
that's why the super plug in wall vacuum will be running the whole time..
to suck up any extraneous dust

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 1:41 am, Zann said :
hehehe...sounds like my room at home...okie, ure a big boy, do whatever u want...juz dun blame me if u die of asphyxiation from dusting ur room

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 1:40 am, boooooort said :
oh yah
but that's part of the problem
...
my room is sooooooooo dusty i can't normally breathe in it....



On Mon, May 26, 2003, 1:39 am, Zann said :
you are supposed to rest, u naughty boy! (yes, i'm using my motherly voice now) cleaning is dusty, not good esp if you cant breathe rite?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 1:38 am, boooooort said :
not really..
thikning of cleaning up my room
chuck out old stuff
that sort of thing
i am a hoarder. so every once in a while i need to purge...

or might grab a dvd and chill out in front of the tv

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 1:36 am, Zann said :
heehehee...so u gonna spend the day in bed?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 1:36 am, boooooort said :
raheraherhaehrhaehrh
its ok..
i'm used to it!
harehrhaehrhehah

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 1:36 am, Zann said :
drink lots of water...geez, now i sound like ur mother again rite?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 1:35 am, boooooort said :
no
i dun really like going to doctors
or taking medicince..
i will take some vit c later and maybe a couple of panadols..
that should do the trick


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 1:34 am, Zann said :
so rest well in bed...u took meds?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 1:33 am, boooooort said :
ahh
sick...
cannot breathe properly again


On Mon, May 26, 2003, 1:33 am, Zann said :
morning to u too...hard at work? or on sickie?

On Mon, May 26, 2003, 1:33 am, boooooort said :
morninc schweety!

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 5:04 pm, Zann said :
muahahahhahahaha...catch ya later...sleep well!

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 5:04 pm, boooooort said :
nite..
morning....
whichever
speak to you in a couple of hours..


On Sun, May 25, 2003, 5:03 pm, Zann said :
nite nite...

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 5:03 pm, boooooort said :
ok bubs...
imma gonna zzzzz....zzzz....zzz.


On Sun, May 25, 2003, 5:02 pm, boooooort said :
i agree..
but its alwyas been false advertising in my case..

always duped by the sweeter offer..

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 5:02 pm, Zann said :
hehehehhe...the grass is always greener...sometimes...

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 5:01 pm, boooooort said :
no
but they're fun as hell
rhaehrhaehrheaeah
some are taken
some are not...
some wish they weren't

.. just joking about that last line..

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 5:00 pm, Zann said :
ur guy frens, on the other hand...not as hot as the chicks...muahahahhahahaha...but i guess they're all "taken" as well rite?

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:59 pm, boooooort said :
me = no pimp


On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:59 pm, boooooort said :
see..
knew i had to correct my bad language..

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:58 pm, Zann said :
"most of the girls u see on my site are taken.."
now, that sounded like a statement from a porn webmaster


On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:58 pm, boooooort said :
rahehraehr
that's what all my work collegues say...
they can't help but check out chicks' arses now..


On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:58 pm, boooooort said :
sorry.. i meant.. spoken for..

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:58 pm, Zann said :
you are a bad influence...see, usually i only check out guys...wink

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:58 pm, boooooort said :
in fact.. most of the girls u see on my site are taken..


On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:57 pm, boooooort said :
sigh
are u stooping to my level already?
rhaehrhaeherheah

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:57 pm, boooooort said :
yeah she is hot..
rhaehrhaerhhae
she's going out with this other guy though


On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:57 pm, Zann said :
i just realised how much i sounded like a red-blooded male with that last statement...groan...

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:56 pm, Zann said :
and again i say, u do know some hot chicks!

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:56 pm, Zann said :
hmmmm...i thot the bottom left one (with the top-graded eyebrows) was the prettiest...

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:55 pm, boooooort said :
muahahahhahahah
yes
i am..
*evil grinz*....

dun take it too seriously...
my ex has really shabby ones.. and i still loved her

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:55 pm, boooooort said :
i derno
there's no science.. just whatever

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:55 pm, Zann said :
oh u are so shallow, judging people by their eyebrows, of all things...muahahahaha

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:54 pm, boooooort said :
bottom left and bottom right are good..
i din say bottom right was bad...
rheahrhae
i like her for her eyebrows too!
rahehrehah

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:53 pm, Zann said :
erm, i dun see much diff between bottom left and bottom right eyebrows...but yes, ur hair looks as long as mine in that pix!

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:53 pm, boooooort said :
http://www.xanga.com/item.aspx?user=boooooort&tab=weblogs&uid=15997736

this one..
chick in top right photo is very pretty but not quite as good eyebrows....

does my reasoning make sense now?

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:52 pm, boooooort said :
and yes.. my hair was still much longer then

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:51 pm, boooooort said :
http://www.xanga.com/item.aspx?user=boooooort&tab=weblogs&uid=17090124

chick on bottom left has got really good eyebrows..

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:50 pm, boooooort said :
yeah i might do that...
wait
looking for a post for you

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:50 pm, Zann said :
ah, u better scoot off to bed then...but i still recommend taking a sickie...take care!

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:50 pm, boooooort said :
there;s good and there's great..
rhaehrhearheha
there's a diff..

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:49 pm, Zann said :
erm, all the chicks seemed to have ok eyebrows wat...i dont see no overgrown bushes...

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:49 pm, boooooort said :
ja wohl...
would be better if that was a test partner which came with it.. but i guess this will have to do.

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:49 pm, boooooort said :
see the bar chick in "cruising for a bruising"? she had nice eyebrows..

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:48 pm, Zann said :
yes, i know, gotta test out that new mattress rite?

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:48 pm, boooooort said :
darling
i would love to stay and chat
but alas i must depart..


On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:48 pm, boooooort said :
hreahrhaehrhaerhea
it was very appropriate when i posted it..
i was feeling that way


On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:47 pm, boooooort said :
if u press it though before all the pictures have loaded.. u won't see them all

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:47 pm, Zann said :
the stop button isnt active...gah....n'mind, i mute the thing...before i start floating around and acting new agey...

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:47 pm, boooooort said :
did it stop?

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:46 pm, boooooort said :
press stop
on your browser..

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:46 pm, Zann said :
how apt...so ure the one with one eyebrow????muahahahhahahahahaha...how do i shut enya up???

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:46 pm, boooooort said :
hraehrhaehrae
is he?
the taller one has a nasal accent no?

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:45 pm, Zann said :
i hate bert actually...i mean ernie...gah, u got me confused...i hate the short fat one, he's always bullying the other one...

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:45 pm, boooooort said :
yah enya
i dunno how to control volume..
sounds fine on my machine


On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:45 pm, boooooort said :
no
bert is the one with one eyebrow..
i have them mixed up
soemone pointed out to me i have ernie's pic as my personal pic

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:44 pm, Zann said :
wah, the music is v loud...enya?!?!?!?!

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:44 pm, boooooort said :
page loaded?

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:44 pm, Zann said :
wait, i'm confused now...which is ernie and which is bert!!!

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:44 pm, boooooort said :
yeah
heahrhaerhhaerhae


On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:44 pm, Zann said :
bert has no eyebrows!!! ernie has one!!!

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:43 pm, boooooort said :
i think u will be quite spun out...
haehrherhaerhhae
it might take a while to load


On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:43 pm, boooooort said :
are u a fan of ernie and bert?

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:42 pm, boooooort said :
hraehrhaherhaehrhae

http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=boooooort


On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:42 pm, Zann said :
what website? ernie and bert???

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:42 pm, boooooort said :
hahahhaha
silly billy


On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:41 pm, Zann said :
fark...icq is wonky today...keeps dying...

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:41 pm, boooooort said :
ooo
eyebrows win
hraehrheahh

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:41 pm, Zann said :
so if it is petite with bad eyebrows vs voluptuos with perfect eyebrows?

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:41 pm, boooooort said :
rhhaerharhaeh
yesh

why did u bring up ernie and bert?
raerhaehrea
do u read my site?
i din think u knew about it?

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:40 pm, Zann said :
my fren insisted if he didnt shave his eyebrows, they would grow into one ling caterpillar, sort of like bert's....as in ernie and bert...or was it ernie...i know one of them has no eyebrows and one has one super long one

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:39 pm, boooooort said :
yeah
over busty ones?
yeah probably..

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:39 pm, boooooort said :
i dun shave...
i do rub my eyebrows when i am stressed though


On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:39 pm, Zann said :
but u like petite girls in the first place rite?

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:38 pm, Zann said :
muahahahahhaha...when this closeted gay fren of mine told me he shaved his eyebrows, i laughed till i almost died...i never looked at him the same way again...

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:37 pm, boooooort said :
no lah
dun be silly
are u checking my photos now to see how even they are?
rahehrhearheah

put it this way..
i would (in physical terms) prefer to go out with a petite girl with great eyebrows than a more voluptuos girl with bad eyebrows.

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:36 pm, boooooort said :
its hard to explain it...
dun get me wrong..
i look at other physical things too..
but if one thing can do it for me.. its eyebrows...


On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:36 pm, Zann said :
do u shave ur eyebrows????

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:35 pm, boooooort said :
i derno
its just something about them i find incredibly sexy...
i dun like painted on ones..
but i cannot resist well sculpted.. i think they are incredible...


On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:34 pm, Zann said :
oh wait, i do have one hair related question...why eyebrows?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:34 pm, boooooort said :
hahahhahahahaha
nice one...
;)
i'll try to get my mind back on topic...


On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:33 pm, Zann said :
okie, i'm not gonna answer any more hair related questions...

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:33 pm, boooooort said :
muahahhaah
i am trying to unlock ur dark bisexual side lah

the one you don't knwo you have!

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:33 pm, Zann said :
shit, i din know u were a decent homely GIRL too...why am i wasting my time flirting with u...muahahahhahahahahahaha

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:33 pm, boooooort said :
u just wanna avoid those ingrown hairs...

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:32 pm, boooooort said :
ahehrhaehrhea
so.... u have tried it?
heahrheha

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:32 pm, Zann said :
bleah...i think regrowth will be quite a bitch...not to mention itchy and scratchy...

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:32 pm, boooooort said :
we must be destined to meet!

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:32 pm, boooooort said :
wah
just like me then!
w're made for each other lah!

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:31 pm, Zann said :
i wont wreak havoc!!! i'm such a decent homely girl with good moral values...muahahahahahahhaa

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:31 pm, boooooort said :
sorry
couldn't resist that one...

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:31 pm, boooooort said :
er..
so is shaven something else... but u;re not keen on it!
hraehrhaehrha

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:31 pm, Zann said :
but shaven head is so nice to touch...

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:30 pm, boooooort said :
muhahahahha
maybe they know you'll wreak havoc...

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:30 pm, Zann said :
hahahahah...sounds like my situation...friends are all attached...bleah...and yes, they never intro me to their hot single male frens...muahahahhahaha

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:30 pm, boooooort said :
i look like a 15 year old monk with a shaven head..
my old boss called me a street kid..

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:29 pm, boooooort said :
ooooooooo
u mean short hair?
my hair IS that short now!
shaven?
no..
no thanks..
my head dun look good shaven
(done it before)

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:29 pm, boooooort said :
I AM SINGLE!
arhehraherhaeh
they all belong to friends...
and they never intro me to other ppl
its a small group of friends... never anyone new..

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:29 pm, Zann said :
i mean the first matrix...i havent seen the second one yet...tomolo...

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:28 pm, boooooort said :
i was thinking i should be able to type from bed..
i got me a new wireless keyboard..
except.. how do u read the screen!?

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:28 pm, Zann said :
and btw, u seem to have no lack of beautiful girls around u...and still u complain abt being single???

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:28 pm, boooooort said :
what is that?
i haven't seen yet....


On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:27 pm, boooooort said :
ok soz dear.. but must sleep...
keen to try out my new bed again


On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:27 pm, Zann said :
hmmmm...cant really see ur hair cos its kinda dark...i'll take ur word for it...why dont u go for the keanu reeves in matrix look? hahahahhahaha...

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:27 pm, boooooort said :
decent chop wasn't it?

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:24 pm, Zann said :
ahahahahha...joey's man bag was the object of much ridicule...

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:23 pm, boooooort said :
isit?
did he carry one too?
its like an over the shoulder bag..

used to carry miscellaneous man things..
raherhaherhea
i'll send u another pic via icq.. from last week


On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:22 pm, Zann said :
what the hell is a man bag? izzit like the one joey carried in friends???

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:22 pm, Zann said :
and seriously, your hair is not short! at all! or was it dem long before u cut it???

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:21 pm, boooooort said :
yah lah
i must be more considerate too
raehrhearheah

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:21 pm, boooooort said :
hrherhahrhaer
my cam ain't that big..
and i tend to carry my man bag nowadays... solves th problem
i take lots of photos - like in memento.. to help me remember what i have done...

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:21 pm, Zann said :
my rationale whenever i call in sick is that i dun want to spread the germs to everyone else...see, such consideration...

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:20 pm, Zann said :
u seem to take a lot of pix when u go out...i can never remember to bring cam...that, and it never fits into my little bags *bimbo look*

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:19 pm, boooooort said :
yeah
thats what i figure
i'm hardly ever sick
might as well make the most of it..
although maybe i should chuck a sikie when i can actually be playing golf!

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:19 pm, Zann said :
skip work! take a sickie!

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:18 pm, boooooort said :
think i might head to bed dearest.. just in case i wake up feeling guilty and like i should go to work

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:05 pm, boooooort said :
yah
mine was a mistake
i think thta's hwy i toook a pic with my beanie on..
hrahehreha
my short hair is really really short/

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:04 pm, Zann said :
no money to get haircut lor...as my stupid fren used to say, i've had the same outdate hairstyle for the last 100 years...but i tinking of changing, just no guts...hehe

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:02 pm, boooooort said :
n btw.. ur hair is mega long hey?

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:02 pm, boooooort said :
yeah its like that joke...
the best kiss i had from a girl was from someone else's wife... my father's.

its a little unheimlich (scary)

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:01 pm, Zann said :
in ur case, i'm sure its oedipus, cos i just helped my flatmate type her psych essay...its about how as a baby u realise that u can never have your mother cos she belongs to ur father...or something like twisted and freudian like that...hehahahah

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 4:00 pm, boooooort said :
aiyah
pouring rain again

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 3:59 pm, boooooort said :
wasn't there father daughter, and mother son as two differernt ones?
i cant' remember..

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 3:58 pm, Zann said :
yeah, oedipus is the one...who was the other one u tinking about? narcissus?

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 3:57 pm, boooooort said :
bwhahhahahha
of course not you lah
i am not freudian lah
no oedipus complex here!

or was it the other one?


On Sun, May 25, 2003, 3:57 pm, Zann said :
erm, i'm not too keen to be seen as a mother figure to u....eeeeediot!

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 3:56 pm, boooooort said :
bwhahhaahhah
my mum says it like dat tooo
eeeeeeeeeeeediots...

have u sent the pic yet?

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 3:56 pm, Zann said :
oh stoppit, i sound like an eeeeeediot...or rather, singaporeans sound like eeeediots

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 3:54 pm, boooooort said :
muahhahahahah
exactly
i need to blend in wah?!

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 3:54 pm, Zann said :
yahlor, must practise...otherwise how to communicate hor?

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 3:53 pm, boooooort said :
hraehrheahraeh
i am practising lah..
for when i go and meet u in spore!
then i won't feel left out!

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 3:52 pm, Zann said :
ah, i see u will feel rite at home if u ever get to singapore...must speak like this ok...

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 3:51 pm, boooooort said :
bwhahhahaah
aiyah
teasing me one isit?

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 3:51 pm, Zann said :
i no have photoshop...i also no have grammar...

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 3:39 pm, boooooort said :
no
had to change it cos i been getting back ache..
so i put my old mattress back on...
hope it helps..
i think the newwer one was too firm

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 3:38 pm, Zann said :
u noe, u sound v well for someone who is sick...heh...

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 3:38 pm, boooooort said :
i'm hoping for a good night's sleep tongiht..
i;ve just changed my matress too
i tink its set to the highest res already...that's why the file is so huge

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 3:12 pm, boooooort said :
oic yah
hreahrheah
big one again?

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 3:12 pm, Zann said :
mebbe...supposed to meet some frens for driinks...cos of the holiday tomolo...

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 3:11 pm, boooooort said :
where u going?!
hey! u going out again tongiht?!?

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 3:11 pm, Zann said :
trying to force myself to do work...but all i can tnk of is going out tonite..

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 3:10 pm, Zann said :
nothing...didn't get up that long ago...am still in my PJs...

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 3:10 pm, boooooort said :
and wat reso did u take ur photo in?

its kinda not sharp reaally?

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 3:09 pm, boooooort said :
erm
how come u still got clothes on in ur pic?
rhaehrheahh

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 3:08 pm, boooooort said :
y?
wat did u get up to today?


On Sun, May 25, 2003, 3:08 pm, Zann said :
bored bored bored...

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 3:06 pm, boooooort said :
hrahehrhea
yeah
true..
my fren's cousin uses all of them to get leave from NS.. rhaehrhaeh
he looks indian

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 3:05 pm, Zann said :
well, we didnt celebrate them, but we sure enjoyed not having to go to work!

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 3:05 pm, boooooort said :
really???
did u use to celebrate all the indian holidays too?

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 3:04 pm, Zann said :
i dunno...there are so few hols here compared to singapore...heh

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 3:03 pm, boooooort said :
queen's birthday long weekend is coming up
but its in june i think

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 3:03 pm, Zann said :
no, monday is a holiday for us here for some weird reason...whitsunday or queen's bday or smthg...so i thot its the same for u...

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 3:03 pm, boooooort said :
no
not normally...
y?


On Sun, May 25, 2003, 3:02 pm, Zann said :
is monday a holiday for u guys?

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 3:02 pm, boooooort said :
yeah
arherharheahrea
then we can all take sick leave this week!
and play golf (when the weather is better)

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 3:02 pm, Zann said :
so u spread ur germs to ur frens? nice move...

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 3:01 pm, boooooort said :
i went out to a friend's place to watch vids..
had to leave the house..
was getting stale sitting at home for the past couple of days


On Sun, May 25, 2003, 3:01 pm, Zann said :
isnt it real late now? so i guess ure well enough to go out to play huh? ;)

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 3:00 pm, boooooort said :
sorta
i just got home
i an breathe a little now..!!
hraehrheah

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 3:00 pm, Zann said :
hey u...any better?

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 2:59 pm, boooooort said :
still on dear?

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 2:49 am, Zann said :
bye bye...take care, u sick puppy

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 2:49 am, boooooort said :
raehrhaehrhaehraherh
see itt soon dear..
in the meantime..
dun put ur clothes on!

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 2:48 am, Zann said :
heh...i finally figured out the best way to take self-potrait...using mirror!!!

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 2:47 am, boooooort said :
i've emailed it to u instead..
send urs back to me at my yahoo address.....
gotta jet hun
bai


On Sun, May 25, 2003, 2:42 am, boooooort said :
rhaehrhaehrehah
why so nerbous?

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 2:42 am, Zann said :
ugh, i nevere realised its so diff to take a pix of myself...major case of camera shake...

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 2:40 am, boooooort said :
yeah
done..
on its way
in a sec
hraehrheah

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 2:40 am, Zann said :
are u decent? or are u too sick to get out of bed?

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 2:38 am, boooooort said :
bwhahahahhah

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 2:36 am, Zann said :
ooooh...this is fun...i get to play with my cam after all...

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 2:34 am, boooooort said :
we could do that i suppose...
let me put some clothes on though

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 2:32 am, Zann said :
nothing indecent happened lah...hehe...but hey, i'd shoot a pix of myself now if you'd reciprocate with a pix of you "crooked as a dog"

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 2:31 am, boooooort said :
aiyah!
couls have been lots of indecent photos!

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 2:30 am, Zann said :
feel so blardee stupid now...remembered to bring the wine but forgot to bring my cam to the partee...


On Sun, May 25, 2003, 2:28 am, boooooort said :
hey
i been giving u ideas about working here since we met!
rhaehrheahrheahh
and.. no.. even worse than before..
crook as a dog now..

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 2:27 am, Zann said :
met a guy from sydney in fact...who gave me some ideas on working there...

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 2:27 am, Zann said :
hey you...feeling any better?

On Sun, May 25, 2003, 2:25 am, boooooort said :
hey there...
how was ur partee?
meet anyone interesting?

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 3:29 pm, boooooort said :
night dear
:)

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 3:26 pm, Zann said :
sweet panadol-induced dreams!

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 3:25 pm, boooooort said :
*muah*
thanks hun
have fun tonight...
make sure u remember to tell me all about it tomoz..

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 3:25 pm, Zann said :
u poor baby...yes, u better get some rest...*another big fat cuddle*

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 3:24 pm, boooooort said :
hraehrhaehreah
that's farnee....
age is so irrelevant anyway

hey dear.. i gotta go sleep
i'm gazonga'ed from the panadols i've been downing

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 3:23 pm, Zann said :
u know, when i was 17, i went out with this guy who was 15...i was so agonised over the age diff then...HA!!!

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 3:22 pm, boooooort said :
harehrhaherh
aimagine
u could so easily lead them astray...

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 3:21 pm, Zann said :
i dunno abt boys...will probably be a few, tho none will be 18...muahhahahaa...drats

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 3:20 pm, boooooort said :
i din ask about wild.... i asked about boys...
there u go dodging questions again

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 3:19 pm, Zann said :
i doubt tonite's party will be wild...probably juz civilised drunkeness...hhehehe

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 3:18 pm, boooooort said :
so - any guys at this partee tonight?

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 3:13 pm, boooooort said :
rhaehrhaherhaerhah
and u didn't think of this before!??

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 3:12 pm, Zann said :
muahahahhaha...there was once a really cute intern at my office...everyone was all gaga over him...in fact, i tink he's studying in london now...hmmm...idea...

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 3:11 pm, boooooort said :
hraehrhaerhaehrheah
i was 18
i think she was about 28
she was as confused as i was..

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 3:10 pm, Zann said :
wow...so was it like a case of mrs robinson? hehehe...

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 3:09 pm, boooooort said :
yeah
sure...
i was seeing someone about 10 years my senior some time ago...

ok
a long time ago...
shit.. we would be old by now..

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 3:07 pm, Zann said :
it mite backfire...being with someone so young mite make you feel even older! so would u go out with an older woman, say a couple of years?

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 3:07 pm, boooooort said :
i'm feeling old...
so i wanna feel energized again

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 3:06 pm, boooooort said :
i derno
if i could go out with an 18 year old i prolly would...

as the saying goes...

you're only as old as the person you're feeling

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 3:06 pm, Zann said :
i dun think i can go out wiht an 18year old anyway...wat would we talk about?!? but a couple of yrs younger is no big deal now...what is the age limit for u?

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 3:04 pm, boooooort said :
i'm sure they're just intimidated....
and... guys are so immature (myself included)
that they would feel insecure with an older woman


On Sat, May 24, 2003, 3:02 pm, Zann said :
i guess it is not an issue for guys...but i dont see any 18 year old guys wanting to go out with me?!?!

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 3:01 pm, boooooort said :
wow
so the 10 year old thing is not an issue then

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 3:00 pm, Zann said :
one 30 eyear old guy is going out with 23 year old girl who used to be his intern (no no, not monica lewinsky)...another guy is 28, his gf is 18 i tink...and another guy is 26, his gf is 16 (just barely the legal age!!!)

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 2:59 pm, boooooort said :
really?
wat sort of age diff???
i dunno - i think we were talking about it the other day...
18 yr olds are now 10 yrs younger than us...
that sucks..

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 2:58 pm, Zann said :
i dun remember being so hot when i was 18...teeheehee...btw, a number of my guy frens are going out with really young girls...makes me think i'm past my sell-by date

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 2:57 pm, boooooort said :
um
yeah
in a weird kinda way
rhaehrhaerhaehrhea
developed are they???
tsk tsk...

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 2:57 pm, Zann said :
u shd see how developed some of these 18 year olds are...hehehehe...i juz gave u incentive to visit singapore, huh?

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 2:55 pm, boooooort said :
hreahrhaerhaehrhaeh
never too old lah
n ur body is good wat?
i seeen ur pic

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 2:55 pm, Zann said :
singapore is hot, remember? all these 18 year olds flaunting their youth and pert bodies...muahahahhahaha...i'm a decade too old to compete with them...

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 2:54 pm, boooooort said :
eh?>
skimpy boob tops in singapore??

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 2:53 pm, Zann said :
yesh, i feel waaaay too old in clubs (at least in singapore)...all those nubile young things in skimpy boob tops...bleah...

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 2:52 pm, boooooort said :
oic
house parties are the best....
heheheheh
i hate going out to clubs nowadays

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 2:51 pm, Zann said :
fren is leaving her flat, so its a sort of farewell...

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 2:51 pm, boooooort said :
partee???
hehehe
where at?
house or club?

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 2:50 pm, Zann said :
finish up some work, hopefully, which has been dragging for past three days...then parteeeeeee tonite :)

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 2:49 pm, boooooort said :
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
nyummi

wats the plans for the rest of the day?

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 2:47 pm, Zann said :
*big fat cuddle*

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 2:46 pm, boooooort said :
bwhahhahahah
i'm waiting....
*sniffle*

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 2:45 pm, Zann said :
why not indeed?

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 2:45 pm, boooooort said :
oooooooooooooooooo
hraehrhaerhaherhae
y not!?

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 2:43 pm, Zann said :
awwwww...i give u a virtual cuddle...

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 2:43 pm, boooooort said :
i need a cuddle....
but no one to cuddle with


so sad
:'-(

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 2:42 pm, Zann said :
u better rest then...lots of water n cuddle in bed...

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 2:41 pm, boooooort said :
could be
i was all hot and cold yesterday...
rhaehrharhehareah
*cough*

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 2:41 pm, Zann said :
oh dear...not sras rite? hiaks

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 2:40 pm, boooooort said :
no
sick actually
i have a flu, sore throat, cough
the works really..


On Sat, May 24, 2003, 2:40 pm, Zann said :
i take it that "crook as a dog" means very tired? heh...

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 2:39 pm, boooooort said :
spent at home....
i'm crook as a dog...
yesterday was too long for me..
i was interstate on business


On Sat, May 24, 2003, 2:39 pm, Zann said :
how was ur sat?

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 2:38 pm, Zann said :
230 pm...juz woke up! hahahaahaaha...having my detox brunch now...

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 2:38 pm, boooooort said :
wats ya doing?
must be saturday morning already?

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 2:37 pm, Zann said :
hello dearie

On Sat, May 24, 2003, 2:37 pm, boooooort said :
how are ya dear!



On Thu, May 22, 2003, 3:12 am, Zann said :
gonna try to sleep now...hopefully i wont dream of bvlgari platinum bracelets!

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 2:50 am, Zann said :
strange...eyebrows...really??? i assumed most guys were either butt or breasts...

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 2:48 am, boooooort said :
good eyebrows... ie.. well defined...

turn off: i dunno if there's anything which i dislklike in particular..

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 2:47 am, Zann said :
hmmm...so, what is the biggest turn on and turn off for u? physically i mean...

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 2:44 am, boooooort said :
yeah
most of my friends are surprised by it, seeing as my arms are really quite hairless..

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 2:42 am, Zann said :
quite unusual for asians, no?

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 2:42 am, boooooort said :
not quite that much though


On Thu, May 22, 2003, 2:42 am, boooooort said :
oooo
i have chest hair..


On Thu, May 22, 2003, 2:41 am, Zann said :
actually, i sometimes wanna burst out laffing when i see chest hair sticking out of shirts like a fur rug...

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 2:41 am, boooooort said :
oh....
yeah
u see.. u like me are fan of neat & tidy...
:)


On Thu, May 22, 2003, 2:40 am, Zann said :
ummkay...never really gave it much thought...tho i find hairy chests and backs quite icky

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 2:38 am, boooooort said :
no.. i am a big fan of the trimmed look though

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 2:30 am, Zann said :
yes, that's a defninte no...do you know anyone who has done one?

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 2:29 am, boooooort said :
i take it that's a no?

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 2:29 am, Zann said :
yeeeeoooowwwwch

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 2:28 am, boooooort said :
bwhahahhahahaha

hey - just out of left field and complete curiosity - would you ever consider a brazillian?

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 2:26 am, Zann said :
i'm suffering from selective amnesia now...cackle

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 2:26 am, boooooort said :
er.. u said u like going on the bottom...
:)


On Thu, May 22, 2003, 2:25 am, Zann said :
huh? bottom? what bottom?

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 2:20 am, boooooort said :
:-D

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 2:20 am, boooooort said :
u can go on the bottom.. just how u like...


On Thu, May 22, 2003, 2:19 am, Zann said :
well, since i hardly sleep anyway, u can have the whole bed...i'm so generous huh?

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 2:18 am, boooooort said :
erm...
u have a bed...
u can have one side.. i can have the other...

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 2:17 am, Zann said :
i dun tink u quite grasp how minute my room is

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 2:15 am, boooooort said :
oh
we can be clsoe..
i dun mind..


On Thu, May 22, 2003, 2:15 am, Zann said :
i dun tink u'd want to be in my tiny room...after a couple of days with my sis, i threatened to send her back, cos it was just too close for comfort

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 2:13 am, boooooort said :
yeah
i know..
that's what i mean... if u're happy for me to sleep with u in london, then that might be something worth considering..
in singapore.. i can stay with some other friends so then u dun have to sleep with me.... in a platonic kinda way of course...

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 2:12 am, Zann said :
oh, i meant in singapore...


On Thu, May 22, 2003, 2:12 am, boooooort said :
in london?


On Thu, May 22, 2003, 2:10 am, Zann said :
erm, u do know i live with my parents rite?

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 2:10 am, boooooort said :
unless u're going to let me into ur bed...???
*wink*


On Thu, May 22, 2003, 2:09 am, Zann said :
hehehe...i see u're being pragmatic...

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 2:06 am, boooooort said :
yes
spore is a lot moire affordable
also fort accom

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 2:05 am, Zann said :
as long as it involves taking a plane, does it really matter how far away i am in terms of miles?

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 2:04 am, boooooort said :
hreahrhahreahhah
but then u'll be closer to me and i can visit u

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 2:04 am, Zann said :
but i dont really wanna go back to singapore, that's the prob...

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 2:03 am, boooooort said :
but fashion must be more interesting (and glamourous) to cover than oil rigs??

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 2:01 am, Zann said :
cos things change very quickly in the newsroom...nothing is guaranteed...shrug...

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 2:00 am, boooooort said :
why the IF?

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 1:57 am, Zann said :
i'm now torn between looking for a desk job to stay in london, and returning to singapore to do fashion (but there's a big IF attached to that second option)

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 1:56 am, boooooort said :
you should cover fashion

and pass me zhang ziyi's number too while you're at it


On Thu, May 22, 2003, 1:54 am, Zann said :
huh? what fashion?

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 1:53 am, boooooort said :
FASHION!!!!!!!!!!!
i lurve it


On Thu, May 22, 2003, 1:53 am, Zann said :
gosh, i just went to this crushingly boring news website cos i thot of applying for a job there...it's about oil and gas and transport and water and power...and yawn...

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 1:51 am, boooooort said :
hahahhahahhahah
i'd have to sell my apartment and then some i think

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 1:51 am, Zann said :
muahahahha...well, you never know...if you start saving up for a bvlgari platinum bracelet now...grin

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 1:50 am, boooooort said :
y do u say that?
i dun mind if she's married....
its not like we're gonna catch a bus together and i'm gonna hit on her..

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 1:50 am, Zann said :
hahhahahaha...she's married..and i tink she'd prefer my company ;)

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 1:49 am, boooooort said :
ahhh
send her to sydney
i'll volunteer to entertain

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 1:49 am, Zann said :
a fren from singapore is coming to visit, but she's sick of london, cos she juz came in jan...

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 1:48 am, boooooort said :
who u going with?
ppl u met in london or ur frens from spore?

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 1:47 am, Zann said :
the originall plan was to get a villa on a greek island and juz laze in the sun...but as more and more people dropped out, it became not feasible...so now it's one week shopping, one week on the beach...cant wait!!! esp with the dreary weather here...

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 1:46 am, boooooort said :
u never know..
i might take u up on it..
as unlikely as it might be...
*sigh*

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 1:46 am, Zann said :
ure always welcome to join me...muahahahahahaha

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 1:45 am, boooooort said :
soooooooo lucky to be able to do that...
so green with envy!

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 1:45 am, Zann said :
yes!!! summer break!!! shopping, sun and sangria!!!

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 1:43 am, boooooort said :
how come u're going to barcelona?
holidays?

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 1:41 am, Zann said :
not enuff sleep...kept zoning out in front of computer...and surfing for barcelona hotels...ugh

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 1:39 am, boooooort said :
how come?
distracted?

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 1:39 am, Zann said :
no class today...but barely did any work even tho i went to college...sigh...

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 1:37 am, boooooort said :
wah
i feel so speshial already....

tee hee.. so - how was class today?

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 1:36 am, Zann said :
welcome back, heh...ur presence was sorely missed...

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 1:33 am, boooooort said :
back hunny bun

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 1:19 am, boooooort said :
ahhahahah
will do..
gonna duck out of the office for a sec...
brb

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 1:14 am, Zann said :
well, if you ever make it to paris, lemme know...u know, since i owe u a dinner and all that ;)

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 1:13 am, boooooort said :
i would like to go to check out a shop
bwhahahahhah

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 1:12 am, Zann said :
oh, paris is so cliched...muahahahahahhahaa...

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 1:12 am, Zann said :
muahahahhahaha...just kiddin'
i'm planning a trip there next mth...searching for accomod rite now

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 1:11 am, boooooort said :
i'm actually thinking if i can scam my work trip to Paris, it might be worthwhile meeting up there?

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 1:11 am, boooooort said :
pardon?!
arehrhaehrhaehra
shure?!
heck - y not? next week?

WHAT?!?!!?

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 1:11 am, Zann said :
hey, wanna meet up in barcelona???

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 1:09 am, boooooort said :
in theory....
bwhahhahahahahha

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 1:07 am, Zann said :
so, more work = less time for ICQ?

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 1:06 am, boooooort said :
that's right!
;)
i think its just going to be a lot more work



On Thu, May 22, 2003, 1:06 am, Zann said :
oooh, i lurve it when the cat is away...the mice can come out to play!

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 1:05 am, boooooort said :
i'm fine..
my boss is on leave for 3 weeks which means i will be running the show here..
heheheheh

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 1:02 am, Zann said :
awww, sweet of u to try to cheer me up...enuff abt me...so how are u today?

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 1:00 am, boooooort said :
yeah

so - u feeling better yet now i have told u my ridiculous dream?

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 12:59 am, Zann said :
muahahahahhhahaa...at least u got the girl in the dream

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 12:54 am, boooooort said :
so spun out..


On Thu, May 22, 2003, 12:53 am, boooooort said :
yah
tell me abuot it?!?!?!
i dun even know how that came into the picture..
if it was hermes, it might have been more acceptable.. but it was definitely bvlgari... (well... it was my creation ubt branded bvlgari)...
i've never even seen a bvlgari bracelet?!

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 12:52 am, Zann said :
bvlgari platinum bracelet??? are u sure u not secretly gay???

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 12:51 am, boooooort said :
uyeah
dun worry - it didn't get that far..
i dreamt i was on a bus.. and i had this bvlgari platinum bangle on my wrist (????) and somehow managed to pick up this aussie girl because of it.. after she had been paying me out about it...

told you - it was very bizarre...

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 12:48 am, Zann said :
dare i ask what kinda dream?

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 12:47 am, boooooort said :
no
actually i haven't had a good night's sleep in ages..
i always wake up in the middle of the night...
its quite bizarre.. and very annoying
as such.. i wake up (when i have to wake up) never feeling completely rested..
i had a bonus dream last night though

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 12:45 am, Zann said :
dont u ever get the feeling, in the dead of the nite, that you are the only person awake and cant sleep...and you just want someone to talk rubbish to u? or mebbe u dont get insomnia...

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 12:43 am, boooooort said :
by the way...
you are most welcome to call..

your night is my day, so it won't really bother me too much..

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 12:42 am, boooooort said :
ah yesh...
i am like that too
i have been asked if i am south african...
strange...


On Thu, May 22, 2003, 12:40 am, Zann said :
i think i have a mad accent now...from having korean and greek flatmates, brit and indian and american classmates...i guess i'm adaptable to the situation?

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 12:39 am, boooooort said :
anytime..
in fact... we've never spoken have we..
do you have a strong singaporean accent?

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 12:37 am, Zann said :
okie, i'll try to remember to call u the next time i have insomnia

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 12:37 am, boooooort said :
hey - i din get no phone call????


On Thu, May 22, 2003, 12:36 am, Zann said :
it's like a replay of my life! almost word for word...gaaaaaaaah...

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 12:35 am, Zann said :
there was this scene were carrie and big were having a phone call in the middle of the nite, cos she cant sleep and she knew he would be awake...she said smthg like can i come over? but to make it clear, she says, just for the company...he says in his smarmy way, I looooove company...

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 12:30 am, boooooort said :
seeing bigs gets you down?

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 12:27 am, Zann said :
feeling a bit down actually...from watching sex and the city...mr big always gets to me...but im sure u dowan to hear abt it...

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 12:26 am, boooooort said :
ooooooooooooo
got me there...
hraehrhaehreah
how are you tonight?

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 12:25 am, Zann said :
massage? what massage? (two can play at this game, toe sucker)

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 12:24 am, boooooort said :
eh.. pardon massage queen?

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 12:24 am, Zann said :
heh, so i see you're denying all knowledge of anything that has happened?

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 12:23 am, boooooort said :
eh?
when?
has someone else been using my icq again?

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 12:23 am, Zann said :
hehehehe...those were ur words, not mine...

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 12:22 am, boooooort said :
weirdo???
bwhahahahha
how/why?

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 12:13 am, Zann said :
hello, weirdo from sydney :)

On Thu, May 22, 2003, 12:11 am, boooooort said :
hi gorgeous...
:-D

On Tue, May 20, 2003, 1:43 am, Zann said :
yes, it's lights out for me now...buh bye, catch u next time...now u can go do some real work *crack whip*

On Tue, May 20, 2003, 1:41 am, boooooort said :
mkay
leaving already?


On Tue, May 20, 2003, 1:41 am, Zann said :
don't forget the disco ball! muahahhahahaha...okie, u enjoy ur fantasy of foot massaage...i going to sleep...have a good tuesday, yah?

On Tue, May 20, 2003, 1:38 am, boooooort said :
kewl
hehehehhe
i'm still hoping for that dinner... and night cap..
and massage.. with a little candlelight..

On Tue, May 20, 2003, 1:38 am, Zann said :
heard nothing...not so fast i think...but at least i didnt get an immediate rejection...heh

On Tue, May 20, 2003, 1:38 am, boooooort said :
aiyah
ok lah
i let u rest...


On Tue, May 20, 2003, 1:37 am, Zann said :
i'm just about to go...really need to get my beauty sleep...

On Tue, May 20, 2003, 1:37 am, boooooort said :
did yuo hear back from the job yet?


On Tue, May 20, 2003, 1:37 am, boooooort said :
no

i'm back!

On Tue, May 20, 2003, 1:24 am, Zann said :
hurry back...cos i need to ditch u soon and get some sleep...

On Tue, May 20, 2003, 1:23 am, boooooort said :
brb hun

dun go


On Tue, May 20, 2003, 1:22 am, Zann said :
hahahhahaa...u got me chuckling here...but i'm not going to comment on your hand massage...and yes, a normal massage would be more than fine for me...

On Tue, May 20, 2003, 1:20 am, boooooort said :
oh
that..
yes
once..
i dunno if i enjoyed it so much.. i'd rather a hand massage...
er.. did that sound a little wrong?

On Tue, May 20, 2003, 1:18 am, Zann said :
no no, i mean literally...it's a thai massage thingy...i did it once (the walking i mean, not being walked on!)...very very scary, i thot i was gonna kill the guy or at least crush his kidneys but he seemed to enjoy it...hahahaha

On Tue, May 20, 2003, 1:17 am, boooooort said :
yes.. you guys walk all over me all the time...
i'm useless like that..
cannot resist...

On Tue, May 20, 2003, 1:17 am, Zann said :
i asked this good gal fren of mine to take up massage classes with me, so we can have professional massages anytime we want without paying exorbitant prices...she refused cos she doesnt want me to see her naked! hahahahha...have u ever had a woman walk all over u?

On Tue, May 20, 2003, 1:14 am, boooooort said :
i'd be happy to give you a massage..
i've been told i'm quite good..

On Tue, May 20, 2003, 1:07 am, Zann said :
massages, i like...i crave...i LURVE...mmmmm
but the feet dont do nothin for me...

On Tue, May 20, 2003, 1:04 am, boooooort said :
hreahhrahrhaherhah
they are soo good...
i received one once (!) from an ex.. it was so good..
we never should have broken up
just for the foot massages!

On Tue, May 20, 2003, 1:03 am, Zann said :
erm...one word...ticklish...heh

On Tue, May 20, 2003, 1:02 am, boooooort said :
really?
has anyone ever given u a foot massage?

On Tue, May 20, 2003, 12:59 am, Zann said :
i never understood that...fingers are nice, but toes...gross!

On Tue, May 20, 2003, 12:59 am, boooooort said :
so...
do u enjoy having ur toes sucked?

On Tue, May 20, 2003, 12:56 am, Zann said :
naughty naughty...

On Tue, May 20, 2003, 12:55 am, boooooort said :
hey...
i;'m keen not to do any work again today...
rahehrhaehrah
:)

On Tue, May 20, 2003, 12:55 am, Zann said :
isn't it too early on ur end? grin

On Tue, May 20, 2003, 12:54 am, boooooort said :
hahhahahahhaha
just lurvely dear...
now where did we leave it?

On Tue, May 20, 2003, 12:53 am, Zann said :
so was it good for u too? muahahahhahahahhahaha

On Tue, May 20, 2003, 12:52 am, boooooort said :
no
but u certainly kept me up all ngiht last night
arhherhahrhearha

On Tue, May 20, 2003, 12:51 am, Zann said :
ok ok, u want me to say u kept me up all nite, rite? wink

On Tue, May 20, 2003, 12:50 am, boooooort said :
tis not insomnia..
its the late night chatting to weirdos in sydney...
hey - that's me!

On Tue, May 20, 2003, 12:49 am, Zann said :
my hours are all topsy turvy these days...insomnia is driving me mad...

On Tue, May 20, 2003, 12:48 am, boooooort said :
wasn't from me keeping u last night was it?
i so did enjoy our chat..
*snicker*

On Tue, May 20, 2003, 12:47 am, Zann said :
readingg someting online, then gonna try to sleep...didn't make it for class today, so am determined to go tomorrow morning...ugh

On Tue, May 20, 2003, 12:46 am, boooooort said :
watcha doing tonight?

On Tue, May 20, 2003, 12:45 am, Zann said :
hey there

On Tue, May 20, 2003, 12:45 am, boooooort said :
good evening dearest....

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 4:05 am, boooooort said :
mkay
sorry
i ducked out for a second..

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 3:00 am, Zann said :
hey vegemite, i gotta zzz (even though i'm wide awake), otherwise i wont be able to make it for a session with my tutor...groan...have a good week ahead, yah?

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 2:53 am, Zann said :
i'm suddenly reminded of when harry met sally, when he claimed that a woman meowed...muahahhahahahahahaha...and i actually like disco balls spinning in total silence...something qt kitcsh and magical at the same time...

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 2:51 am, boooooort said :
imagery of disco ball... loud music... loud noises!
rhahehraherhea
loud is not bad..
but squealing is...

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 2:50 am, Zann said :
i'm insulted! i am not loud! what made u think that???

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 2:49 am, boooooort said :
doggy style would be good for that..
i could imagine your lovemaking being rather loud...
bwhahahahahhaha
as long as you don't squeal its ok..

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 2:46 am, Zann said :
yeah, i guess we're more tactile than visual...so i guess the best compromise is candlelight? heh...dim enough to conceal flaws, bright enough to see...hmmm, although disco ball does sound kinda fun...in a retro way...

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 2:43 am, boooooort said :
no...
i'm not a fan of the pitch dark...
guys are visual types remember.. we ogle women all the time.. so seeing someone next to you is as good (almost) as feeling them
girls tend to be more feeling less seeing in this regard... imho.

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 2:42 am, Zann said :
mirror ceiling conjures up images of tacky heart-shaped bed in some las vegas style hotel...muahahahahaha...do guys need it to be pitch dark, since i guess u have less hangups about ur body rite?

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 2:40 am, boooooort said :
rheahrahrhah
hell yeah!
rheahhrahrhae
i was just wondering about the lighting really..
whether you're one of those which needs for it to be pitch black..

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 2:38 am, Zann said :
erm, never really thought about it...candlelight mebbe? the glow off the tv? heh...but no mirror ceiling...doesnt it sound/look sleazy to u?

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 2:36 am, boooooort said :
yes...
do u prefer the lights to be on / off or doesn't really bother you?
ie.. are you the type who will have a mirror ceiling?

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 2:35 am, Zann said :
ah, i didnt understand that one...as in literally, lights on or off? (and no, this is not one of my diversionary tactics!)

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 2:34 am, boooooort said :
the lights question...

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 2:33 am, Zann said :
btw, i think vegemite is preety vile...so is marmite...muahahahaha...and sorry, what question was it i din answer?

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 2:31 am, boooooort said :
well.....
seeing as u like to be on the bottom... i guess... u get to be the toast..

by the way.. u still din answer the question...

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 2:30 am, Zann said :
so, food for thought...who's vegemite and who's toast? and will they ever meet?

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 2:28 am, boooooort said :
harhehhrea
bit of both i think...
i just dun want to have to start doing work...

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 2:28 am, Zann said :
i see ure feeling naughty today huh? or just particularly lonesome?

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 2:27 am, boooooort said :
i'd love for you to consider it..
hehehehehh
seeing as we're a million miles apart and all that..
hearhrhaehrha
lights on or off?

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 2:26 am, Zann said :
muahahahahhahaha...was that an indecent proposal?

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 2:24 am, boooooort said :
its not...
its hard work..
i'll prove it to you if i get the chance..
muahahahhahahah

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 2:19 am, Zann said :
woman on top...i always feel like the guy is being lazy...muahahahahhaha

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 2:18 am, boooooort said :
really?
missionary?
i dun really rate it...
i'm not surprised by your answer of doggy..
there's certainly nothing wrong with that... u dun like being on top?

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 2:17 am, Zann said :
hahhahahahaha...ok ok, it's a toss up between doggy and missionary...happy now?

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 2:15 am, boooooort said :
still!!!!!
rheahrheahrhea
you'll find i'm rather tenacious..

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 2:14 am, Zann said :
hehehhehe...i know...i the queen of diversionary tactics...i tink sometimes it is more the environment and the mood...rather than the actual technique...but of course, that's cos i'm a woman...

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 2:12 am, boooooort said :
but you're digressing...

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 2:12 am, boooooort said :
hmm...
yeah.. the doggy style does have its attraction..
i dun think its an allover good loving experience though
lovemaking is much more intimate when the couple faces each other and one is not getting spanked on the ass.

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 2:11 am, Zann said :
heh, i thot the alltime fave was doggy style? and ooh, ur answer was certainly graphic...blush...

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 2:09 am, boooooort said :
i'm a guy.. it works for me any which way!
rheahrhaeh
it works better for girls differently.. that was the whole point of the asking..
as a preferred style though? prefer girl on top with both people "sitting up".

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 2:08 am, Zann said :
hahahahaha...why don't u go first?

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 2:08 am, boooooort said :
hey
u still didn't answer the question?!
hraehrhaehrheah

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 2:04 am, Zann said :
hahahahhaha...yes, ur question suddenly made me feel v singaporean and inhibited...and no, i havent enrolled in the mile high club...yet...

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 2:03 am, boooooort said :
u have that inate girl ability to deflect direct questions..
you guys do it all the time..
answer a question with another..

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 2:02 am, boooooort said :
i can't say i've been there..
yes.. it was a rather direct question wasn't it...
i almost felt a little singaporean asking it too..
um.. u still didn't answer the question though...

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 2:01 am, Zann said :
hmmmm...wat a direct question...i've always had a thing for the mile high club actually...wink...

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 2:01 am, boooooort said :
or are u a bit keen on the missionary position?

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 2:01 am, boooooort said :
i'd like to try....
:)
now.. what would you say has been the most enjoyable sexual position you've had?

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 1:59 am, Zann said :
hehehhehe...yes, the singaproe girl...wat a way to fly...

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 1:59 am, boooooort said :
i met an SIA stewardess when i was flying there couple of years back.,.
we met up for drinks at vevet after that i think..

interesting girl..
hmm
yes.. definitely getting images in my head now..

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 1:58 am, Zann said :
erm, i went for the post-coital look...ie. big white shirt, messy bed hair and nothing else...but i think the best costume was the airline stewardess...she was the Singapore Girl, and her nametag read "Super Slut"

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 1:55 am, boooooort said :
yesh
but the imagery i'm conjuring is food for thought...

that sounds like an interesting party
care to say what you went as? feel free to send any pics this way...

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 1:54 am, Zann said :
btw, u do know that we have many gallons of ocean between us, hence it will be difficult to be...erm...vegemite n toast...hiaks!

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 1:53 am, Zann said :
did i tell u my crazy frens used to hold these slut parties...very very fun...people come dressed as air stewardess, jap schoolgirls, suzie wong, etc...the photos we took were of blackmail quality ok...

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 1:51 am, boooooort said :
damn
we need to drink together..
me happy .. you ... erm.. friendly
we'd hit it off like vegemite and toast

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 1:48 am, Zann said :
ah, the best kind of drunk...i like happy drunks...i have a fren who is a violent drunk...v scary...nearly broke my rib for no reason...when i'm drunk, i release me inner slut...blush

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 1:46 am, boooooort said :
not cursing..
not sitting in corner..
kinda loud but fun
i am a "happy drunk"..
before i pass out

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 1:45 am, Zann said :
wat kind of drunk are u? the noisy boisterous type? the cursing and swearing kind? the sit in one corner and mull type? the hit on every living thing type? or the take over the dancefloor type? heh

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 1:43 am, boooooort said :
haehrhahrheahrah
being drunk doesn't help a guy much with performance..

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 1:42 am, Zann said :
hahahhahahaha...i think my conscience hit me in the middle of my forehead actually...that, and the fact that alcohol wore off...muahahahhahahhaa

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 1:41 am, boooooort said :
bwhahahhahah
hey - i thought i was definite...
the um sort of was cos there was opportunity but i declined at the last minute..
something about conscience hitting the left side of my temple!

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 1:37 am, Zann said :
hehhehehe...i mite have smoked some grass, but was too drunk to remember...so my answers are mebbe, no and um, sort of...muahahahhahahahahha...we're so coy

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 1:36 am, boooooort said :
yes, no, um.. sorta but not..

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 1:35 am, Zann said :
so ure not that easy after all...oh oh, i juz remembered these three things a fren likes to ask...have you ever (1) done drugs (2) worshipped the devil (3) had a one night stand? i always find the answers v enlightening...heheh

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 1:32 am, boooooort said :
well..
all three...
but any of the three would get my heart beating a little faster..

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 1:31 am, Zann said :
ALL three? or any of the three? heh

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 1:30 am, boooooort said :
all three of those and i'm sunk....
i'm terribly hopeless like that..

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 1:15 am, Zann said :
and how easy are you? heh...a smile? a wink? a touch on the arm?

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 1:13 am, boooooort said :
ur easy level might be differetnt to other ppls..

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 1:12 am, Zann said :
serious...i dun know how to play hard to get, evne if my life depended on it...if i like the guy, i cave dem easily...too easily...i'm easy like that....

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 1:12 am, boooooort said :
that's what you all say!

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 1:11 am, Zann said :
hhhahahahhaa...i promise i wont play hard to get...wink

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 1:11 am, boooooort said :
ahhh
all u gals who think they deserve to be courted..
please come down from your marble pedestals...

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 1:10 am, Zann said :
nooooo...never again...as my guy frens always tell me, i deserve to be courted...muahhahahahaha...no wonder i'm still waiting...

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 1:08 am, boooooort said :
hreahrhhrh
i promise to be gentle

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 12:59 am, Zann said :
hahahhahaa...no way..i dont think i could ever do it again, after the last time i tried and the guy went "HAR??? DOWAN LAH!"

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 12:58 am, boooooort said :
ahhh
i am not holding u back..
please feel free to ask me out
i would be very flattered!

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 12:53 am, Zann said :
sigh...obviously i havent mastered the art of smiling seductively...heh...i always prefer the straightforward approach and always wished i can just ask a guy out...i tink i would make a v good guy actually...hiaks!

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 12:51 am, boooooort said :
bwhahahhahaha
yeah
but "making the move" is not that easy!
girls - you just need to smile seductively.. you catch our eyes, you steal our hearts.

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 12:50 am, Zann said :
but if u see a gal u like, u can just make a move...it's qt straightforward, no? but if you are a girl, it is that much harder to make any sort of moves, you have to be the mistress of subtlety and innuendo...ugh...

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 12:48 am, boooooort said :
no way!!!!
how is that so??
pls explain??! girls still expect guys to do all the courting! they just sit back and suck it all in!

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 12:46 am, Zann said :
i always think it is much much MUCH easier for a guy to find a girl...the situation is more dire forsingle gals like me, i'm afraid...

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 12:45 am, boooooort said :
hey
when u figure out how to catch a girl (for a single guy) let me know..
i'm struggling and out of ideas..

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 12:44 am, Zann said :
hehe...was juz tokking to my married frens...seems like all their husbands just let themselves go after marriage...but the single guys are still into maintaining their bodies...otherwise how to catch a girl???

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 12:42 am, boooooort said :
raehrhrhaehrheahra
yes.. my lurb handles are certainly firming up!

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 12:41 am, Zann said :
hahahahahhaha...my two korean flatmates are starting detox prog next week...so i'm inspired too...that, and the fact that i just weighed myself...ugh...hey, i havent had a drink for a week! unbelievable!

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 12:39 am, boooooort said :
yeah
i need a week without cigarettes and booze..
oh damn.. what would life be like?

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 12:38 am, Zann said :
mid-week detox...i think i've been eating too much meat...mebbe intox at the end of the week...hhahahahha...and ruin all the efforts of detoxing...

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 12:36 am, boooooort said :
later this week?
intox or detox?

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 12:35 am, Zann said :
heheheheh....u need to detox...which is what i'm intending to do later this week...

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 12:35 am, boooooort said :
had a rather large drinknig session on friday.. followed up by a crazy housewarming on saturday and a wedding dinner last night

too much intoxication

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 12:33 am, Zann said :
hehehehe...wat exactly were u up to over the weekend, hmmmm?

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 12:32 am, boooooort said :
rahehrhehrahrhahrarha
good one...
i dun even know how i am awake now...
i was very contemplating sleeping in and staying home today

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 12:32 am, Zann said :
i entered the twilight zone over the weekend...totally lost track of nite and day...a fren fron singapore sent me SMS at 6 am, and woke me up and i thot it was 6 pm...it all went downhill from there...hahahhahaha...i dunno how i'm gonna wake up for class tomorrow morning!

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 12:30 am, boooooort said :
wat did u get up to?
anything interesting?
wats happening with your job?

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 12:29 am, Zann said :
muahahahhahahaha...well at least one of us had fun :)

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 12:28 am, boooooort said :
yeah
but it was too big...
way too big...
i'm suffering.

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 12:27 am, Zann said :
hi there yourself :) had a good weekend?

On Mon, May 19, 2003, 12:27 am, boooooort said :
hi sweetness.

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 4:53 am, boooooort said :
take care hun..l
dun stress..
good luck with the job!

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 3:55 am, Zann said :
hey sweetie, i gotta catch some zzzzzz...have a good friday night out!

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 3:40 am, boooooort said :
np.
:)

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 3:39 am, Zann said :
yes, u better get back to work...i wouldnt want to get you fired...and once again, thanks!!!

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 3:38 am, boooooort said :
bwhahahhahahah
ok
i'll leave u to it..
dun forget to say goodnight though

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 3:37 am, Zann said :
urgh, now i need to write a cover letter and email everything...cos deadline is today...groan...

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 3:36 am, boooooort said :
r u going to bed now?

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 3:31 am, Zann said :
what happened to ur plans for paris?

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 3:30 am, boooooort said :
hahahhahh
no probs..
maybe i'll just meet up with you in singapore like we were supposed to do many moons ago..
:)

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 3:29 am, Zann said :
ohmigod, i've never seen my resume look so good before!!! i'm so impressed by my own acomplishments! muahahahahahahhha...i owe u a big one! anytime u decide to cross the ocean, i'd buy u dinner!

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 3:28 am, boooooort said :
have you had a look at it?
do u want anything changed?

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 3:25 am, boooooort said :
hhahahhahahhaha
hmmmm
why didn't i think of that before!??

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 3:24 am, Zann said :
you are such a dear!!! thank you thank you thank you!!! now, where did i put zhang ziyi's number...

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 3:24 am, boooooort said :
it should be in your hotmail in a sec.
:-D

hope its ok.

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 3:20 am, boooooort said :
ok
:)

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 3:20 am, Zann said :
erm, UK, i guess

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 3:19 am, boooooort said :
yes
ahrehrhhrahrha
now - what country shall i designate for goldsmith college..

UK or England?

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 3:19 am, Zann said :
ahhahhaha...well, officially, it was called "work experience"...but privately, i call it exploitation

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 3:18 am, boooooort said :
no..
that's not work..
that's just fun isnt;' it???

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 3:17 am, boooooort said :
oh right...
i see...
sure..
dun have to make urself sound all important..
its ok.. coffee testing si very important too..
they call me gohfer in the office..
u know.. go fer this.. go fer that..

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 3:17 am, Zann said :
yes, WTO in singapore...btw, i forgot to put in Cosmo...u tink 1 week of hell is worth putting in?

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 3:16 am, boooooort said :
just for completeness.. . i'm presuming you were working for WTO conference in singapore?

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 3:16 am, Zann said :
copy taster is someone who reads all the news from the wire agencies and picks the news (usually the international breaking news)

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 3:15 am, boooooort said :
doh!!!!!
hreahraehrha
i must have missed the word "fatal" when reading your post..
now what's this about you being a "copytaster"

you don't mean coffee-taster do you?

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 3:13 am, Zann said :
it kinda defeats the purpose of having more women interested if you are already dead...

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 3:12 am, boooooort said :
i'm hoping that you are!!!
that would increase the number of females interested in me infinitely!

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 3:11 am, Zann said :
hmmmm...how do u know i wont turn out to be some fatal attraction, bunny-boiling stalker?

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 3:11 am, boooooort said :
*kaching*

hehehehhe
:)

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 3:10 am, Zann said :
ah yes, now u can do the scary stalker thing, now that you have my adress!!

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 3:09 am, boooooort said :
haerhhraherhaeh
u never knwo..
i might drop by

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 3:08 am, Zann said :
muahhaahhahahaha...how is that possible? i dont even know how many oceans are standing between us!

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 3:07 am, boooooort said :
heheheh
i'll be getting a real one thank you..

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 3:07 am, Zann said :
you are my hero!!! muaks!!!

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 3:05 am, boooooort said :
i'll have it done in about 10 mins..

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 3:02 am, boooooort said :
dun worry
:0
happy to help....

remember.. if you do get the job u owe me lunch (or a girlfriend)

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 3:01 am, Zann said :
i'm sooo touched...but seriously, u dun need to do it if it is too much work...god knows it gave me a headache

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 3:00 am, boooooort said :
yeah
as we speak...
hreahrhhrahh
i can do my work later...

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:59 am, Zann said :
yes yes, i want sans serif...heh...u kind soul, ure formatting it for me???!!!

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:58 am, boooooort said :
oh
ok....
do yuo really want a sans serif typeface?

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:58 am, boooooort said :
ok
did you have anything in bold or italics??
cos there was nothing on this end?

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:58 am, Zann said :
eeeeeeediot...it was nicely aligned and all on my end...i took out all the bold bits cos i thot it would juz make things worse

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:57 am, boooooort said :
ahehrheahrhea
it was formatted on this end too..
just really badly
hreahrahrheah

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:56 am, Zann said :
it was formatted on my end!!!!!!!! GAAAAAHAAAAHAAHAHAHAHAHAH

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:56 am, boooooort said :
hmm
yes..
your formatting does need some work doesn't it!

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:56 am, boooooort said :
but its a lot more effective... :)
its always been around over here...
eahhraherhearheh
i dunno why we have it though.. we all get absolutely plastered by 10 pm.. after 4 hours of drinking!

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:55 am, Zann said :
who came up with this rule??? its horrible to drink on empty stomach!

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:55 am, boooooort said :
got it

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:54 am, boooooort said :
oh
you're not allowed to eat on friday after lunch until drinking is over...

otherwise you have to drink two shots of chartreuse to make up for the eating...
u really dun wan to do that

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:54 am, Zann said :
just emailed u

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:50 am, Zann said :
huh? what friday eating is cheating rule????

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:48 am, boooooort said :
neh
too early...
cos of the friday eating is cheating rule.. delayed lunch on friday is better..

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:47 am, Zann said :
isnt it almost time for lunch on ur end?

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:45 am, boooooort said :
email it...

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:42 am, Zann said :
ah, you're afk...lemme try to send u my resume via icq...if it doesnt work, i'll email u?

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:32 am, Zann said :
stupid me, i juz realised i only have acrobat READER...groan...feel like a computer moron now

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:31 am, boooooort said :
rhaehrherha
i have acrobat here so i can convert it if you like...

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:30 am, Zann said :
ah, lemme play around with adobe and try if it works...this is driving me mad

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:30 am, boooooort said :
sure
no probs..
;)

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:29 am, boooooort said :
convert it to PDF!
rheahrhahrah
send it over and i should/might be able to do it (if i can read your mac word format)

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:29 am, Zann said :
muahahhahahahhahaha...ure on pc rite? i'll reformat and can u take a look if it is wonky still? sigh...

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:28 am, Zann said :
the problem is that i dunno how it will turn out on the other end, cos it deps on wheter they're using PC or mac...gahhhhh

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:28 am, boooooort said :
but i'll want commish if you get the job!
;)

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:28 am, boooooort said :
hahahazh
send it over..
it'll give me something to do..

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:28 am, boooooort said :
yr resume creates the first impression...
i dunno if u'd want to do that..
reformat it.. doesn't take that long!

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:27 am, Zann said :
muaahhahahahhaa...ask u smthg...does it look v bad to send a resume with wonky formatting for a job that is to do with IT? heheheheh...i cant be arsed to reformat everything nicely

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:26 am, boooooort said :
hey
that's it!
rhahehreheahrharhea
hmm..
just having a look at some photos of her on the web now that you've jolted my memory and she's not quite as attractive as in crouching tiger

esp... in that scene where its raining... of course it has nothing to do with the fact she's wearing white..

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:25 am, Zann said :
heheheh....u can speak the language of lurve...

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:25 am, boooooort said :
hey
just get me a look in and we can speak with hand signals or otherwise...
i can work magic with my fingers..

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:24 am, Zann said :
but ur resume needs to be in chinese, cos erm her engrish is erm not very erm fluent...

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:23 am, boooooort said :
ahhhhh
yes
excellent
*drool*

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:23 am, boooooort said :
i dun think its ur end.. its prolly our firewall

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:23 am, Zann said :
yes yes, i will be forwarding it to zhang ziyi's agent later...

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:23 am, Zann said :
grrrrr....i've updated my icq to the latest version just today, but still it is wonky!

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:22 am, boooooort said :
i expect you now to star looking for a suitable young girlfriend for me now that you have all my intimate details...

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:22 am, boooooort said :
i've emailed it to you cos i can't send through icq..

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:20 am, boooooort said :
sure...

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:17 am, Zann said :
hahahahaha...hey, do u happen to have a copy of ur resume i can sneak a peek at?

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:16 am, boooooort said :
um yeah...
i haven't done any work forr a while

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:16 am, Zann said :
hahahhaha...i tink if i had icq at work, i'd never get anything done!

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:15 am, boooooort said :
i am sortof... but then again.. i have my priorities right.. chat first.. work later..

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:14 am, Zann said :
hiaks...if only the rest of the world would convert to mac, all my problems would be solved...hahahha...u busy with work?

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:13 am, boooooort said :
ahahhahah
more mac fun...
i once considered macs.. but i figured since i've been using pcs since 83 (our first computer was an IBM PC original!) .. i'd best stick to what i know!

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:11 am, Zann said :
frustrated...trying to format my resume, but it has gone pear shaped...gaaaaahhhh, sometimes i regret being a mac user

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:10 am, boooooort said :
hi dearest...
:-D
are you feeling joyous tonight?

On Fri, May 16, 2003, 2:08 am, Zann said :
hello hunny bunny

On Thu, May 15, 2003, 1:41 am, Zann said :
gonna zzz soon...that is if i can fall asleep...catch u online if i'm still awake...and hey, i tink i'm less moody now after talking to u :)

On Thu, May 15, 2003, 1:40 am, boooooort said :
gotta go for a meeting
bbl
:)

On Thu, May 15, 2003, 1:40 am, boooooort said :
i figured that if i din try.. i would know inside that i am capable for more..
i dunno.. i dun think its a particularly good attitude to have.,.
my parents din think much of my efforts when i was finishing my high school.. i ended up with a mark of 97.7 which means i beat 97.7% of students in the state... they were expecting more and for me to easily surpass my brothers marks.. they're so asian but i love them.

On Thu, May 15, 2003, 1:33 am, Zann said :
i never apply myself to anything for fear of not being good enough -- ohmigod, that is soo sooo sooo true of me too, in everything i do...it's like an escape route...i've never been able to verbalise that before...i just convince myself that i cant be bothered to put in 100%...

On Thu, May 15, 2003, 1:30 am, boooooort said :
truely very deeply..
um
its not even onyl about love though
i never apply myself to anything for fear of not being good enough
i suppose love is even more difficult because it involves interaction with someone else (who may or may not share the same reservations)

On Thu, May 15, 2003, 1:28 am, Zann said :
i know what u mean, exactly...sometimes i really wonder is there such a thing as "enough"...how do u measure love anyway? (ahhh, wat a deep philosophical question...hhhhehe)

On Thu, May 15, 2003, 1:24 am, boooooort said :
yeah
that's it!!!!!!!!!
i've never been able to put my finger on it...
but that wuold be close..
i never want to give 100% in case its not enough
does that make sense?

On Thu, May 15, 2003, 1:23 am, Zann said :
or mebbe u are the sort who is more tentative about giving everything...like there's a need to hold back a bit, in case it doesnt quite work out...?

On Thu, May 15, 2003, 1:20 am, boooooort said :
yeah
i am a little bit scary like dat
but more in the i'm too lazy/selfish to put any effort into a relationship cos i always have to come first...

oh.. maybe its not selfish.. maybe its just stubbornness or pride

On Thu, May 15, 2003, 1:19 am, Zann said :
selfish? in wat way? as in "i want you all for myself and no one else can have you" ??? sounds like my fren's scary possesive ex boyfriend...

On Thu, May 15, 2003, 1:17 am, boooooort said :
erm..
no.
i classify myself as selfish..

On Thu, May 15, 2003, 1:16 am, Zann said :
heh...been a long time since anyone called me "innocent"...would u classify yourself as innocent?

On Thu, May 15, 2003, 1:12 am, boooooort said :
nah
you're just like some other friends of mine who are too innocent to see the plays guys make on them

On Thu, May 15, 2003, 1:09 am, Zann said :
hehehehe...i tink some women are juz born with a seductive gene...unfortunately not me...i prefer to play it straight n i'm hopeless at playing games...mebbe that's why i'm so hopeless at this thing called love...

On Thu, May 15, 2003, 1:06 am, boooooort said :
girls dun normally have to try
or maybe i am getting "desparate"
that word doesn't sound right

On Thu, May 15, 2003, 1:05 am, boooooort said :
women who are so damn seductive and yet so out of my reach

On Thu, May 15, 2003, 1:05 am, Zann said :
and juz to clarify, i am more defnitely not a femme fatale...not even if i tried my darndest...i'd prolly burst into laughter if i ever tried...that or i'd just die of embarrassment and shyness

On Thu, May 15, 2003, 1:03 am, Zann said :
erm, wat annoys the hell out of u? women who act like femme fatales?

On Thu, May 15, 2003, 1:02 am, boooooort said :
and.. there's nothing wrong about it.. except for that it annoys the hell out of battlers like myself.

On Thu, May 15, 2003, 1:02 am, boooooort said :
i know Mr Big.. not personally but well enough..
:)

dun think you're a slut. i think most girls (if they wanted to) could be femme fatales.. just depends on your motive and expected outcomes?

On Thu, May 15, 2003, 1:01 am, Zann said :
i like the way u make me sound like some femme fatale...or some slut...hahahahha...he is my version of Mr Big (Sex and the City, u watch?)

On Thu, May 15, 2003, 12:58 am, boooooort said :
which one of your many lovers is this?

On Thu, May 15, 2003, 12:57 am, Zann said :
i dun even know why i'm thnking of him, cos if he ever looks for me, i'd probably tell him to fuck off...but yet...argh...the heart is such a traitorous thing huh?

On Thu, May 15, 2003, 12:53 am, boooooort said :
i dun curse myself..
i get a lil frustrated i guess..
ahehrharheahrhea
that's always the case though.. what u want u can't have, what u dun want keeps knocking on the door..
then again.. i spose that is what it must be like in reverse too..

On Thu, May 15, 2003, 12:52 am, Zann said :
sorry to crush ur hopes, but it aint u...do u sometimes tink of someone, and then curse urself for being foolish, cos u know the other person is not thinking of u?

On Thu, May 15, 2003, 12:51 am, boooooort said :
ah!!
me!
me!
I vote for me!

On Thu, May 15, 2003, 12:50 am, Zann said :
muahhahahahaha...you just made me laugh out loud...freudian slip on ur part huh?...but i was, indeed, thinking of someone...

On Thu, May 15, 2003, 12:48 am, boooooort said :
oh
i misread ur msg the first time and i thought you said you were thinking of me too much

On Thu, May 15, 2003, 12:47 am, Zann said :
yeah, sorry about being so moody...not getting enough sleep, bad dreams, thinking too much, etc etc...

On Thu, May 15, 2003, 12:45 am, boooooort said :
yeah
what's with that???
hraehraherhea
grumpy!
i need a holiday... to france.. or aruba or vietnam..

i know they're unrelated destinations.. but what the heck!

On Thu, May 15, 2003, 12:44 am, Zann said :
ure heading towards winter rite? well, i still feel like i'm not out of winter yet! bleah...gosh, i'm grumpy today huh?

On Thu, May 15, 2003, 12:42 am, boooooort said :
rhaherherha
tell me about it... and the tornados in the US!

On Thu, May 15, 2003, 12:33 am, Zann said :
the weather's all fucked up these days...u know, cos of that big hole in the ozone and all that...

On Thu, May 15, 2003, 12:32 am, boooooort said :
yeah well.. if these freaks say the drought is still on, they need to check their eyesight...
there's been HUGE amounts of sideways rain..

On Thu, May 15, 2003, 12:31 am, Zann said :
erm, it's supposed to be spring now, and the past few days there's been endless rain and HAIL STONES! i'm not in a good mood too...and not just cos of the weather...

On Thu, May 15, 2003, 12:30 am, boooooort said :
oh you know..
not really?
its pissing down rain here.. and has been for the last couple of days.. and i don't have my acr as its getting fixed..

so i had to catch a bus in today.. so.. no.. i'm not really THAT chirpy!

On Thu, May 15, 2003, 12:29 am, Zann said :
hello sunshine...you sound like you're in a good mood

On Thu, May 15, 2003, 12:29 am, boooooort said :
morning lovelies..
how are u?

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 2:45 am, boooooort said :
MUAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH
:-{}

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 1:48 am, Zann said :
yes, sleeping soon...just finishing up...have a good monday!

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 1:48 am, boooooort said :
bwhahahahah
are u needing some sleep deary???
i am going downstairs for a walk around..
will be back in a bit..
if you're going to bed.. have a lovely night
sweet dreams.

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 1:46 am, Zann said :
i think i shyer...erm, more shy, i mean...

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 1:45 am, boooooort said :
i am shy..
i dun like meeting new people...

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 1:45 am, Zann said :
heh...guess you would not describe yourself as "shy" then huh?

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 1:43 am, boooooort said :
yeah
i dun ENJOY it.. but i dun mind it...
i think i'm just feeling like its good to get a little recognition..
i always admire the people i go and listen to at courses..

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 1:42 am, Zann said :
i took a course once...i was hopeless at it...public speaking is my greatest fear...i dont even like talking to a large group of acquaintances...gulp...luckily it is not a skill i need v often

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 1:41 am, boooooort said :
really??
hehhehe
i have done a couple of courses..

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 1:37 am, Zann said :
hehehe...i hate it so much, i turned down my best fren when she begged me to speak to her graduating class about a career as a journalist...absolutely no way man!

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 1:36 am, boooooort said :
yeah
i dun mind public speaking...

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 1:33 am, Zann said :
yikes...hope ur good at public speaking...i hate it...usually end up talking to my notes...

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 1:32 am, boooooort said :
yeah
was boring
i have to give a presentation this week to this post grad course which is doing a tour of our centre..

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 1:31 am, Zann said :
that was a quick meeting

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 1:31 am, boooooort said :
boi!

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 1:15 am, Zann said :
gonna sleep soon...major presentation tomorrow...catch u next time!

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 1:14 am, boooooort said :
really???
i just meant the blue guy - whatever his name was..
gotta duck to a meeting hun
see u in a bit..

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 1:14 am, Zann said :
oh oh, i read somewhere that the muslims are conmplaining that the bad guy stryker or something was wearing a ring that said Allah in arabic...they're saying the movie is anti islam...

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 1:13 am, boooooort said :
yeah
not pleasant...
there's no reason why she should not have been a nicer person...
and that whole religious thing was a little weird too i think

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 1:11 am, Zann said :
oh yeah, kelly hu was so cool, i was sad when she died and landed with a clunk at the bottom of the tank

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 1:11 am, boooooort said :
it is a weird story in parts though...
wolverine should have gotten with the fingernail chick

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 1:10 am, Zann said :
u know, i was never v into the whole wolverine thingy the first time round...but after x2...wow! hugh jackman...

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 1:09 am, boooooort said :
yeah
that opens this week here...
yes.. very much looking forward to it...

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 1:08 am, Zann said :
yeah, i liked it more than the first one...btw, i did some online quiz thing and i'm jean grey! teeheehee...now waiting for matrix reloaded...

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 1:07 am, boooooort said :
yeah
htat's what i mean!
i reckon it would work too...
anyways... what else did you get up to apart from x2?
i loved it by the way

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 1:05 am, Zann said :
but it is quite yummy...and there are always people standing and watching them make it on the grill thingy...

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 1:04 am, boooooort said :
she din seem to think enough people would dig in to it..
yeah - that's the sort of concept i meant... like a food court thingy

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 1:04 am, Zann said :
ooooh, i like takoyaki! they have it in some food halls in singapore...why wont it survive in sydney??? cos of the balls thing???

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 1:03 am, boooooort said :
takoyaki??
hrehahrah
octopus balls??
my friend thinks that won't survive as a business in sydney

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 1:02 am, Zann said :
u know, i have only had jap food ONCE since i got here...too blardee expensive...very sad...i miss my tako...

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 1:01 am, Zann said :
but ika is not so thick and chewy...octopus is tako...

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 1:00 am, boooooort said :
hmmm
ok...
but then again...
ika - which is cuttlefish and served raw with sushi is also chewy

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 12:59 am, Zann said :
no no, not slimy at all...more like bouncy and chewy...mmmm....octopus, not squid, not cuttlefish...the one with the suction pads...

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 12:58 am, boooooort said :
really?
i'll try it, but i'm skeptical....
they're really slimey!

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 12:56 am, Zann said :
i've nothing against raw food...but i find raw fish slimy...just as i dun really fancy raw oysters...dun like slimy food...u mean u never had jap-style raw octopus??? oh gosh, the yummiest raw food ever!

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 12:55 am, boooooort said :
wat slimy?
raw fish is not slimy!!!!
raw octopus????
raw fish (if fresh) should be firm

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 12:54 am, Zann said :
hahahahahah...sorry, wrong answer...i dun eat raw fish, cos too slimy! (altho i do eat raw octopus, which i LURVE!)

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 12:53 am, boooooort said :
i lurve raw fish!!!
see!
we're perfecet for each other!

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 12:50 am, Zann said :
oh, do u eat raw fish? this could be the crucial factor in whether we can ever get together...muahahahahahahaha

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 12:47 am, Zann said :
really??? ooohhhh...i am so in love with japan...u really shd go!!!

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 12:46 am, boooooort said :
reallly??
yummm
i wanna go to japan...
i might be doing so as well...
hehehheh
:)

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 12:46 am, Zann said :
u know in japan, they have these stand-and-eat noodle bars...u buy a ticket from vending machine outside and hand it to the chef inside...vvv cheap and super yummy! and many many choices! half the time i din know what i was ordering, cos it was all in japanese!

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 12:44 am, boooooort said :
yesh
smoked salmon is nice too...
i did a tuna bake some time ago...
that was really good...
will try a different bake tonight...

yes, cold noodles are ok, but i'm much more a hot tempura soba.

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 12:43 am, Zann said :
oh oh, smoked salmon in cream sauce! so easy to make, no cooking involved at all....oh stop stop...i'm drooling!

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 12:42 am, Zann said :
do u like jap cold noodles??? oh gosh, i lurve it...just bought the sauce and soba...since it is getting warmer and spring-like, i think will be vvv nice to have cold noodles for lunch....mmmm...drats, forgot to buy seaweed!

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 12:42 am, boooooort said :
tagliatella? hmmm...
did u make it?
u know what else is nice?
liguine in light olive oil with vongoles (those little clam type thingies)...
that's yum

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 12:41 am, Zann said :
oh gosh, all this talk of food is making me hungry....btw, i had taglitalle for dinner...hehe...

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 12:41 am, boooooort said :
i lurve jap food

u're making me hungry now.. i think i might have to go get some breakfast!

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 12:40 am, boooooort said :
that's pork and onion and egg crumbed...
YUM!

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 12:40 am, Zann said :
yes yes katsu don! forgot the name suddenly...mmm...

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 12:39 am, boooooort said :
gooey egg??
not like a katsudon is it?

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 12:39 am, boooooort said :
put it IS scrambled.. just chuck it in to the sauce and let it cook in the cream...
u can do chicken in the cream too, but i prefer to cook the chicken on a hot pan first, to seal the meat and brown it (looks a lot better than pasty chicken)

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 12:39 am, Zann said :
i only like rice if it is sushi or that jap rice thingy with the gooey egg on top....mmmmm

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 12:38 am, Zann said :
i can never get the egg part rite...it always ends up scrambled! :( actually i was just thinking of trying again this weekend...wat a coincidence!

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 12:38 am, boooooort said :
i only like fried rice..
or nasi biryani.. or any other sort of flavoured rice, like nasi lemak or chicken rice..

plus most of all, i like risotto

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 12:37 am, boooooort said :
carbonara...
cream 250 ml per serve..
fry some garlic,
put in some onions (chopped finely).
whack in your cream, dollop of wine..

i derno.. that's about it isn't it? throw in egg for carbonara..

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 12:36 am, Zann said :
hahahahah...my two korean flatmates who eat rice EVERYDAY think i'm weird and sort of traitorous, cos i avoid rice...hahahhahaha

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 12:35 am, Zann said :
i only know how to make tomato based sauces...actually not that fantastic either, but definitely more than edible....but i dunno how to make cream sauces...my attempt at carbonara failed the last time i tried...any secret recipe to share?

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 12:34 am, boooooort said :
same!!!!!!!!!
in that order too!!!!
hey - we should hook up.. we'd be perfect for eeach other!

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 12:30 am, boooooort said :
how was the weekend?
how are ya?

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 12:30 am, Zann said :
hey there sugar pie ;P

On Mon, May 12, 2003, 12:30 am, boooooort said :
hey hunnie

On Fri, May 9, 2003, 12:51 am, boooooort said :
eh?
so what's up?

On Fri, May 9, 2003, 12:49 am, Zann said :
hey, the net is crawling tonite, so i gonna give up on research (good excuse huh?)...i gonna read a book in bed and hope to fall asleep...goodnite! have a good friday!

On Fri, May 9, 2003, 12:45 am, Zann said :
hehehhe...mid-week binge huh? i going clubbing tomolo...goodbye sobriety!

On Fri, May 9, 2003, 12:44 am, boooooort said :
doesn't quite compare to the two pints, two schooners, and 5 scotchs i had last night from which i am still suffering..

On Fri, May 9, 2003, 12:43 am, Zann said :
heh...i already had half a pint at the pub before dinner...it's almost 1 am here...i am so slow in getting work done, i so wanna kill myself...

On Fri, May 9, 2003, 12:42 am, boooooort said :
good
dun stresss.
enjoy
have a glass of wine and kick back

On Fri, May 9, 2003, 12:41 am, Zann said :
heh...i am on the verge of giving up on getting any work done tonite...

On Fri, May 9, 2003, 12:40 am, boooooort said :
of copurse not
i am having brekky at work

On Fri, May 9, 2003, 12:37 am, Zann said :
hello there...am i disturbing?

On Wed, May 7, 2003, 3:28 am, boooooort said :
mkay
night night
sleep well.. don't dream about knitting.

On Wed, May 7, 2003, 2:30 am, Zann said :
hey, i gotta try to get some sleep...have been awake for 22 hours straight...insomnia sucks...have a good day or wats left of it for u anyway :)

On Wed, May 7, 2003, 2:30 am, boooooort said :
rhaehrhhrheahreah

u going already??
maybe i'll have to send u a photo.

On Wed, May 7, 2003, 2:28 am, Zann said :
im so gonna hv bad dreams tonite...batman in yellow bikini going into convulsions...

On Wed, May 7, 2003, 2:27 am, boooooort said :
baby.. that doesn't even come close to describing it..
have you seen anyone have an epileptic fit?

On Wed, May 7, 2003, 2:07 am, Zann said :
muahahahhahhahahha...the saturday nite fever kind of dancing?

On Wed, May 7, 2003, 2:06 am, boooooort said :
hey hold on..
u haven't even seen me dancing..
now THAT's a scary thought.

On Wed, May 7, 2003, 2:03 am, Zann said :
oh stoppit...now i have this mental image of batman in a string...ARGH! not a sexy image, mind u...

On Wed, May 7, 2003, 2:02 am, boooooort said :
ooooo
make it a t string please.. g strings are so yesterday

On Wed, May 7, 2003, 1:59 am, Zann said :
i tink the best is still zara...did i mention im planning to go shop in barcelona during the july sales? hehehehehe...am incorrigible...i'll keep a lookout for yellow undies for u...

On Wed, May 7, 2003, 1:58 am, boooooort said :
no...
wanna shop like crazy there for me and send me the latest stuff from the mainland..
i mean.. europe?

On Wed, May 7, 2003, 1:57 am, Zann said :
i tink i gonna scout h&m for a cheap bikini this weekend...hehhehe...cant afford anything else...is there h&m in oz?

On Wed, May 7, 2003, 1:56 am, boooooort said :
ditch the swimsuit..
as they say " less is more" in bikinis..

On Wed, May 7, 2003, 1:55 am, Zann said :
oh u are horrible...now i covet those lurvely swimwear! and i already have two bikinis and one swimsuit!!!

On Wed, May 7, 2003, 1:55 am, boooooort said :
yeah
but he wears yellow undies on the outside...
:)


On Wed, May 7, 2003, 1:54 am, Zann said :
but but but batman wears black rite?

On Wed, May 7, 2003, 1:54 am, boooooort said :
oh
u picked yellow as my colour of choice!


On Wed, May 7, 2003, 1:52 am, Zann said :
huh? when did i call u batman???

On Wed, May 7, 2003, 1:52 am, boooooort said :
hey
how did you know my friends call me batman!?

On Wed, May 7, 2003, 1:51 am, Zann said :
ah, u got me there...i was picturing u in a yellow woollen bikini...kinky...muahahhahahahhhahahhaha

On Wed, May 7, 2003, 1:50 am, boooooort said :
really???
kekekek
were u thinking of me again?

On Wed, May 7, 2003, 1:49 am, Zann said :
u know, i was suffering from such bad insomnia last nite, i actually contemplated taking out my knitting needles and making something...hiaks!

On Wed, May 7, 2003, 1:48 am, boooooort said :
damn

i was just thinking about our previous conversation...
hehehhe
http://www.zimmermannwear.com/pswim.asp
wery wery nice.,.

On Wed, May 7, 2003, 1:44 am, Zann said :
gotta find the perfect bikini first...and no, not a handknitted cashmir one...

On Wed, May 7, 2003, 1:42 am, boooooort said :
ahhhh
lovely...
bikini... what about a nice brazillian number?

On Wed, May 7, 2003, 1:41 am, Zann said :
heh...i'm also in need of a new pair of shoes, a nice pair of shades and a new bikini for greece next month...hahahaha

On Wed, May 7, 2003, 1:39 am, boooooort said :
ooooo
r u?
maybe i could assist there!

On Wed, May 7, 2003, 1:38 am, Zann said :
arent we all in need of some lovin?

On Wed, May 7, 2003, 1:37 am, boooooort said :
in need of some loving and affection

On Wed, May 7, 2003, 1:37 am, Zann said :
hahhaha...so i see u got a sweet tooth...

On Wed, May 7, 2003, 1:36 am, boooooort said :
yeah
but kinda not feeling it today..

*tingle*
oooo that hunny bunny got to me.

On Wed, May 7, 2003, 1:34 am, Zann said :
hi there honey bunny...not busy?

On Wed, May 7, 2003, 1:33 am, boooooort said :
hey schweetee!

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:42 pm, Zann said :
oh, i dont think i can possibly corrupt u any more than you already are...ok, nite nite!

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:41 pm, boooooort said :
bwhahahhaha
now u're really starting to corrupt me...
i WAS feeling particularly lonely these past few days too..
no matter..
i';ll chat to you about it another night
goonight
*hugs*

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:40 pm, Zann said :
hahahaha...go zzz...sweet dreams of zhang ziyi!

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:40 pm, Zann said :
hiaks...i din mean to disparage your manhood...ahahahhahahaa...just that my fren felt it was v unfair that us asian girls are seen as exotic, while the guys are just seen as...erm...asexual creatures

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:39 pm, boooooort said :
hey
imma gonna zzzzz
i am falling asleep at the keyboard...

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:38 pm, boooooort said :
asian guys more asexual than white gyus???
heheheheheheh
yeah ok
u got me...
we are...

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:38 pm, Zann said :
this guy fren of mine once told me that asian men seem rather asexual...compared to white guys...whereas asian girls have the oriental babe appeal...

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:36 pm, boooooort said :
no
dun think so..
like i said.. i am too shy
i dunno how to make that first move

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:35 pm, Zann said :
hv u ever tried to pick up someone at a bar/club?

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:34 pm, boooooort said :
of course it is difficult..
if it were easy.. i would be with someone!
rhaherhaehha
its pretty sizable..
i am quite particular and i dun really want to meet my next partner drinking at just any club/bar

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:33 pm, Zann said :
actually, how big is the asian community in sydney? izzit diff to find a nice asian girl?

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:31 pm, boooooort said :
er.. yes...
lots of photoshop.. u know. clearing the skin, whitening the teeth
shaping the eyebrows and cheekbone..
all of that and more..
*sigh*

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:30 pm, Zann said :
muahahahahaha...come on, you're not that bad-looking yourself...unless you've been photoshopping those pix!

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:29 pm, boooooort said :
ah damm
rules me out then

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:29 pm, boooooort said :
t'was rather funny
i had coffee with a client this week and he was asking about my ex and made the comment that she was way beyond me and i shoudl have done more to keep her (based on her looks)
hrheahrhaeh

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:28 pm, Zann said :
hahahhahahaha...i only recently realised that i have a thing for glasses...but of cos, must have a bit of style...cannot be the swimming goggles type...

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:28 pm, boooooort said :
ah
yes..
so i am ok then.. seeing as i have that look
hraehhraehh

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:27 pm, boooooort said :
yeah
i like the fairer chinese types..
although from time to time i prfer the se asian look too

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:27 pm, Zann said :
hehehe...yeah, even though i like the takeshi types, in real life, i tink i'd be too intimidated to go out with someone who's that good looking...i seem to always end up liking the clean-cut, bespectacled boys next door...

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:26 pm, boooooort said :
she looks like she would be great fun thoguh
althoguh quite arrogant..
she looks it

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:26 pm, Zann said :
she is not THAT old...hehehehehe....anyway i cant tink of anyone else...zhang ziyi doesnt quite do it for me...yikes, i sound so lesbo!

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:25 pm, boooooort said :
i like the girl next door look
like katie holmes..

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:25 pm, boooooort said :
oh
yeah
she does..
but then.. i thought we were talking about younger ppls.

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:24 pm, Zann said :
she is not that young, but i tink she looks amazing for her age...and so classy...

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:24 pm, boooooort said :
hmm
lemme go search

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:24 pm, Zann said :
look for her in In The Mood For Love...in those gorgeous cheongsam...wow...one of my fave movies...

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:24 pm, boooooort said :
shes' like old looking!?

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:23 pm, boooooort said :
really?
lemme go find a picture of her..

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:22 pm, Zann said :
if i were a guy, it would be maggie cheung, no contest...

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:22 pm, boooooort said :
she's not quite petite enough

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:21 pm, boooooort said :
zhang ziyi over kelly hu too

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:21 pm, boooooort said :
ahhh
but that's part of the attraction!

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:20 pm, boooooort said :
yah
but./...
must be fun though
ur friends would be envious?

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:20 pm, Zann said :
btw, dun be jeaous, but i intv'd zhang ziyi too...she is GORGEOUS in person...almost luminous...but i tink she can be qt a bitch too...

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:19 pm, boooooort said :
zhang ziyi
in fact.. she would win over a lot of chicks..

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:19 pm, Zann said :
so les say choice between zhang ziyi and cameron diaz?

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:18 pm, boooooort said :
but also not too western..
i.e. must have asian values

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:18 pm, boooooort said :
depends though..
can't bee too honky..
or too asian

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:17 pm, Zann said :
hahahahaha....so u like sweet young things?

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:17 pm, boooooort said :
hreahrhaehra
yes
who hasn't heard of him...
he's stealing all the limelight!

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:16 pm, Zann said :
you know aniki jin a.k.a. takeshi kaneshiro? that is THE look...drool...muahahahhahahaha

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:16 pm, boooooort said :
actually.. petite anything
i am not fussy
rheahrhaehrhea

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:16 pm, boooooort said :
petite asian...

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:16 pm, boooooort said :
or do u just mean someone like takeshi?

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:16 pm, Zann said :
so what kind of look u go for?

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:15 pm, boooooort said :
hahahhah
really....
jap guy? what sort of look is that? u mean like the asian with the messy hair look?

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:15 pm, Zann said :
actually, i used to swear i'd never go out with white guys...not because of their skin colour or anything, but just dont find them v attractive and also too hairy...i kinda like the jap guys look...

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:15 pm, boooooort said :
who?
the men??
how strange...
so - r u attracted by white boys too now that u have been in london?

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:14 pm, Zann said :
hahahahah...we call the Sarong Party Girl syndrome in singapore...where the caucasian men like asian girls...and these asian girls only go for westerners...and yes, they used to wear sarongs too...

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:13 pm, boooooort said :
yellow fever is quite prevalent here... i mean - i understand it completely beause i am attracted to asians too.. its just a little annoying is all

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:11 pm, boooooort said :
hahahhaha
yeah.. especially if they dress well - ie. they're gay...

just j/k
so - you're not a victim of yellow fever?

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:10 pm, Zann said :
i dunno...no sense of attraction...it's hard to even find people to hang out with, cos somehow, they seem to be on a diff wavelength...like the girls i know all don't like to shop (which i find mind-boggling?!?!? who doesnt like shopping???)...and the guys all are attached or gay (or plain unattractive!)

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:08 pm, boooooort said :
y not???
been out with a caucasian?

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:07 pm, Zann said :
yeah, me too...its so hard to meet new people...even though since coming to london, i've got to know A LOT of people, somehow, nothing is happening on the dating front...

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:06 pm, boooooort said :
yeah
mixture of both i suppose..
i dun meet anyone who isn't introduced to me..
kinda shy like that

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:05 pm, Zann said :
actually, where do u normally meet people? thru work? thru frens?

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:03 pm, boooooort said :
rheahrhearhahr
you loungy weekenders!
how u been otherwise?

u know what.. its geting harder and harder to meet new people

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:02 pm, Zann said :
usually we're pooped on fri nites, cos stories for sat, sun and mon are all done on fri...and we dont play golf or do any exercise for that matter...hahahahaha

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:01 pm, boooooort said :
yeah
because we play golf on sundays.. n also cos everyone is already out on fridays (after worK) we normally do our going out then

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 4:00 pm, Zann said :
really? usually we go for movies/din/clubbing on sat nites...then recuperate on sun...hhehehe...this is back in singapore lah...

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 3:59 pm, boooooort said :
erm
yeah
something like that...
ehehhehehe
we don't normally head out on saturday nights anywya..
too much effort involved..

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 3:58 pm, Zann said :
hahahhaha...just an excuse to drink and lounge in front of tv rite?

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 3:57 pm, boooooort said :
not a lot
was just at a friend's place christening his new home theatre setup

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 3:56 pm, Zann said :
its pretty dreary outside today...and i gotta try to do some readings (ugh, what a dreadful word!!!)...what have u been up to?

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 3:55 pm, boooooort said :
how goes it? watcha up to this fine saturday?

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 3:55 pm, Zann said :
oooh, hello there yourself

On Sat, May 3, 2003, 3:55 pm, boooooort said :
why hi there princess...

On Thu, May 1, 2003, 3:32 am, Zann said :
sorry, did u get my last msg? got cut off...

On Thu, May 1, 2003, 3:31 am, Zann said :
dunno man...now that i got wat i wanted, im not that excited abt it...also, oct is still so faraway, many things may change in the office, so i dun wanna tink too much abt it...hey, so will u be in paris anytime soon?

On Thu, May 1, 2003, 3:29 am, boooooort said :
excellent!!!!
does that mean you wil be travelling more?
covering al lthe shows and stuf??

On Thu, May 1, 2003, 3:28 am, Zann said :
oooh, glamourous...fashion week! btw, i juz got news from my office that when i go back in oct, i'd be covering fashion! which was what i've been asking to do for the longest time!

On Thu, May 1, 2003, 3:27 am, boooooort said :
good..
well..
ok..
kinda tired..
not sure why
will be busier next week when fashion week hits town.. will be uot of the office at a couple of shows and stuff....
fun fun

On Thu, May 1, 2003, 3:27 am, Zann said :
trying to download something..taking ages! how've u been?

On Thu, May 1, 2003, 3:26 am, boooooort said :
oooooooooo
not really...
how ya been?
shouldn't u be in bed by now?

On Thu, May 1, 2003, 3:17 am, Zann said :
hello good-looking...busy?

On Sat, Apr 12, 2003, 1:26 pm, Zann said :
there's this woman in singapore who infected her mom and dad and pastor...they all died except her!!! now her grandma is in intensive care...and the woman has recovereed completely...

On Sat, Apr 12, 2003, 1:26 pm, boooooort said :
rheahrharhaherahere
i think it'd be worse than that!
bbl dear..
gonna watch some bruce lee

On Sat, Apr 12, 2003, 1:25 pm, Zann said :
no fever...yet...hahahhaha...nolah, i think i'm juz sccaring myself...altho my frens have threatened to sever all ties with me if i'd infected them too...

On Sat, Apr 12, 2003, 1:24 pm, boooooort said :
fever???

On Sat, Apr 12, 2003, 1:24 pm, Zann said :
i dunno if i'm being paranoid or wat...but i feel sniffly and throat is aching...but then, i was on the verge of a sore throat already...

On Sat, Apr 12, 2003, 1:23 pm, boooooort said :
damn
why do that for!??!
so silly girl!!

On Sat, Apr 12, 2003, 1:22 pm, Zann said :
i went by chinatown yesterday to buy something from this supermarket called new moon loon (silly name, i know)...and later my fren told me that the checkout girl was infected!!! so i mite now be infected too!!!

On Sat, Apr 12, 2003, 1:21 pm, boooooort said :
oh really?
ur friends form spore???

On Sat, Apr 12, 2003, 1:21 pm, Zann said :
oh, must tell u my brush with the SARS virus...

On Sat, Apr 12, 2003, 1:19 pm, boooooort said :
i was out for dinner with an old friend...
just got back in not long ago and will stay in i think

On Sat, Apr 12, 2003, 1:18 pm, Zann said :
it involved 3 frens from singapore, a lot of running (cos i was vvv late and still hv tendency to get lost in london) and a missed movie...oh and vvv delicious choc cake from french cafe...mmm...so, you having a quiet sat nite in?

On Sat, Apr 12, 2003, 1:16 pm, boooooort said :
drunk on love?

On Sat, Apr 12, 2003, 1:16 pm, boooooort said :
ooooooo
what did it involve?
romance?

On Sat, Apr 12, 2003, 1:16 pm, Zann said :
watcha mean, again? i seldom go out, i have no social life, remember? it was a rare night out...and it din even involve alcohol...sigh...

On Sat, Apr 12, 2003, 1:15 pm, boooooort said :
neh
its only early for a saturday ngiht

out late again huh missy?

On Sat, Apr 12, 2003, 1:14 pm, Zann said :
erm, define getting up...i lounged in bed for a long time, cos i got in late last nite...heh...u going to bed soon?

On Sat, Apr 12, 2003, 1:13 pm, boooooort said :
did u just get up?

On Sat, Apr 12, 2003, 1:13 pm, Zann said :
hiaks...i'm on suagr high now...juz had ultra sweet glass of ribena...

On Sat, Apr 12, 2003, 1:12 pm, boooooort said :
ooooooo
stop teasing....
grrrrr

On Sat, Apr 12, 2003, 1:11 pm, Zann said :
hello sugar pie...

On Sat, Apr 12, 2003, 1:11 pm, boooooort said :
hey there hunny

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 3:30 am, boooooort said :
hmm
maybe i can make use of those personals..
where's the site?

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 2:32 am, Zann said :
yes, for the final time...good nite, o hamsome one!

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 2:31 am, Zann said :
anyway...most of the ads are so blah...i can do so much better...hehehehe, i very thick skin too...

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 2:31 am, boooooort said :
raehrhaehrhaehr
who's the gutterbrain
go to sleep dear..
sweet dreams..
of hunky single men!

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 2:31 am, Zann said :
i thot WLTM was some kind of Learn To Mate or something...muahahahahahhahaha

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 2:30 am, Zann said :
took me forever to fig out GSOH...i kept thinking it meant some kind of hospital...!

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 2:30 am, boooooort said :
raehhraherhahreheahrea
yesh
very much so..


On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 2:30 am, Zann said :
i think hamsome=thick skin...

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 2:30 am, boooooort said :
Good Sense of Humour...

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 2:29 am, Zann said :
okie, really gotta zzz...will amuse u some other time with what i thought these abbreviations in the personals meant...WLTM, GSOH...goodnite!

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 2:29 am, boooooort said :
me too!
i am hamsone too..

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 2:27 am, Zann said :
heheheh...i always thot the only people who read the ads are losers...then i found myslef reading one just now at the back of time out...all these men describing themselves as handsome!!! unbelievable!

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 2:25 am, boooooort said :
um
yeah
sure.. why not?
i'm sure i'm on some single desperate and lonely website somewhere..
rhearheah
i dunno if those things do anything than sucker lonely hearts though

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 2:22 am, Zann said :
hey, ask u smthg...would u ever consider placing a personal ad?

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 2:14 am, boooooort said :
u too my dear...

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 2:12 am, Zann said :
anyways, i gotta zzz now...with my lovely cashmere throw...goodnite...have a good friday!

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 2:11 am, Zann said :
huh? sorry, i dun understand...must be cos it's too late and my brain is addled from looking thru tonnes of lousy pottery websites with really ugly pots...

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 2:10 am, boooooort said :
ok
i see..
i thought u were hiding from u..

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 2:10 am, Zann said :
huh? i tink ICQ cut me off for some weird reason...

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 2:09 am, boooooort said :
are u hiding?
or cowering?

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 2:00 am, Zann said :
i give up...no pottery lessons for me...no glass blowing, no bikini knitting, no nude drawing eithter...

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 1:53 am, Zann said :
hahahahhahahah...i always thot u have to be ultra smooth and shaven to pose nude...at least, that's how they look in nude paintings...

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 1:52 am, boooooort said :
anywhere..

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 1:52 am, boooooort said :
reahrheahrha
my friends went to life drawing the other ngiht
they said i should have gone.. apparently it was a female nude this week..
they said i would have thoroughly enjoyed it..
i always have this impression though that women who can pose nude at these things will have hairy armpits and erm.. be very hairy in general.. i'm not a big fan of bodily hair..

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 1:51 am, Zann said :
actually, it does feel vvv soft and nice...except that now there's lavender fluff all over my bed...btw, i just found this course called Drawing for the Terrified...muahahhahahaha...that's me!!!

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 1:49 am, boooooort said :
oooooooo
i'm thinking it owuld feel great against your skin, but i'm probably thinking wrong..

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 1:49 am, Zann said :
i was given this super soft lavender cashmere scarf...which keeps shedding and shedding little lavender hairs all over my black coats...in the end, i made it into a bikini...no, i lied, i just sleep with it now...

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 1:45 am, boooooort said :
cashmere is so nice though
so soft..
like a pashmina..

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 1:42 am, Zann said :
erm, wet cashmere? icks...soggy and saggy...

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 1:42 am, boooooort said :
depends what sort of wool u use my dear... not all wool is itchy..
in fact, it would feel magical if it were a cashmere

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 1:36 am, Zann said :
madness...like, how practical is a woolly bikini??!?!?! muahahhahahaha...can u imagine how itchy it'd be???

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 1:34 am, boooooort said :
i'll buy you the wool if you knit the bikini..

hmm

crochet bikini...


On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 1:33 am, Zann said :
ugh...there's no way i can get you to stop with all this double entendre, can i? okie, i found a knitting class...let's see what innuendos you can come up with...grin

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 1:32 am, boooooort said :
ah
u prefer playing with your hands..
i guess i'm the same way.. i like to think of myself as being quite skillfull with my hands..

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 1:30 am, Zann said :
i wish i had kept my mouth shut...in more ways than one...lets not go into how hard you have to blow...and anyway, i wanna do pottery...pottery, ok? ;)

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 1:29 am, boooooort said :
oh
u see.. i'm not as perceptive as u thought...
or not as um.. how shall i put it... ah u know what i mean...

but now that you raise the point, it is an interesting thought isn't it.. i've heard u have to blow it quite hard..

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 1:27 am, Zann said :
ha...i thought you'd make a joke about the glass BLOWING, u gutter brain

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 1:26 am, boooooort said :
ummm
sweaty...
i could think of more fun things to do to get sweaty..

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 1:26 am, Zann said :
actually, glass blowing really intrigues me...but it is too difficult and too sweaty...heh...

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 1:25 am, boooooort said :
heheheh
FELT is fun!
i love felt tip pens..
um...
alright
felt is not THAT much fun
pottery would be interesting though.. what about silver jewellery??

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 1:24 am, Zann said :
googled already...masses of info to sift thru...found a FELT making course...like, who wants to learn to make FELT???

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 1:23 am, boooooort said :
google it my dear...

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 1:23 am, Zann said :
i gonna give up soon...i swear, the net is full of useless information...

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 1:21 am, boooooort said :
aiyah...
i know u're not waiting up for me lah...
just trying to picture u in ur pjs so late and thinking u are missing some company...
harhrehrheah

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 1:20 am, Zann said :
ooooh, smart alecky AND self-centred...no, i'm not waiting for u...trying to find the dem pottery thing cos i need to go sign up tomorrow...i mean today...

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 1:18 am, boooooort said :
(with a very smug grin on my face)... yes..
:-D

lovin it.. hmm shouldn't you be in bed or something? waiting for me?

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 1:17 am, Zann said :
are u being all smart alecky here? heh...

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 1:16 am, boooooort said :
orite
i see..
cos i was gonna say...
that's quite a talent u must have

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 1:15 am, Zann said :
hahahhahaa...no no, i'm trying to find out online WHERE i can sign up for courses...

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 1:14 am, boooooort said :
online???
that's gonna be tricky to do isn't it?

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 1:13 am, Zann said :
trying to find a pottery course on the net...driving me crazy, all these lousy websites

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 1:13 am, boooooort said :
how u keeping?

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 1:12 am, Zann said :
hey there virtual stranger!

On Fri, Apr 11, 2003, 1:12 am, boooooort said :
hey there sweetness!

On Mon, Apr 7, 2003, 12:32 am, boooooort said :
good night my dear..
take care.. schnooz well.

On Mon, Apr 7, 2003, 12:17 am, Zann said :
hahahhaha...i gonna zzz soon...juz finishing up some email...dun fall asleep during the meeting!

On Mon, Apr 7, 2003, 12:16 am, boooooort said :
ahrehhrhahrah
it's addictive isn't it?
i have to head off soon anyway.. have a 9-4pm meeting
wat a waste of time..

On Mon, Apr 7, 2003, 12:16 am, Zann said :
we gotta stop meeting like this...

On Mon, Apr 7, 2003, 12:15 am, boooooort said :
hello there shexi...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 4:28 pm, Zann said :
good nite!

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 4:28 pm, boooooort said :
bwhahahahahha
silly cow..
i'm going to bed... way past my bed time...
nighty night.. take care, go and drag your friend out for dimsum..
chat later.

:-D

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 4:27 pm, Zann said :
darn, you got me there...i'm actually as fat as a hippo and have to buy clothes that are for pregnant women...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 4:26 pm, boooooort said :
cos then i would have the wrong image of you!
arehrheah

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 4:26 pm, boooooort said :
in fact... its a site for maternity gear....
now.. u haven't been looking have you?

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 4:25 pm, Zann said :
gosh, i juz made that up...it's probably gonna turn up as a porn site and ruin the innocent, pristine image you have of me....

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 4:24 pm, boooooort said :
hmmm
lemme see.

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 4:24 pm, Zann said :
try sugarmommies.com?

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 4:23 pm, boooooort said :
aehrheahrhaerhhea
probably...
*sigh*
now i'll have to go find someone else to chat up...
:-/

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 4:22 pm, Zann said :
muahahhahahaha...ur seriously delusional...have i not told u abt how i've been trying to hook a lord or duke or some fancy english old man for myself here?

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 4:21 pm, boooooort said :
i am looking for a sugar mummy.. thought i'd found one in you.. that's why i've been busy chatting u up..
:)

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 4:20 pm, Zann said :
yeah, well u can look for a sugar mommy...hehehe...shoo, go sleep...i'll tok to u some other time, i'm sure...have a good week ahead!

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 4:19 pm, boooooort said :
rahehrhaerheahreha
yes.. some of us do have to work...
its not by choice that i do.. trust me..

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 4:18 pm, Zann said :
bwahahahahahahhaa...work? i gonna quit tomolo...but yeah, u better zzz...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 4:17 pm, boooooort said :
dayemmm
that is being cautious....
i ask cos i'm prolly gona jet soon..
i have this thing called work tomorrow..

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 4:16 pm, Zann said :
as i said, this fren is really paranoid...and dim sum is served by hongkong people...so...shrug...no dim sum for me...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 4:15 pm, boooooort said :
really?
erm.. u're in london.. have you guys got SARS too???

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 4:15 pm, Zann said :
well, was supposed to go for dimsum, but my frens cancelled cos too scared of SARS, so i kinda in a limbo now...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 4:13 pm, boooooort said :
damn u overseas winkers!
rhaehrhaerha
get me all gee'd up and nowhere to go!

hehhehe
what are your plans for the day?

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 4:12 pm, Zann said :
welll...when i do spend an inordinate amount of time in bed...wink...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 4:11 pm, boooooort said :
oh i thought u meant u enjoyed being horizontal...
kekek
there i go again, being a gutter brain!
damn.. u always catch me out!
hreharhhah

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 4:10 pm, Zann said :
hahahhaha...someone once told me australians are so laidback, they're almost horizontal...sounds good to me...i'm not much of a go-getter myself...heh

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 4:08 pm, boooooort said :
i prefer to think of it as being "chilled" rather than lazy...
we just don't let smaller (or even medium size) things get to us..

like water off a duck's back as they say

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 4:08 pm, Zann said :
hahahahaha...i see...singaporean=anal retentive...muahahahhahaa...good assessment, actually...like the stereotype of austalian=laidback=lazy? ehhehe

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 4:06 pm, boooooort said :
i derno i suppose.. u just don't strike me as being very singaporean in the way i think most singaporeans are.. like being anal retentive and stuff..

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 4:05 pm, Zann said :
huh? u mean it is unsingaporean to collect kitsch? i even still have a plastic piggy bank from my childhood...and all my enid blyton books...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 4:04 pm, boooooort said :
really?
you're not very singaporean are you?
rheahrhearheah

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 4:03 pm, Zann said :
i like the zen look in theory...i mean, zann and zen, rite? but i have waaaaay too many books and mags and handbags...and i like collecting kitsch (eg. i have a mini supermarket trolley, matching set of luggage from the 70s, all still in my bedroom at home)

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 4:01 pm, boooooort said :
rheahraherhaeh
good question... at ur parent's place?
i will always keep a room here (if they let me)..

i dun actually know how "zen" my place will be.. i am a hoarder by nature...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:59 pm, Zann said :
oh stoppit, i'm turnign green with envy...i was thinking of buying a small place with this girlfriend of mine, but the state of my finances post-london is gonna be pathetic...but anyway, i've always wondered abt the zen look...where do u keep all ur junk? like photo albums, wacky souvenir from trips, etc...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:57 pm, boooooort said :
rheahrheahrheah
we have Freedom furniture here which is like ikea but a little nicer i think

i dunno.. i think i will try do a deal with a retailer so he buys my furniture for me.. which wouldn't exactly be kosher.. but heck,... he does own a japanese furniture store and i could get in touch with my inner zen

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:55 pm, Zann said :
muahahahhahaha...sounds like fun...oh, ikea is always a good bet...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:53 pm, boooooort said :
hraehrheahrhearh
yeah.. that will be a lot of fun with no $$$
rhaerhhear
i can see i'll be stealing cutlery from the closest food court and i'll be using cardboard boxes to hold up the tv!
rheahrehah

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:52 pm, Zann said :
i'm so jealous!!! i want a place of my own too!!! where i can unleash my inner martha stewart!!! hehehehhe...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:50 pm, boooooort said :
ah.. the rigours of housing ownership in singapore...

well.. come end of the year, hopefully i'll have a 2 bedder and you can move down to sydney
hreahrheah

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:49 pm, Zann said :
privacy AND freedom i guess...the only reason i would get married, at this point in time, would be so that i can get a place of my own...but of cos, that is so not the right reason to get married...heh...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:48 pm, boooooort said :
rhaehrharehea
privacy or freedom?

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:48 pm, Zann said :
i am so dying to move out, but it would be over my mom's dead body...i dunno how i'm gonna survive when i go back home after getting used to alll this privacy here...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:47 pm, boooooort said :
so i've heard...
impotence would not be a good thing...
i can understand why men get depressed if they are...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:47 pm, Zann said :
but seriously, cigarettes are bad for u and me...shortens ur life and probably make u impotent in the long run too...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:46 pm, boooooort said :
no.... i am truely asian.. as are most of my friends, and most are at home still..
asian thing no matter where you are.. we can't escape the good food.

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:46 pm, boooooort said :
yes, that would be me - gutter brain!
hreahrheahr
i think life is way more interesting this way though!

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:46 pm, Zann said :
i thot most people move out when they graduate over there? unlike in singapore or most asian countries....

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:45 pm, Zann said :
hahahahhahaha...gutter brain you! but there was this heavy smoker who used to apologise before he kissed me and he never did understand why i didn't really mind...hehehehe...i'm weird, i know...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:44 pm, boooooort said :
i live with my parents...
i have bought aplace, but it won't be ready till end of this year, when i'll probably move out into it (if i can afford to live there)

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:43 pm, boooooort said :
serious?
i dunno about 2nd hand smoke..
hehheeh
i'm getting really awful pictures of you enjoying the smell of a cigarette after ... um.. getting some nookie.. and its... we'll just leave it at that!
rheahrheahrheah

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:43 pm, Zann said :
wait...so do u live with ur parents? or alone? or share a flat or something?

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:42 pm, Zann said :
oh btw, i actually LIKE the smell of cigarette smoke...freshly exhaled i mean...i dunno why...when i was young and smoking was allowed in lifts, i used to love being in them with smoke all around...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:41 pm, boooooort said :
yes i am horribly addicted...
haehraherhaeh
not at home though..
i think my parents know, although we don't discuss it.. they wouldn't like it.. so i respect them by not smoking in fornt of them and not at home..
but yeah, when we're out, i'll light up
just like you its more out of boredom of the hands than anything..
i might smoke 1-2 cigarettes while at work.. that sorta thing

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:39 pm, Zann said :
i know how to smoke, but i'm not a smoker...tho sometimes when i'mm at parties and dunno what to do with my hands while making small talk, i do smoke...do u?

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:37 pm, boooooort said :
rheahreharheah
by the way.. are you a smoker?
i notices packets on your pub table.. i never pictured u as one..

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:37 pm, Zann said :
hehe...i may be meeting many people here, but somehow we juz dun click...its like we run out of things to talk about and we juz remain acquaintances...i dunno why it is this way...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:36 pm, boooooort said :
i think i would have been equally freaked out had someone offered to be with me for the rest of my life....
i would have had to ask them to get their head read!

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:35 pm, boooooort said :
you have the perfect opportunity to meet a whole bunch of new people and getting married in london to one of them!

woops. did i just say that?
hahahahahah
u know what i mean.... why keep your circle so small still...
if there was an easier way of meeting people.. i'd be there!

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:35 pm, Zann said :
haahahhaha...only one marriage proposal in my life...i had a v poor response to it too...something like...HAR??? with a freaked out face to match....

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:34 pm, Zann said :
i actually have v few single guy friends, so there's not much of a problem of me falling for any of them...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:34 pm, boooooort said :
i forgot about your previous marriage proposals..
hhehhehe
my mum asked me tonight when i was planning on getting married..
very strange question .. so i answered here with an equally meaningless "Never".

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:33 pm, Zann said :
i tink i make his gf insecure cos she knows he wanted to marry me and i didn't...and he hasn't asked her to marry him...so...i can understnd why she hates me...hehe...i can live with it...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:32 pm, boooooort said :
hahahahha
yay for shallowness!
see.. i have friends who in the back of my mind, i'd love to be with.. but i know it would stuff up our friendship and its something i dunno if i'm prepared to risk.. so we remain friends (oh yeah.. apart from the fact she has a boyfriend with whom she is very much in love... but that's really just a detail)..

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:31 pm, Zann said :
yeah, i'm shallow like that too...you gotta "like" someone before you can be friends...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:31 pm, boooooort said :
did that make sense?

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:29 pm, boooooort said :
s'not that u should give it up..
but u should respect her too...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:28 pm, boooooort said :
i think (being shallow like i am), i would choose to spend more time with people i am attracted to... physically or otherwise.. and this would evenutally lead me into thinking - what would it be like if i was going out with tthem.. which would lead to the inevitable hmm.. wonder what they're like in bed?

or something along those lines?

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:28 pm, boooooort said :
yeah, but that usually follows after someone can't have it their way, and you resign yourself to just being really top friends..
rheahreahrea
i have several of those..

and sex certainly isn't in the question..
as to whether two people can just be friends without the thought of sex passing through them? probably.... though it would be tricky..

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:28 pm, Zann said :
yeah, i can see how i make his gf feel insecure...so i dont meet up with him that often and i dont let him send me home on his bike anymore...but thing is, we're really good frens and i dont see why i shd give that up...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:25 pm, boooooort said :
see that's the other issue..
the other other partner issue...
that's why i often think its better to have lesser rather than more contact..
in a way, you prevent them from moving on ..

no guy would appreciate his girl hanging round/talking to her ex..
you'd question why it was necessary - and its not an ego thing.. its more a security thing..

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:25 pm, Zann said :
do u tink it is poss to be purely platonic frens? or, as in harry and sally said it so famously, "the sex thing always gets in the way"?

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:23 pm, Zann said :
i'm v good frens with one particular ex...tho his current gf hates it...the rest, erm, les juz say i would be civil if i ever ran into them...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:23 pm, boooooort said :
there is one i would prefer to be much closer with than we are, but i dun think that will happen

i think i hurt her pretty bad.. i was pretty mean.


On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:22 pm, boooooort said :
are u frens with urs?
we're civil... i dun see any point to remain anything but...

and that's even when i haven't been the one to break it off..
i figure everyone moves on, and despite them having new boyfriends or whatever, i am happy for them

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:20 pm, Zann said :
i guess it depends on the circumstances of the breakup...but it's brownie points to the guy who manages to stay frens with his exes...says something abt his maturity, i dunno...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:19 pm, boooooort said :
its not that i dun want to..
we just dun
usually its too painful for one party to stay friends with the other isn't it?

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:13 pm, Zann said :
juz curious...are u frens with any of ur exes? my flatmate juz told me a v amazing story abt her husband's first love who actually attended their wedding...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:11 pm, Zann said :
yipes, sorry, got cut off by my unreliable ISP...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:09 pm, Zann said :
my mum juz called me yesterday to ask me to be careful...weird huh, since i think i'm safer in london than in singapore...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:09 pm, boooooort said :
i reckon SARS is a result o old chinese men spitting wherever they feel like it

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:08 pm, boooooort said :
yeah
i read about that too...
can't imagine how bizarre it must be..
i figure most of the streets and shopping centres would be a lot quieter now

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:08 pm, Zann said :
on friday, i met up with some frens and we were supposed to go to this our fave roast duck place...one of the guys refused to go cos he's afraid of places that are full of chinese people! muahahahahahahahaha...i think he's paranoid...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:06 pm, Zann said :
my sis who is a teacher has been having a fantastic time, cos all the schools are closed! supposed to re-open on monday, but now i juz read online that she is getting another week off! how lucky!

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:05 pm, boooooort said :
bwhahahhahahahah
how's ur fam at home?
i have really been quite mean and asking my frens in Hk and s'pore how their masks fit??
that's my sort of crap humour though i suppose..

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:04 pm, Zann said :
heh, i used to have the prob of missing all the good movies when i was single too...wat am i talking about, i'm still single and i will still have that same problem when i go back to singapore...hiaks...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:03 pm, boooooort said :
i derno...
can't tell u first hand...
we din make it!
hreharheah

there are so many movies i want to watch but dun get around to now because of my singledom

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:02 pm, Zann said :
so do people actually watch the movies at a drive-in? snigger...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 3:01 pm, boooooort said :
yeah
there is one here..
but its ages far away..
i was supposed to be going with an old g/f but we broke up before we got around to it..
the reason we were planning it was that it was closer to her place..
the reason why we broke up is that she lived too far away...

gee.. that sounds really shallow.

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 2:59 pm, Zann said :
btw, do you have drive-in cinemas? juz a thot, cos i've never been to one...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 2:59 pm, Zann said :
i used to have my offdays on weekdays when i was working and no one else would be available to watch movies with me, so i'd juz go alone...i realised that my couple frens tended to have watched everything already anyway...heh...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 2:56 pm, boooooort said :
yes, i think we've both moved past the stage of using the movies to be in a dark room with someone...
:)


On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 2:56 pm, boooooort said :
exactly!
rheahrharheahhaer


On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 2:55 pm, boooooort said :
alone??
really?
i have never considered it.. only cos then it would mean i have no one to rant to who had experienced it with me..

like to say if the movie was good or not..
my friend sometimes goes by himself i think
i always found it quite a weird thing..
why not just call a friend?

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 2:54 pm, Zann said :
come to think of it, you dont actually need anyone to sit beside u during the show, rite? all you need is someone to discuss the movie after you've seen it...that's the whole pt of going with someone...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 2:53 pm, Zann said :
actually, watching movies alone is qt a liberating experience...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 2:52 pm, boooooort said :
yeah
i am so conditioned to go with a "partner' (lurve those generic terms).. that its a little wird to just go as friends!?

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 2:51 pm, boooooort said :
not that there's anything wrong with watching a movie with my guy friends..
we just don't normally do that sorta stuff...
we drink..
or have barbecues, or drink
did i mention we drink?

movies just normally doesn't come up

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 2:51 pm, Zann said :
i have this guy fren who is always being mistaken for gay...he absolutely refuses to go to the movies alone with a guy anymore these days...hehhehehe...but i know wat u mean about being single and watching movies...it's such a couple thing...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 2:50 pm, boooooort said :
the movie was rather ordinary...
we weren't really expecting much more: Cradle 2 the grave..

weird thing was going to the movies with a guy friend!
rhaehrhearh
i dun normaly go to the movies when i am single because i was so used to going with my g/f at the time..

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 2:48 pm, Zann said :
weird: the movie or the fren?

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 2:48 pm, boooooort said :
not a lot really..
i stayed home most of yesterday...
went to the driving range in the afternoon..
din really help my round of golf today..

went to watch a movie last night with a friend which was quite weird


On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 2:47 pm, boooooort said :
damn
hate that...
make sure u dun get people off side though..
just in case...
:)

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 2:47 pm, Zann said :
so anyway...enuff about my horrible week...wat have u been up to this weekend?

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 2:47 pm, Zann said :
nope...i took the internship cos i thot it would help in getting some contacts and mebbe a job...or at least some magazine experience...but it turned out to be a blardee waste of time...ugh...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 2:46 pm, boooooort said :
oh ok...
and it won;t affect your studies?

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 2:45 pm, Zann said :
well, it was just supposed to be a one-month internship, so its not like i'm quitting a real job or anything...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 2:45 pm, boooooort said :
wow..
what will you do next?

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 2:44 pm, Zann said :
yeah, it's a real waste of time, cos i'm not gaining anything and i dont see the situation improving...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 2:44 pm, boooooort said :
serious?
walk out?
like quit??

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 2:43 pm, Zann said :
i have decided to walk out on monday...it's not worth the pain...i feel like a 16 year old there doing stupid things like buying coffee and photocopying...

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 2:42 pm, boooooort said :
sure?
still not enjoying your life as a gopher?

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 2:41 pm, Zann said :
goody...can i vent a little about the crap i got at cosmo over the past week?

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 2:40 pm, boooooort said :
serious?
singapore radio is that good!??
hreahrhaerheahr
just joking
no.. i'll chat for a bit..

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 2:40 pm, Zann said :
no broadband, juz lousy 56k, but good enuff...cos i dont own a radio here and i'm starting to get homesick, so thot of tuning in to a singapore station...u gonna zzz soon? sigh...i'm bored

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 2:38 pm, boooooort said :
how come u can listen to radio on the net?
do u have broadband?

i was just about to go to bed... thought i'd check my comp to see who was online and saw u!

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 2:38 pm, Zann said :
emailing and listening to radio on the net...watchu doin?

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 2:37 pm, boooooort said :
watcha doing?

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 2:37 pm, Zann said :
hello there

On Sun, Apr 6, 2003, 2:36 pm, boooooort said :
hey there stranger!

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:57 pm, boooooort said :
sorry
brb again
i just found a virus on my pc...

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:57 pm, Zann said :
hahahahha...sorry, i cant think of anything original to say...

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:56 pm, boooooort said :
aiyah
y u must follow me ??
i sent the pic already

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:56 pm, Zann said :
i only know one person in sydney, too, unfortunately...hehe...

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:55 pm, boooooort said :
i dun know many people in london unfortunately

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:52 pm, Zann said :
so ure back on the meat market huh? ;)

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:51 pm, boooooort said :
hahahhahahahaha
good comeback

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:50 pm, Zann said :
yeah, the rest of the world hasnt caught up with us mac users yet....grin

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:49 pm, boooooort said :
ah u silly mac users..
heheheh

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:48 pm, Zann said :
yeah, i'm on the mac version which is full of bugs...email it

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:48 pm, boooooort said :
hey
what sort of icq are u using?
i can't seem to send to u?

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:46 pm, Zann said :
dun u know any nice single (non psychotic) males in london u should be introducing me to?
muahahahhahahahahaha

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:46 pm, boooooort said :
rhaherharhaehrheah
photoshop is great isn't it...
;p

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:46 pm, Zann said :
oooh, do send! i will reciprocate with one of my pubbing session pix...after i photoshop my fat cheeks...hehehehehe

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:46 pm, boooooort said :
say...
dun u know any nice single (non psychotic) females in sydney u should be introducing me to?
rhaehrhea

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:45 pm, Zann said :
bleah and double bleah...u have juz strengthened my resolve to go on a diet...

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:45 pm, boooooort said :
i was gonna send u a pic from one of our recent binge drinking sessions..

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:44 pm, boooooort said :
rhaerhahraeh
my mum says that!
eeeeeeediot!
raehrhaerheah
u're killing me now

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:41 pm, Zann said :
eeeeeeediot...i'm still a size 8 ok! bleah!

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:40 pm, boooooort said :
aiyah size 24 is still small lah

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:38 pm, Zann said :
the scary thing is that i havent got weighing scales here...so i'm juz going by how tight my jeans are...hehhehehe...

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:37 pm, boooooort said :
fat and comfy?


On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:36 pm, Zann said :
wat pic? too fat from winter binges to take pix...muahahahhaha

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:36 pm, boooooort said :
mkay
wat happened to the pic?

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:35 pm, Zann said :
we'll juz have to leave it to fate then, huh? see ya around...take care!!!

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:34 pm, boooooort said :
true
haahahahaah

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:34 pm, Zann said :
hehehhee...it's easy to be saucy online ;)

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:33 pm, boooooort said :
eheeheeehehhehe
hmmm...
saucy

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:32 pm, Zann said :
this time tomolo i'll be at work...i'm afraid i can only meet u at nite...hehehehhee...sounds so illicit...

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:31 pm, boooooort said :
hahhahahahha
same time same place?

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:31 pm, Zann said :
heh...ur day is my nite...and i'm no good at calculating time diff...

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:30 pm, boooooort said :
living up to your name i see..

have you got any new piccies?

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:30 pm, Zann said :
u heading for autumn rite? must be nice...but me, i'm juz so glad spring is here...boing boing boing

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:29 pm, boooooort said :
i'm pretty whacked actually..
imma gonna leave ya to it..
and chat to you another night...

say.. how about tomorrow night?
date?

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:28 pm, boooooort said :
yeah
i hate daylight savings too..

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:26 pm, Zann said :
ah, u are ahead of me rite? so ur on sunday nite? v confused now, cos we juz set our watches one hour ahead...

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:25 pm, boooooort said :
um
kinda
yeah
12.30 am?

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:25 pm, boooooort said :
that friend who works as an editor is actually a friend's ex fiancee... as such.. no one is on any real talking terms with her..

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:25 pm, Zann said :
heh...wat time izzit on ur end? late?

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:24 pm, boooooort said :
heya
back

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:09 pm, boooooort said :
brb

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:07 pm, Zann said :
yeah, sub-editor job is exactly wat i looking for...

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:07 pm, boooooort said :
hmmm
not sure..
this person i know is a sub editor or something

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:06 pm, Zann said :
some sort of editorial job on mags...

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:06 pm, boooooort said :
doing what?

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:05 pm, Zann said :
actually, it juz occured to me that i wouldnt mind working in sydney...how hard izzit to get a job there?

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 3:00 pm, Zann said :
yeah, eight of us share a kitchen, but we get our own bathrooms (thank god!)

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:58 pm, boooooort said :
oh ok
like a hostel

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:58 pm, Zann said :
erm, yeah, i'm living in student accomodations...v pathetic...

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:58 pm, boooooort said :
definitely agree


On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:57 pm, Zann said :
i tink a lot of people our age are going thru quarter-life crisis....need to take a break and do some soul searching...

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:57 pm, boooooort said :
communal???
u're sharing a flat?

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:57 pm, Zann said :
ugh, someone's grubby sock found its way into my laundry!!! ah, the joys of communal living...hehehe...

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:57 pm, boooooort said :
so..
what else is up with you?

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:55 pm, boooooort said :
i desperately need one...

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:54 pm, Zann said :
yeah, it's goood to take breaks from "real" life...hehehehhe

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:54 pm, boooooort said :
yeah

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:53 pm, Zann said :
erm...ur last msg: that ur in it for the chance to travel?

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:52 pm, boooooort said :
did u get my last msg?

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:50 pm, boooooort said :
yeah i hear...
i was just in it for the chance to travel.

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:47 pm, Zann said :
btw the JET pay is pretty good...

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:47 pm, Zann said :
am back...the dem dryer juz ate my money £!@£$@£$%£$% and my clothes are all still wet...

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:42 pm, boooooort said :
yeah
i suppose
plus the chance to travel

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:42 pm, Zann said :
competition is v stiff...cos loads of kids fresh out of college see it as a nice way to put off finding a real job...

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:41 pm, boooooort said :
no
its fine


On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:41 pm, Zann said :
be right back...gotta go collect my laundry...unless ur gonna zzz soon?

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:41 pm, boooooort said :
really?

i din think it would be so complex?

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:39 pm, Zann said :
yeah, i was devastated when i din get it...but the process is v longdrawn and a milion forms and testimonials to submit...also, i suspect they kinda discrimintae agst u if ur not white...

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:39 pm, boooooort said :
rhaehrhaehrhaehrha
good one!

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:38 pm, boooooort said :
well..
i think we've spoken about it before..
i looked it up not long ago on the net

it'd be interesting...

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:38 pm, Zann said :
i applied for it last yr, but i flubbed the intv...i think cos i corrected the jap guy when he asked me: "will u retire from your job if you are selected?" and i said: "i would RESIGN..." sigh...

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:37 pm, boooooort said :
have u done it?

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:37 pm, Zann said :
ooh, go do the JET thingy...did i tell u abt it before? teahcing eng in japan...

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:37 pm, boooooort said :
hraherheahrhearh
yeah
same here..
i am still considering putting the "career" on hold to go teach english somewhere...
but i think i must first learn how to teach english

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:36 pm, Zann said :
well, since i'm not the wildly ambitious sort (the exact opposite actually!), i'm more open to jobs which might not actually advance my career...heh...recently, i started thinking, wow, how nice to be a retiree...muahahahhahaha...

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:33 pm, boooooort said :
not really...
i dun think so anyway.
yeah the negotiating and all that is there..
but maybe if i moved into asset management or something more back office it might be ok?

i suppose in a way, that's what you're doing?

back office work is ok.. but i like being out there..

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:32 pm, Zann said :
but ur experience in the field must count for something...ur situation a bit similar to mine, cos my field of journalism is specific to singapore...but i'm hoping to find sub-editing kind of job so it is more general...is that option open to u?

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:30 pm, boooooort said :
shpoping centre management...
i figure a large portion of my 'skill set' is the relationship i have with my clients..
i can't bring any across with me..

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:30 pm, Zann said :
why isnt ur job transportable? retail rite?

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:29 pm, boooooort said :
hey
i wanted to go work in HK too
excet my job is not transportable and i can't speak the language

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:28 pm, Zann said :
stale: yeah, that was how i was feeling before i left...and i dun really feel like going back to my job after i'm done with my course...but its so hard to get a job here...i'm tinking mebbe trying to work in HK...

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:27 pm, boooooort said :
yeah
i'm sorta looking for a new job..
i think i need a chane or a break and a change is as good as a break..
so i might as well do so..
i'd love to get out of sydney for a while i think..

i'm feeling a little stale

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:26 pm, Zann said :
so its gonna be all work and no play for u these few months?

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:24 pm, boooooort said :
yeah
i love doing that....
we just spent our time ducking from shop to shop...
it was just crazy...

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:23 pm, Zann said :
yeah, i didnt have enough time to sit in cafes and people watch...was juz rushing from museum to museum...

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:22 pm, boooooort said :
heheheheh
i'd love to go again too..
i think i only spent one night there..
just not enough time to appreciate a place...

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:21 pm, Zann said :
went for a weekend in dec...but it was pretty rushed...and it was freaking cold, so cold i didnt even go up eiffel tower...i'd love to go back in spring or summer....

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:20 pm, boooooort said :
have you been recently ..i.e.since u've been in london?

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:20 pm, Zann said :
drats...well lemme know if u make it to paris...it's juz an eurostar away for me...hehehehhe...ah, paris...

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:19 pm, boooooort said :
geee.
i WAS trying to scam a trip to paris for work.. but i think that might not eventuate anymore..
looks like the furtherst i'll get is melbourne down south!

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:18 pm, Zann said :
any biz trips to london in the near future? ;)

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:17 pm, boooooort said :
no
i got busy wif work as usual...
a friend of mine has moved to singapore though
so it looks like it will have to be on for this year

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:17 pm, Zann said :
but enuff abt me....how've u been? did u make that trip to singapore in the end as planned?

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:15 pm, Zann said :
but u always hear horror stories abt how bitchy the people are at these women's mags...ugh...but i am rather looking frward to it too...

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:14 pm, boooooort said :
excellento..
cosmo would be fun to work for surely?

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:14 pm, Zann said :
my hols just started...woohoo...but i'm doing a month of internship at cosmo magazine starting tomolo...a bit nervous actually...

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:13 pm, boooooort said :
really?
how are studies?

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:13 pm, Zann said :
hehehehhe...actually, i miss my bunch of girlfriends...would be great to go shopping together with them and all other kinds of girly things...somehow, havent found any likeminded friends here...

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:11 pm, boooooort said :
ah
you're missing your boy?
or the dilemmas u used to have having too many boys!
kekek
*cheeky grin*

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:10 pm, Zann said :
weather is perfect for going out actually...spring is finally here...but i really miss all my frens back home suddenly...its like there are so many things i wanna do, but no one i wanna do them with here...

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:08 pm, boooooort said :
how come?
is the weather getting to you?
are you no longer loving london?

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:07 pm, Zann said :
rather stressed and depressed actually...how have u been?

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:06 pm, boooooort said :
yeah sure...
how u been?

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 2:06 pm, Zann said :
hello! my connection is acting weird...u online still? :)

On Sun, Mar 30, 2003, 1:58 pm, boooooort said :
are u online or not?

On Sun, Mar 23, 2003, 6:39 am, boooooort said :
so so..
could be better....
been a bit lonely and depressed..

On Sun, Mar 23, 2003, 12:12 am, Zann said :
hey there again :) how've u been?

On Sat, Mar 22, 2003, 10:24 pm, boooooort said :
hi there dearest..
sorry i din get ur message last night...
had gone to bed already

how have you been?

On Sat, Mar 22, 2003, 2:08 pm, Zann said :
hey you!

On Thu, Nov 21, 2002, 12:32 am, boooooort said :
reharharheahrha
i dunno where i will be going.. . are'nt there sales on in mid jan anyway?

On Wed, Nov 20, 2002, 11:23 pm, Zann said :
but u are going to other places as well rite, not just singapore? i tink hongkong's sales starts after chinese new year...but dun quote me on that

On Wed, Nov 20, 2002, 11:22 pm, boooooort said :
ooooo
maybe thats the plan

On Wed, Nov 20, 2002, 11:21 pm, Zann said :
ah...if you like shopping (which is about the only thing to do in singapore), you should go in june/july...month-long sales

On Wed, Nov 20, 2002, 11:20 pm, boooooort said :
thinking about start of next year..
maybe mid/late Jan?

On Wed, Nov 20, 2002, 11:18 pm, Zann said :
so when are u heading to singapore?

On Wed, Nov 20, 2002, 10:56 pm, Zann said :
will be back next oct...hehehehe

On Wed, Nov 20, 2002, 10:56 pm, boooooort said :
erhahreahrhaehraehrheahreha
i'm envious of the thought of travelling..
by the way. will you be in sing again anytime soon?

On Wed, Nov 20, 2002, 10:55 pm, Zann said :
oh dear, i tink i going mad...i've been comparing prices for hotels in florence and venice and i thot i found a real good deal..only to realise some places list prices in pounds, some in euros...argh!!!

On Wed, Nov 20, 2002, 10:53 pm, boooooort said :
yah
but that's london for you!

On Wed, Nov 20, 2002, 10:52 pm, Zann said :
its been rain rain rain here all the time! wet weather forecast till the weekend

On Wed, Nov 20, 2002, 10:51 pm, boooooort said :
yah
balmy...
but its ok.. theres been a cool change the last couple of days, which has meant a little bit of rain too..
not too bad though.. i was forgetting what rain looked and smelt like..
we're going through a drought.. i hasn't rained properly here for 6 months!

On Wed, Nov 20, 2002, 10:50 pm, Zann said:
hi...how's the weather down under? you must be getting real hot now rite?

On Wed, Nov 20, 2002, 10:43 pm, boooooort said :
hi beautiful

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 2:41 pm, Zann said :
it was definitely not head over heels for me...in the beginning, i saw all his flaws all too clearly...it was more like i was charmed against my will...even now, i dun think i'd call it "love", cos the feelings he evokes in me are totally different from those of my previous boyfriends...which may, of course, mean that this is love...ugh...

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 2:39 pm, boooooort said :
did you fall head over heels?
blinded by love or lust...

my grandparents live with us and will celebrate their 60th wedding anniversary or something like that at the start of next year...

my parents will be the same.. they are both great examples.. one though which i am yet able to follow in..

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 2:36 pm, boooooort said :
fell head over heels?

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 2:36 pm, Zann said :
my grandpa is lving with his mistress and his other children...shunned by all his legit children except my dad...hehehe...i dun wanna follow in his footsteps...and my parents dun exactly have the dream marriage...i dun actually have a so-called model couple in my life that i see myself 40 years down the road...do you?

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 2:34 pm, Zann said :
i guess it was so rare for me to click on so many levels with the moron that i just decided to forget about his glaring problems (commitment issues, smoking, drinking, being a bastard, etc etc)

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 2:34 pm, boooooort said :
same.
yearning....
do you thin you'll grow old with someone just like your parents/grandparents?
(i'm making an assumption here..)..

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 2:33 pm, boooooort said :
ah...i believe you need to click with someone on all levels i guess... including physically.. and physically ain't even a small part...

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 2:32 pm, Zann said :
the rational logicalpart of me doesn't believe in The One...but there is a tiny little part buried deep inside my heart which wants to believe...

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 2:30 pm, boooooort said :
you know how we were talking about "the one" the other night..
i'm not sure if that's a reality.. i suppose.. the hardships/dificulties i am having with my ex are compounding the issues because no matter how hard we try i guess. it still doesn't look as though it will work out..

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 2:29 pm, Zann said :
most of the time, i'm not deluded into thinking there could be a happily ever after...i mean, i went into this whole thing with my eyes wide open, and i know him so well that i am not that surprised by his actions...but i just wished we could have at least stayed friends, cos if nothing else, we really clicked on that level...the physical part really came after...

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 2:27 pm, Zann said :
i guess, deep down, if i am brutally honest with myself, i always thot we were "meant to be" in the end, cos we have such a long history...he wants me, i dun want him, i want him, he dun want me, i want him, but he got girlfriend, he wants me but i dun trust him, etc etc etc...you know, like in the movies...but that is just the closet romantic in me speaking...

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 2:24 pm, boooooort said :
but y be like dat...
its an episode in your life of many chapters.. let sleeping dogs lie i say..

and.. then ask yourself this.. could you really have seen anything more serious come out of it?
it you could.. woultn' you always feel that there might be another woman once you were THE woman?

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 2:22 pm, Zann said :
u know, the stpid man i had the fling with, he said he'd be hurt if i left...but he never asked me to stay (mebbe cos he knew i wouldn't stay even if he asked)...and on the day i left, he refused to answer my calls or say goodbye...and he's been absolutely silent till now...which is driving me mad! blardee moron...

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 2:20 pm, boooooort said :
aiyah...
7 flatmates???
u actually have a place (in london) which can sleep 8 people?!?!?
holy shamolies!

i have been a third person in a relationship before too... so i probably share your view on it.

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 2:18 pm, Zann said :
"our" as in me and my 7 other flatmates...and being called a "single entity" is so depressing...

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 2:18 pm, boooooort said :
"our"???
i thought you were a singular entity at this poiint in time?

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 2:16 pm, Zann said :
sigh...haven't gone to any parties!!! we've had a couple of dinner parties in our flat, but i forgot to take pix...

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 2:15 pm, boooooort said :
ahrehrhearhea
digicams are for party pix.. not pictures of your room silly... (even if your family in s'pore do want to know how and where you live)...

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 2:14 pm, Zann said :
oh, i do have my digicam now...but i haven really taken any pix of myself here...only of my room, my campus, etc...i just set up a photo album online, but i dun think u'd be interested...i think even my frens are bored by it...muahahahahahah

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 2:09 pm, boooooort said :
yeah
but then again.. you're stringless too..
as in.. you don't have to have any commitment to them...

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 2:07 pm, Zann said :
i thnk being with that bastard has corrupted my morals...because in the past, i would never even have considered being the third party...

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 2:06 pm, boooooort said :
i spose it means u are open enough to consider it..
i have nothing against "morals" and am probably a fiarly moral person myself.. but i think that one should always be open to different things.. shouldn't keep a closed mind..

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 2:05 pm, Zann said :
what's so enticing abt being The Other Woman? sounds vaguely slutty...

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 2:05 pm, Zann said :
the thing is, i dun feel any guilt about the fling...which is quite worrying...and no, no regrets at all...one of my exes, when he heard that i was considering having a fling, was aghast...he called me immoral...which i can't get out of my head, even now, after the whole thing is over...

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 2:04 pm, boooooort said :
geee mee.. that WAS quick!
hehehheh

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 2:03 pm, Zann said :
back from newspaper run...pant pant...

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 1:57 pm, boooooort said :
it would be the pot calling the kettle black..
i dun hold anything anyone has done against them.. unless they regret it..
in which case, i symptahise..

so.. you were technically "the other woman"... ooooo how very enticing...

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 1:56 pm, Zann said :
muahahahahhaha...i like the analogy...princess-pornstar! okie, gonna buy papers now...but before i go...so do u think it was immoral of me to have had an "affair"?

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 1:54 pm, boooooort said :
tee hee...
was just fooling around... as you do.. when you're 10000 km away from someone you're chatting to!
;)

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 1:53 pm, boooooort said :
erm...
that's easy..
girls like bastards, and guys ... well.. we like princesses by day and pornstars by night..

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 1:53 pm, Zann said :
i meant get MORE clothes on, u gutter brain...u expect me to run out in t-shirt and jeans??? it's horribly windy outside

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 1:52 pm, Zann said :
i guess the official term for it was we "fooled around"...and i guess emotionally, he wasn't exactly very faithful to her...he's quite a bastard...dun ask me why i keep getting sucked back to him...

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 1:52 pm, boooooort said :
:p

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 1:52 pm, boooooort said :
oooo
i think i liked u better without clothes on..

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 1:51 pm, boooooort said :
so - how is it a fling if nothing happened?!?
i had one of those once....
*sigh*


On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 1:50 pm, Zann said :
okie lemme put on some clothes and run over to news agent...

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 1:50 pm, Zann said :
i guess it was a sort of affair, cos the idiot guy had a girlfriend but her status was sort of "iffy" (in his words)...but we stopped short of actually doing anything (use your imagination here)...it was more like a last fling thing...

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 1:49 pm, boooooort said :
ooooooo
its sunday over there!
i'll be waiting..
;p

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 1:48 pm, boooooort said :
i hardly watch, but yes, i'm aware that big's was married and kept saying to carrie that he was going to leave his wife.. but never did.. or something like that...

u were having an affair???

sorry to be a neanderthal.

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 1:48 pm, Zann said :
u gonna be online for long? i gonna nip across the road to the news stand and get a copy of the sunday papers before they're all gone...and also some brunch...havent eaten since i woke up!

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 1:47 pm, Zann said :
this fren (who happens to be the commitment phobe moron i was involved with) is forever ranting to me about sex and the city...cos we watch it together and we'd get into arguments over whose fault it is that carrie and big are having an affair...cos we were, in a sense, having an affair too...(you know which episodes I'm talking about rite?)

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 1:44 pm, boooooort said :
yeah.. but most guys are clams.. we wouldn't normally open up to girls.. i think we feel we're letting down our "defences"? does that make sense?

i definitely agree that cosmo and sex in the city dominate women's views on men...
have to agree with your friend that they aren't exactly true though.. they tend to be a litttle biased..

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 1:43 pm, Zann said :
i once asked this male fren, who said i read too much cosmo and watched too much sex and the city, how else am i supposed to find out how men think? he said: "ASK!"

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 1:41 pm, boooooort said :
you read my mind!
hreahrhaerhea
i think in my mind its more that girls think too much.. you read too much into every little thing... which is not to say that its not true sometimes.. but most of the time, i think girls make mountains out of molehills..
that's in my own (limited) experience anyway

men are too lazy to think

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 1:40 pm, Zann said :
it's ok...most men are insensitive...from your point of view, it's probably women who are over sensitive? ehehehehhe

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 1:39 pm, boooooort said :
rhaehrhearheah
my dear... i can't even being to understand the meaning of the word...
i have been told on occasion that i am rather insensitive..

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 1:38 pm, Zann said :
oh dear oh dear...i wish i could say something to help...but i'm not exactly a success story in lurve...

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 1:37 pm, boooooort said :
bwhahahha
you're always full of excuses!
heheh
things are so so.. we're not broken up.. but i feel an uneasiness about the whole thing which is probably not helping the situation

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 1:36 pm, Zann said :
how are things on ur end? better or worse since we last chatted?

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 1:35 pm, Zann said :
i was about to send you the pix of me i promised eons ago...heheheheh...but hotmail is down on my end...

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 1:34 pm, boooooort said :
yeah and no..
it is late.. but i'm not overly tired yet... so i figured i'd catch up on some reading...

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 1:34 pm, Zann said :
hello again stranger! isn't it a bit late for u to be still awake? i juz woke up...hiaks

On Sun, Nov 3, 2002, 1:32 pm, boooooort said :
hello my long distance darling...

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 3:16 am, Zann said :
i guess there's no rite or wrong decision when it comes to this stupid thing called lurve...you take care ok, whether u decide to be single or erm double...i gonna utilise my pjs now and go to bed...good nite handsome ;)

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 3:16 am, boooooort said :
good night darling

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 3:13 am, boooooort said :
who knows???
i dun really know but in the short term this will be better

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 3:05 am, Zann said :
sigh...i really dunno what to say...breakups are hard...even if it is the second or third time round...or mebbe it is even worse...just one last question...you sure this is what you want?

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 3:03 am, boooooort said :
doubt it.. we'll probably not speak to each other for a whiile.. a long while.

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 3:01 am, Zann said :
will u and ur ex still be able to remain frens? if nothing else, at least you have the frenship...which can sometimes be better than the relationship, as i have experienced with one of my exes

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 3:00 am, boooooort said :
sigh


On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:57 am, Zann said :
no no, its a good thing you're not a player...

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:56 am, boooooort said :
unfortunately i am not a player..

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:56 am, boooooort said :
hrhaehrharhrha
true..

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:56 am, Zann said :
hahhahahahhaa...you sounded like a true player with that last statement...

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:55 am, boooooort said :
well the dilemma i have is that i think.... there are 2 billion girls in the world and i haven't met a great proportion of them..

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:54 am, Zann said :
i think its too cruel that in the whole wide world, there can only be ONE...what if i was having a bad day and didn't see him??? and are you supposed to just KNOW when you meet The One, or are you supposed to guess?!?

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:52 am, boooooort said :
yes and no...
i'm not sure...

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:50 am, Zann said :
i dun believe in destiny or The One...do u?

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:49 am, boooooort said :
same..
i'm wondering if i've passed the person i am destined to be with


On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:47 am, Zann said :
some people tell me, when the rite guy comes along, i will not have problems committing...i hope that's true...do you think its true? or will we just keep letting people slip thru our fingers?

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:45 am, boooooort said :
raerhaeh
i think i suffer from commitment phobia too

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:45 am, Zann said :
and i dun understand men! i dun even know where to start to tell you abt the mess i left behind with that stupid commitment-phobe guy...

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:44 am, boooooort said :
same...
i suck at relationships!
i don't understand girls at all..

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:42 am, Zann said :
i guess if you think the other person is worth it, you will take her feelings into consideration...but you gotta make the effort, cos you are in the habit of only thinking of one person (ie. yourself)...but really, i'm no better at this than you...i alternate between being too cant-be-bothered and too needy/clingy...muahahahahhaha

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:39 am, boooooort said :
yeah
exactly..
its not that i dun want to.. its just that sometimes (most of the time), unless i consciously think about it... i do things without thinking of anything else!
i do what i wwant to do, cos i am so used to it.. the adjustment to have someone else to think about is not an easy one.

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:37 am, Zann said :
sigh...oh dear...i dunno what to say, cos i tink i know what u mean...sometimes i tink i have learnt to be alone and know how to do it so well and even enjoy it, that i don't know how to accomodate someone else in my life anymore...

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:36 am, boooooort said :
hmm.. well she just messaged to ask if i want my credit cards back. so i guess it must be over between us...
*sigh*

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:35 am, boooooort said :
you're probably right, and its probably more my fault than hers..
i am stubborn and very independent.. i don't often actually feel the NEED for a girlfriend.. cos i enjoy times with my friends or even by myself..
and so.. i think i don't show often enough how much i actually feel.. but its hard to change that for me cos i like to have the freedom to do what i want when i want..

does that make sense?

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:32 am, Zann said :
izzit the same old thing you are arguing about? if no one is going to give way, then its gonna be difficult to move on, isn't it? so the question is are you willing to give way? or give up? (wow, i sound like a lurve expert!)

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:30 am, boooooort said :
well..
i dunno if its final ...
see we had an argument a couple of nights ago.. which continued to last night.. but my gut feel is that it was too big an argument to be able to patch.. we just don't see eye to eye on a number of things, and its those things which keep tearing us down


On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:28 am, Zann said :
you coping ok with the "finality" of it?

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:26 am, boooooort said :
and final i believe....
i think i'm over it for good now...
most of my friends agree that it ws time to part i think cos they were aware of how much grief we were having anyway

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:25 am, Zann said :
for the Xth time? sigh...

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:24 am, boooooort said :
ok
back
smell nice now..

am i single? yes.. i think so...
i.e. i think my ex and i just parted ways again...

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:15 am, Zann said :
ooooh...so we're BOTH in our PJs...only diff, mine are clean and fresh...muahahahhahahahaha...i gonna stay on for mebbe 1/2 hr more...then i need to zzz...

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:13 am, boooooort said :
u going to be on for a bit..
i really feel like having a shower now..
its 1.10pm and i'm still in my pjs.

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:13 am, Zann said :
oh and yes, i'm still single...*wink*...and how about you? *double wink*

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:13 am, boooooort said :
hmmm
yesh.. i forget you are a budding journalist..
writers are normally quite stylish by definition.

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:12 am, Zann said :
oh, i've long made zara my fave store in the whole wide world...since that time i went to spain, the home of zara...ahhhhh!

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:11 am, boooooort said :
true..
layering would be quite a change....
so have you discovered Zara on Regent St yet?
hehheheh

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:10 am, Zann said :
actually, i qt enjoy the dressing up for winter bit *bimbo look* i mean, we never get to wear such nice coats and scarves and boots in singapore...hehehehhehe...and it's a marvellous excuse to go shopping

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:09 am, boooooort said :
london in winter is soooo grey!
hehehehehh
well.. from the one time i was there..
it was always miserable..


On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:09 am, Zann said :
yeah, school is in full swing now...barely time for me to take in the sights of london...sigh

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:09 am, boooooort said :
hahahhahahaha
so - are you still seeing someone (technically) or not?
have you rejoined the world of singledom?

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:08 am, Zann said :
muahahahhahaa...don't bother about the email...so much has happened since then...with that stupid guy i mean...


On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:08 am, boooooort said :
ah its just crazy.... trying to organise for so many shops to get built in like two weeks time!
and then trying to keep up with all the paperwork that goes with it..

have you started ur course yet?

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:07 am, boooooort said :
i know..
i owe u an email.

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:06 am, Zann said :
ah, yes, the retailer's fave time of the year...christmas...

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:06 am, boooooort said :
i've been flat out at work...
we just moved offices, but apart from that, its been a crazy rush to try and fill the shopping centre before christmas...

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:05 am, Zann said :
you've been busy huh? haven't heard from you for ages...btw, I'm in london oredi...

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:04 am, boooooort said :
hmmm
lemme think
*suzanne in pyjamas*....
yup...
i'd say that would be a sight to see!
tee hee

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:04 am, Zann said :
it's 2 am here...i'm in my pyjamas...you think i look gorgeous? grin

On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 2:03 am, boooooort said :
hi there gorgeous...
you're looking nice today?


On Sat, Nov 2, 2002, 1:53 am, Zann said :
hello stranger :)

On Tue, Aug 27, 2002, 1:10 pm, Zann said :
hey, i've given up on netscape...will try later...too hungry to function now...catch u later!

On Tue, Aug 27, 2002, 1:01 pm, Zann said :
the pool at my place is still under construction, so i gotta drive like 20 mins to my aunt's place...sigh...the sun has gone out again...and i'm dem hungry...

why aren't u working? (not that i dun wanna talk to u ok!)

On Tue, Aug 27, 2002, 1:00 pm, boooooort said :
no.. i've had one and a half of those already..
afternoon swim sounds nice..
where do u swim?

On Tue, Aug 27, 2002, 12:59 pm, Zann said :
izzit ur lunch time now?

On Tue, Aug 27, 2002, 12:58 pm, Zann said :
i trying to download netscape (for v long and boring reasons related to internet banking and stupid un-mac-friendly e-banking sites)...it's taking forever!!! i'm late for lunch and my afternooon swim!!!

On Tue, Aug 27, 2002, 12:57 pm, boooooort said :
raehrhherhahrhahrehea
true...

watcha doing now?
i feel like updating my website.. but i should do some work i think


On Tue, Aug 27, 2002, 12:56 pm, Zann said :
i try to take shallow breaths when i'm around these farters...hehehe...u never know when they're gonna release a silent killer...

On Tue, Aug 27, 2002, 12:55 pm, boooooort said :
eheheh
glad to hear you associate with them too...
i'm feeling very much at home now.. although i shouldn't.. i'm not sure if my colleagues would appreciate a ripper..


On Tue, Aug 27, 2002, 12:53 pm, Zann said :
hhehehehe...well, i know of guys who compare the decibel levels of their farts, so ure not the worst...

On Tue, Aug 27, 2002, 12:52 pm, boooooort said :
ah you sound very much like me.. very comfortable at home.. i just happen to fart loudly at home as well.. hey - its my room and i can do what i want to..

sorry, thought i'd just be a little disgusting for a change..
;)


On Tue, Aug 27, 2002, 12:50 pm, Zann said :
haahahhaha...i have what my ex calls the "at home suzanne" look...no make up, comfy old college tee, plastic frame glasses...not many people get to see that, u know? muahahahaha

On Tue, Aug 27, 2002, 12:49 pm, boooooort said :
ahhh
what i like to call the "early morning look"... interesting but not really my style..
no i'm not into mudpacks either.. but simple is often most elegant..
especially on asian women..


On Tue, Aug 27, 2002, 12:47 pm, Zann said :
gutter brain! muahahahhahah...sure, if u beg me, i'd send u a pix of me au naturel...ie. without MAKE UP ;)

On Tue, Aug 27, 2002, 12:46 pm, boooooort said :
ooo
i thought u were gonna say you had to take the pic sans beautiful dress....
had my heart racing for a moment....
:)

On Tue, Aug 27, 2002, 12:44 pm, Zann said :
hahahhaha...i was all dolled up for a concert on friday and was gonna snap a pix for u...but alas! was super late for the thingy and barely had time to rush to my seat...so...no photo...yet...

On Tue, Aug 27, 2002, 12:43 pm, boooooort said :
oh how tame for you!?

i went away to the country (beach actually) for the weekend.. it was supposed to be a detox weekend, but turned out to be rather debaucherous...

i'm still waiting for a proper photo.. *sigh*

On Tue, Aug 27, 2002, 12:35 pm, Zann said :
no dear, there were no naughty and nice men...were there any in yours? heh...women i mean, not men...

On Tue, Aug 27, 2002, 12:26 pm, boooooort said :
hi darling..
how was ur weekend?
filled once again with more stories of naughty but nice men?

On Tue, Aug 27, 2002, 12:16 pm, Zann said :
hey :)

On Tue, Aug 20, 2002, 2:34 pm, boooooort said :
have a smiley day then... at least for a little while after you get offline

On Tue, Aug 20, 2002, 2:34 pm, boooooort said :
umkay..


On Tue, Aug 20, 2002, 2:34 pm, Zann said :
hey, i really gotta dash off now...catch u later!

On Tue, Aug 20, 2002, 2:33 pm, Zann said :
oh gosh, you have me chortling to myself...i swear never to use the word gag ever again...and it will be all your fault that my vocabulary is deprived of that word

On Tue, Aug 20, 2002, 2:32 pm, boooooort said :
gag??
ooo
now you're putting rude pictures in my head.. stop it.. heheheheheh

guys only ever use the word gag in one situation.. i think..

On Tue, Aug 20, 2002, 2:31 pm, Zann said :
ah yes, the story of the nice guy...that will be the subplot of my long email to u...

On Tue, Aug 20, 2002, 2:30 pm, Zann said :
i'm the sort of woman who cant take mushy stuff...sugar plum makes me wanna gag...muahahhahahahahhaha...

On Tue, Aug 20, 2002, 2:30 pm, boooooort said :
can't win with girls...
they say you can't be too nice.. tsk..
too nice gets you no where.. nice guys always end up last.

On Tue, Aug 20, 2002, 2:29 pm, boooooort said :
aw what??!
how is that?

On Tue, Aug 20, 2002, 2:28 pm, Zann said :
ok, now ure just giving me the heebee geebees...

On Tue, Aug 20, 2002, 2:27 pm, boooooort said :
:)


On Tue, Aug 20, 2002, 2:27 pm, boooooort said :
hope you're missing me too..

On Tue, Aug 20, 2002, 2:27 pm, boooooort said :
see you sugar plums...

On Tue, Aug 20, 2002, 2:27 pm, Zann said :
dun work too hard now, gorgeous ;)

On Tue, Aug 20, 2002, 2:26 pm, boooooort said :
ok
sure.
sounds good.
have a good one!
:)


On Tue, Aug 20, 2002, 2:25 pm, Zann said :
drats, i gotta go...email you tomolo ok? will be vvv longwinded though...u sure u can stomach the story of my life?

On Tue, Aug 20, 2002, 2:24 pm, boooooort said :
xena the warrior princess?
i like a woman with confidence and high self esteem.


On Tue, Aug 20, 2002, 2:23 pm, Zann said :
u wont be able to tell my height from a pix...unless i'm a midget or am built like xena...muahahhahahahhahaha...mebbe u really shd be quivering in ur booties...

On Tue, Aug 20, 2002, 2:21 pm, boooooort said :
ah.. hence the reluctance to provide me evidence of your femininity..
heheheh..
now you've got me quivering in my booties..

after all.. you might even be in Sydney!

On Tue, Aug 20, 2002, 2:20 pm, Zann said :
does height matter? for all you know, i mite be a guy...or a dog...

On Tue, Aug 20, 2002, 2:19 pm, boooooort said :
bwhahahahah
u never know.. i might take you up on that.. just make sure you're not married by then.. oh.. by the way, you're not taller than me are you?

On Tue, Aug 20, 2002, 2:18 pm, Zann said :
ure mad...you start planning now for a trip to london...i'll be there for a year, so u can take ur time...

On Tue, Aug 20, 2002, 2:16 pm, boooooort said :
u read my mind??
heheheh
how did you know that was what i was thinking?

On Tue, Aug 20, 2002, 2:16 pm, Zann said :
u wish!

On Tue, Aug 20, 2002, 2:15 pm, boooooort said :
really???
cool........
please tell me you've decided to give up a career studying in london to come visit me in sydney instead???

On Tue, Aug 20, 2002, 2:14 pm, Zann said :
hahhahahahha...u never give up do u? i haven taken any of myself...tell u what, i'll write u a nice long email tomolo with pix attached ok...got loads to tell u actually...

On Tue, Aug 20, 2002, 2:13 pm, boooooort said :
well.. if you're so relaxed and have so much time on your hands... where's my photos?!

On Tue, Aug 20, 2002, 2:10 pm, Zann said :
i'm so relaxed these days, i feel like my limbs are gonna fall off...muahahhahahah

On Tue, Aug 20, 2002, 2:09 pm, boooooort said :
of course...
hard at work as usual..
and how are you?
leisuerly?

On Tue, Aug 20, 2002, 2:08 pm, Zann said :
busy, handsome? teeheehee

On Tue, Aug 20, 2002, 2:07 pm, boooooort said :
hi gorgeous...
tee hee..

On Tue, Aug 20, 2002, 2:07 pm, Zann said :
hey there!

On Thu, Aug 15, 2002, 1:28 pm, boooooort said :
hey - where did you go?

On Thu, Aug 15, 2002, 12:01 pm, Zann said :
geeez my connection is a little wonky...i gotta go...catch you later!

On Thu, Aug 15, 2002, 11:59 am, Zann said :
i can only afford the ibook...i'm just a poor penniless student-to-be

On Thu, Aug 15, 2002, 11:59 am, boooooort said :
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On Thu, Aug 15, 2002, 11:58 am, boooooort said :
ooh excellent!!!
ibook..l drool...
should have got the G4 Titanium.. they're lovely..
tee hee..

On Thu, Aug 15, 2002, 11:57 am, Zann said :
hello!!! just in time! i've been trying to add you to my new ICQ (Just got my iBook!!!)...but i couldnt remember how many ooooo there were in boooooort...

On Thu, Aug 15, 2002, 11:55 am, boooooort said :
hello?

4 comments:

Zann said...

No one has been able to finish reading this super long post, huh? I'm not surprised! I think it's riveting only to me...

Anonymous said...

I did! I did! While on medical leave... Ha ha ha...

Zann said...

Who is this??? *ponder*

Anonymous said...

Ha ha ha...

It is me, your admirer from secondary school!!!

Anyway, how have you been? Haven't contacted you in a long time... Hope all is well...